[70] MY GOLD DIGGER HUSBAND 2 - May 7 2021
A/N : okay so I didn't think people would want a sequel to [69] MY GOLD DIGGER HUSBAND - very surprised to see messages in my inbox for a sequel. Also, for anyone who thinks Jimin forgave Jungkook easily - please know that Jimin is naive and innocent. But he isn't stupid. He understands why Jungkook treated him so. And just so you know Jungkook did make up to Jimin by being a better husband later on. Of course they didn't magically become together just because Jungkook confessed and apologized. They started dating and giving the other a chance first. I didn't mention their conversations because I am not good with words and I left it to the readers to imagine how Jungkook's apology went
Anyways you know the drill. I'm not good with sequels so please don't expect anything
Jungkook has always been a good person at heart, a fun loving man. But his relationships with his partners turned him into a cold man. Jungkook's mom knew Jimin would be the one who would return her son back to his old self. She knew Jimin would melt away the ice that surrounded Jungkook's heart. She knew her son would learn to love again. She trusted Jimin entirely. She knew the boy would never betray them in anyway but she didn't realise the one to betray her would be her own son
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A/N : This is the conversation JIKOOK has when Jungkook first apologized for his behavior towards Jimin after he had heard Jimin cry and after his conversation with Namjoon. This is before Jungkook knows the truth about Jimin
After eating dinner that night, Jungkook asks Jimin to follow him to the balcony. They both enjoy the cool breeze as they look out at the beautiful night sky
"I'm sorry..." Jungkook's voice is soft
Jimin looks at him confused
Jungkook looks at Jimin with a sad smile and it caused a ache in Jimin's chest
"I'm sorry for being so disrespectful of you... for hurting you... treating you so badly... you didn't deserve that... Noone deserves that..." Jungkook chuckles sadly "...I told myself that I wasn't a bad person.. that I never laid my hands on you... so it's not abuse... I forgot that words hurt and cause scars much deeper than anything... I'm such a horrible person... would you ever be able to forgive me?"
"Why did you do this then Jungkook?" Jimin had to know
Jungkook sighs ".. I just... I have been broken one too many times before... I have helped so many people who acted as if they cared for me, only for them to use me for my money....."
Jimin and Jungkook sat on the bench in the balcony and talked their hearts out
"....when I told my girlfriend at the time that I wanted to marry her and that I wasn't going to go back to Korea to work with my dad.... She broke up with me... she said she just wanted my money and I was useless to her now..."
Jimin could feel the hurt Jungkook went through in life as they talked about their past
"....I just couldn't accept the fact that mom was forcing me to marry you, someone lower in financial status as compared to us... like what benefit was she looking for?... that was what I questioned... I just broke up with my girlfriend 5 months ago and my mom insists on my marriage with no company benefits... I just couldn't understand that...I didn't trust anyone who claimed to want or be with me after my break up ... I didn't want to believe you were marrying me without the intention of getting money out of this relationship..... my mom wouldn't tell me why and then my dad... he looked really sick and weak... I have never seen him that way...he looked tired.. but he looked happy mentioning you... and so I agreed ... I can see why now..."
Jungkook smiles wiping away Jimin's tears
"....maybe you might not have money to be called rich but you have a big heart that makes you richer than anyone else in this world.." Jungkook bites his lips, trying not to sob ".... and I'm so sorry I failed to see that... I'm sorry that when I did see it, I failed to realise it.... I was so set on being the victim of a forced marriage that I didn't realise I made an innocent person a victim too...."
They sat like that on the bench, both controlling the emotions they felt. Jimin let his hands comfort the man as he reached out to hold Jungkook's hands
"...I just assumed you are like the others... and I didn't want to give you a chance.. I felt better calling you names to your face .. I felt you deserved to hear it... but to be honest I didn't know it would hurt you. . I was just saying empty words to ease the betrayals I have gotten in my life... I took it out on you .. I wanted to hate you... but I couldn't... I was determined to hate you and make you the villain in my life and get a divorce somehow... make it look like you have bad intentions... but it's been almost 9 months now and I haven't seen anything but innocence and love from you... you made me fall for you..."
Jimin's eyes widen and Jungkook chuckles sadly
"What are you doing to me Jimin?... Why are you making my heart shake?... you are melting the cold wall I built for myself... you are making me happier by just existing... I... I have fallen in love with my husband... what should I do now?"
Jungkook let's out a cry as he buries his face into his palms. He suddenly goes down on his knees and bows his head, surprising the boy
"....Will you forgive me?... I am afraid to ask for your forgiveness... afraid to ask for a chance.... afraid to give you the option to stay or leave... I don't want to give you that... I want you to stay... I want you to forgive me... I want you to love me... can I be selfish? Even after everything I did to you... can I still ask you to be mine? Is it okay to do so? Do I have the right?"
Jungkook's broken voice breaks Jimin's heart. He goes down to Jungkook's level and hugs him
"Of course you do... I love you Jungkook.... I accepted you as my husband the day I said I do .. and I am not going anywhere..... it's my choice to stay... I'm staying because I love you..."
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It was now 2 years since they got married and about 1 year since they confessed their feelings to the other. And ever since Jungkook knew about Jimin's health, he forbade the boy to work again. Jimin didn't agree at first but then Jungkook started having nightmares and fever worrying about Jimin so the boy decided to ease his husband's mind and rest at home.
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The night of their second anniversary, they make love. They had both given each other time to completely understand and accept the other and obviously fall in love deeper. The next morning though Jimin suddenly felt weak and after having been rushed to the hospital by a worried Jungkook, the doctors reassured that it was just dehydration after an apparently hot session the night before, Jimin's kidney just wasn't used to that kind of excessive water loss
Jungkook ever since that day started avoiding Jimin. He was scared for his husband. He didn't want to hurt Jimin in any way. The night they made love, they didn't use a condom because they both felt that if they got pregnant, it wouldn't be a bad thing. Jimin wanted babies and so did he, but now he was scared if he would lose Jimin if they got pregnant and he wanted to avoid any and all sorts of physical intimacy with his husband
Jungkook tried to always put on a neutral face. He had been lucky so far because Jimin always respected his personal space and Jimin always covered himself at home. Jungkook was able to control himself, though just one thought of Jimin was enough for him to get a hard on
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And then Jungkook loses his cool when Jimin wore just his favorite shirt at home. Jungkook had just gotten home after work and there stood in front of him, his gorgeous husband in just an oversized shirt, displaying his unmarked neck, shoulders and thighs to the man.
Fck! - Jungkook was upset
"Kookie!" Jimin jumped on the man and kissed his lips softly
Jungkook groaned as he slightly pushed away the boy gently to the couch before storming into the bedroom and slamming the door
And now it's Jimin's turn to be upset. He missed his husband. He missed Jungkook's sweet touches. Jungkook was now like his old self, back to when they first got married. It was worse now, because Jimin could see the longing in Jungkook's eyes whenever the man would look at him from a couple of feet away. It was clear they both wanted each other
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"Why can't you even kiss me?! Don't you love me anymore?!" Jimin cries when Jungkook gets out the bedroom after his bath
Jungkook's eyes widen when he sees his love cry
"No! No...baby..." Jungkook hugs Jimin to calm the boy "...I love you... a lot... more than myself... I... I don't want to lose control... I don't want to hurt you... I'm sorry....I can't risk you getting pregnant"
"What does that mean? Don't you want kids?" Jimin looks at the man wide eyed
"...I'm scared..."
"Why?" Jimin asks confused
"....you could die..." Jungkook sobs
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Jimin takes Jungkook to the doctor who explains to the man that Jimin was healthy and was prone to complication of pregnancy just like any other normal pregnant person
Jungkook was of course relieved by that. He had come to like cuddling and kissing his husband to sleep and he had stopped that for a week or two now. He is relieved he doesn't have to hold himself back, that he doesn't have to limit his love for his husband anymore.
And just like that Jimin gets pregnant and Jungkook was there for every single thing. He made Namjoon in charge of the company for the entire year. Jungkook didn't want to risk anything that could happen to Jimin in his absence.
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Jungkook smiles holding the baby in his arms as Jimin looks at the two of them with his eyes disappearing in his gorgeous smile
"I love you both so much..." Jungkook says kissing the baby's forehead "....thank you for not troubling your dadda while you were in there..."
Jimin smiles when Jungkook kisses his forehead "I love you... thank you for being strong for the three of us..."
"I love you too...thank you for everything" Jimin says smiling at his husband before taking the baby in his arms
They both giggle seeing the baby letting out a small yawn
The end
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