Jungkook and Jimin are arranged to be married. They had met the first day when Jungkook's parents went to meet Jimin's family, the two had talked then for a bit enquiring about general details.

Jimin was attracted to the man's physical presence, it made the boy shy and giddy when Jungkook looked at him. Jungkook was of course more than just looks - he was smart and skilled, the only thing Jimin wished could have changed was the man's coldness towards everything. Jungkook kept a lot to himself and Jimin had to talk at least 15 minutes to get the man to open up. Still, the man wasn't rude or anything - Jimin understood the man had such an introverted personality. A personality Jimin knew he could live with.

Jungkook was attracted to the tiny cute boy as well - Jimin was really sweet, kind and a good conversationalist. Jungkook could listen for hours to the boy talking. Jungkook knew he wouldn't mind spending the rest of his life with this tiny human - his tiny human

**

Ever since their engagement, they hang out during the weekend or talk to each other daily through video call - Jungkook insisted on that. Even if the relationship sometimes seemed cold from Jungkook's side, unexpected things the man did or said to Jimin, left the boy completely shy and happy. There was just something about the man that made Jimin feel safe, protected and special.

**

They get married soon after and their life together was good. They both made love on their first night. Jimin had kept a mental note not to sleep with Jungkook until after a month of being married, he didn't want to seem too eager for physical intimacy. Jimin was innocent in that aspect meaning he never had a relationship and Jungkook also was single whole his life. They would be each other's firsts and Jimin wanted that moment to happen after they both were sure of what they felt for each other.

The night of their marriage, Jimin had taken a bath first on Jungkook's insistence, the man had to talk to the caterers and wedding related staff. After the boy was ready for bed, Jungkook took his bath. Jimin was thankful for it, now he could sleep without thinking of jumping on Jungkook.

Jungkook gets out of the shower and smiles seeing the boy sleeping. Jungkook often sleeps shirtless and so removed his shirt and got into bed with his husband. He stared at Jimin for a minute too long before moving in closer to back hug the boy, Jimin flinches a little as he didn't expect any physical contact with Jungkook

"You are so beautiful my love..." Jungkook says turning the boy to face him. Jimin's breath hitches when he sees Jungkook is shirtless " ..will you be mine completely from tonight... can I be yours too forever?"

The air was tight and Jimin just gives the man a slow nod and before he knows it Jungkook is hovering above him and giving him sensations he has only read before in fanfics. This was even better than his imaginations and he was loving it. They made love the whole night and they continued this tradition every night, unless Jimin was too drained out for the night because Jungkook was always ready to make love to his gorgeous husband. They used protection most of the time, sometimes they didn't when they were both too much in the mood or wanted to feel each other completely, just like their first night. Jungkook didn't mind being a father, in fact he wanted Jimin to carry his babies but he didn't want to pressure the boy since it was Jimin's body and decision. Jimin was fifty fifty on the whole pregnancy thing - if it happened, it happened, he wasn't actively trying to get pregnant.

**

Jungkook goes on business trips once every couple of months, it was a norm - he would be gone for a week or two. It was during one of those trips, when Jimin was left alone when the boy faints in his office and later finds out that he had an ectopic pregnancy and needed to do emergency surgery. Jimin had no idea that he was even pregnant. Jimin didn't have his family near him and underwent everything by himself. He felt depressed.

Usually Jungkook and Jimin would video chat or message due to the time difference. Jimin calls Jungkook to talk but the man doesn't answer.

Please call me back - Jimin messages the man

Later Jungkook messages that he is too busy and that he could lose the deal and might need to stay overtime, that he would call Jimin later.

Is anything urgent? - Jungkook messages him - are you okay?

Jimin knows the man is stressed and so he doesn't inform Jungkook about what he is going through.

Everything is fine..I just... miss you

I miss you too baby. I will be back before you know it.

**

Two weeks later, Jungkook is back home but he frowns when Jimin doesn't even come near him that much. Earlier, Jimin would have jumped into his arms, welcoming the man with a huge smile, hugs and kisses. Jungkook tries to ask Jimin if something is wrong but Jimin just says he is tired. That night, Jungkook tries to initiate intimacy but Jimin refuses. It hurts Jungkook a little, feeling as if his presence wasn't welcomed anymore. They both sleep with their backs to each other that night.

The reason why Jimin was avoiding the man was because he felt guilty about his ectopic pregnancy and also because the doctors had told that his body needs 3 months of rest before he could try for intimacy or a baby again. Jimin knew Jungkook would feel very upset - Jungkook loved kids, that was one thing that made Jimin know that he could marry the man and be happy. Even though Jungkook seemed cold, he was a totally different person in front of kids and Jimin had seen that the first time he met Jungkook and Jungkook's nephew and niece were there and how they interacted with their big uncle and how he interacted with them in a childlike manner. And the other thing he knew about Jungkook, was that the man would also be upset that he wasn't there for Jimin during the hard times. And so Jimin decides to keep everything to himself thinking it would be better for their relationship but it brought their relationship to a weak point.

Jungkook felt unwanted - not that Jimin wasn't caring like before but the boy always kept a distance, he felt like Jimin was being secretive and that really bothered the man. They end up fighting almost everyday. Jungkook missed the boy's touches and now he feels he is sleeping with a stranger.

**

"Jimin ah... did I do something? Is that why you are avoiding me?"

"I am not avoiding you..."

"Really?" Jungkook says before leaning in to kiss the boy but Jimin turns around, trying to act busy

Jungkook has enough and forcefully kisses the boy. Jimin pushes the man away which makes Jungkook angry

"What the fck?! Why are you pushing me away again and again huh?! I am fed up of this!"

"So you just want sex?!" Jimin asks angrily

Jungkook's eyes darken "What the fck did you just say?! Sex?! Seriously!? I make love to you because I love you not because I am sex craved... if that is what you think of me then we should just get a divorce!"

Jimin's breathing stops and the whole room is quiet

"I'm sorry I didn't mean that..." Jungkook is quick to say as he panics at his own statement

Jimin doesn't speak no matter how many times Jungkook apologized

How did the situation get even worse? - Jungkook groans

**

Two days into the silent treatment and Jungkook has had enough. He pins Jimin to the nearest wall when the boy tries to walk away again

"Fck! What's wrong with you Jimin? How much more should I apologize and tell you that I'm never gonna leave you... you are mine!"

Jimin looks at the man with his teary eyes and let's out a loud sob, Jungkook's grip on the boy loosens as his eyes soften

"Baby please... what's wrong? Please... I..."

"I am such a horrible person... I can't keep my husband happy nor can I keep a baby..." Jimin cries

Jimin continues crying as Jungkook hugs him closer to him. He mentally tries to figure out through Jimin's broken words and Jungkook understood the whole story. It hurt him badly but right now his feelings didn't matter, all that mattered to him was Jimin's sanity and happiness.

"I'm scared to be pregnant again... I'm scared of going through this again... alone..." Jimin cries and Jungkook finally let's his tears down too

How much his tiny husband must have been suffering alone and he didn't even know

"I'm sorry for not being here when you needed me the most"

**

Jungkook carries the boy back to their bed and cuddles Jimin, hugging him tightly to himself, whispering sweet nothings to Jimin's ear

"I love you baby..you know that right?... I wish you told me this than suffering alone... it must have been scary...."

"How could I when you were suffering by yourself too?" Jimin says, his voice lost in Jungkook's chest

Jungkook doesn't say anything as his tears fell silently, he hugs the boy closer as Jimin wept

**

The next day Jungkook takes Jimin to the doctor just to be sure on what to do next and the doctor assures them that everything is okay with the boy

Jungkook gives Jimin time and doesn't rush into being physical with the boy. He wasn't lustful but Jimin overall self made him crave intimacy but it was not about him, Jungkook wanted Jimin to heal.

**

Its been about 2 months since their doctor's visit and they still hadn't initiated any intimacy

They went to their friend's child's birthday party that evening and Jimin could see Jungkook staring at the new born baby with so much love and longing.

They both reach home after the party

"It was fun today..."

"Very..." Jungkook chuckles "...Taegi is very naughty... I think Taeseok will be a calm baby..."

Jimin smiles "You think our kids will be naughty too?"

Jungkook smiles slightly as if imagining their kids ".... I hope so... I would love to spoil them.."

Jimin watches the man speak

Jungkook looks back at Jimin and his smile drops ".. I mean whenever we have kids you know... I am in no rush at all"

"But I am..." Jimin says making Jungkook looks at him "...I want kids... I want to see you carry them... and pampering them... will you grant me this wish?"

Jungkook suddenly choked on his saliva but recovered soon enough

"I will... of course..." Jungkook says cupping the boy's face "...I love you... I would do anything for you..."

"I love you more"

"Not possible... I love you the most..." Jungkook says leaning down to kiss the boy's lips

The end