Chan's hands trembled when they finally stood in front of their manager's office and he had to take a deep breath a few times before he managed to knock on the door.

On the harsh "come in" of their manager, they entered his office and hurriedly bowed to him.

"WHAT DID YOU IDIOTS THINK OF," their manager shouted even before the door behind them had closed.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?! I SHOULD KICK YOU OUT RIGHT NOW!"

They all three kept their heads down and Jisung felt tears gather in his eyes. He clenched his teeth and tried to breathe evenly so that he won't burst into tears.

"I DON'T CARE IF YOU FUCK EACH OTHER IN THE ASS IN YOUR FREE TIME, BUT NOT IN PUBLIC, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!"

Chan clenched his teeth and clenched his hands into fists. He got along with it when he was yelled at, but Jisung and Changbin absolutely didn't deserve it.

But he also knew that he couldn't say anything about it now, otherwise their manager would completely freak out.

"We have decided to send you to a Hiatus until we have decided how to proceed with you. You will NOT participate in the planned schedules. Your planned comeback will be postponed and you will NOT be seen in public!" he hissed and looked as if he had would've liked to slap them.

Jisung sobbed quietly and would have loved to reach for Chans and Changbin's hand, but he didn't dare.

"STOP CRYING HAN JISUNG! YOU COULD HAVE JUST THOUGHT FOR A KOMENT LONGER BEFORE YOU DECIDED TO DESTROY EVERYTHING!" he screamed and Jisung desperately tried to suppress his sobs.

"LEAVE MY OFFICE AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE EVEN A PIECE OF YOU UNTIL WE REACH OUT TO YOU AGAIN!"

Chan turned around on the spot, opened the door and let Jisung and Changbin go out of the room in front of him.

He felt paralyzed and at the same time despair pounded in every inch of his body.

Silently, they went back to the underground car park, where their driver was actually still waiting for them.

When they arrived back home, Chan's first way led directly into the kitchen. Fortunately, their alcohol stock was sufficiently large, because being sober was no longer an option for him.

He couldn't stand the thoughts in his head. Couldn't stand the possibility that he had ruined everything. Not only for him, but also for Changbin and Jisung.

Normally, he always stood protectively in front of the two and tried to settle everything before any problems could arise. But now he was the problem.

The despair and feelings of guilt burned inside him and he wished for nothing more than the past 24 hours.

With tears in his eyes, he unscrewed the Soyu bottle and drank several large sips.

He didn't even notice that Jisung stepped next to him. Only when the younger one took the bottle out of his hand and drank from it himself, he looked up.

"I'm sorry..." he whispered and finally the tears ran down his cheeks.

Without a word, Jisung wrapped his arms around him and leaned against him. In the meantime, he had stopped crying and just felt empty.

When Changbin came into the kitchen shortly afterwards, he took the two in his arms.

They stopped for quite a while until they separated from each other almost at the same time and as if they had agreed, everyone reached for a bottle of Soju.

Together they hid in bed, but instead of talking about anything, they just sat there and drank alcohol.

At some point Jisung couldn't endured the silence anymore and turned on a horror movie because he had the feeling that he couldn't tolerating a cheerful on.

When their bottles were empty, Chan got up to get more bottles, even if he was already a little dizzy.

He just wanted to forget everything and don't have to think about anything anymore.

Back in the bedroom, he sat down on the bed again, handed the others a bottle and unscrewed l his own.

Sighing, he raised his bottle to his lips and drank a big sip, but at the same time noticed that Jisung was watching him.

But he avoided his gaze, because he was afraid that the younger one would look at him reproachfully.

Changbin watched both of them, but felt absolutely unable to say anything to make them feel better.

They had fought so hard to get to where they were and now they were on the verge of losing everything.

The thought drove him crazy and he just wanted to forget what had happened, just like Chan. And he wanted to silence the part in him that blamed Chan for it.

He drank half the bottle at once, even though he knew it was absolutely stupid.

But apart from the somewhat strict taste, the Soju didn't burn in his throat and he couldn't have cared less, even if he became unconscious.

Chan let himself sink back and closed his eyes for a moment.

For a moment it was quiet in his head before his thoughts were back and he sat up again to empty his bottle.

In the movie, the main character was just being hunted by a disgusting monster with a chainsaw, which surprisingly caused Jisung to laugh.

Confused, he looked at him and couldn't help but realize how much he loved Jisung's laughter.

A gentle smile appeared on his lips, he leaned to Jisung and kissed him gently.

"I don't think you should strengthen him in his madness," Changbin whispered quite loudly and tried to pull Chan away from Jisung.

"I'd rather have him laugh at a horror movie than cry again..." Chan murmured and kissed Jisung again before he broke away from him.

Jisung looked at him thoughtfully for a moment before he emptied his bottle and then sat down on Chan's lap.

"What are you doing, baby?" Chan asked confusedly.

"I want to forget everything, Channie... can you help me?" he asked quietly and rubbed his butt against Chan lap.

"Baby I... I don't think this is the right time for that," Chan said irritated and tried to stop Jisung from rubbing against him.

"Please, Channie I need you," Jisung moaned, licked over Chan's neck and then bit him, not very gentle.

But Chan shook his head, grabbed Jisung's hands and held him gently. "You're drunk, baby and I won't do that now..."

Resigned, sighing, Jisung leaned against him. He really would have loved to have had sex. Feel good for at least a moment he felt good again and he knew that Chan could have done that without any problems.

"You're mean," he murmured and boxing against Chan's chest.

"No, I'm not. I just don't want you to do something that you regret afterwards..." said Chan and placed a gentle kiss on Jisung's lips.

"I think that's mean too...," Changbin sighed, put his empty bottle on the bedside table and let himself sink into bed.

Grinning, Chan wrapped his arm around Jisung and also let himself sink into bed with him.

Changbin slid up to them and Chan pulled him into his arms so that they lay cuddled up to each other.

"Maybe we should sleep a little..." he murmured.

For a moment it looked like Jisung wanted to protest, but then he snuggled up to Chan's chest and closed his eyes.

Changbin also fell asleep relatively quickly, while Chan lay awake brooding for quite a while.

What didn't really bring anything in his foggy state, so he finally gave up sighing and also closed his eyes.

Let's go to war
LET'S GO TO WAR
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