looking back

i see memories

and fantasies

that i never knew

i pretend

they're reality

but inside of me

its just pain that always grew

so in fact

all that i have lived

all that i have dreamed

still inside of me

the truth that i can see

no second chance

looking back

i see promises

and regrets

mistakes that i have made

i pretend

and ignore the truth

but inside of me

i know its all a silly game

so in fact

all that i have lived

all that i have dreamed

still inside of me

the truth that i can see

no second chance