[147] FEELING USED - Nov 22 2021
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Jungkook and Jimin are in an arranged marriage. They liked each other after going on their get to know each other dates. Jungkook was pretty straight forward with what he expects from his partner and his goals and Jimin shared the same ideologies.
Their married life went on pretty smoothly. They both tried to put the other first, even if Jimin was the one who was most flexible in the compromising part of their relationship- that was only because the tiny boy didn't have as many dreams and aspirations as his husband. Needless to say, they both fell in love within the course of their one year of being married to the other.
Jungkook was a bit more reserved when it came to showing forth his emotions but Jimin made up for it by being his clingy cute self - in the end they both got what they wanted, which was to be in physical touch with each other in a subtle nonsexual way.
**
They consummated their relationship after Jungkook had caught the boy staring at him and his tattoos while he was exercising in their home gym
"Fck! The bar is rolling..." Jungkook comments and Jimin stands up straight, worried for the man's safety
"Rolling? Will it come loose?" Jimin asks worried
"I can manage...." Jungkook starts pulling himself up and down on the bar handle
Jimin couldn't help but gawk at the sexy man
Jungkook watched Jimin through the mirror in front of him and smirks - like what you see huh?
"Jiminah ..could you hold my legs please...." Jungkook smirks noticing Jimin's reddening cheeks
"Y-Yes..."
Jungkook looked at Jimin again through the mirror to see the boy gulping while staring at his back
Caught you Mr Jeon. Jungkook smirks to himself
"It's hot right?" Jungkook gets off the bar and removes his shirt making Jimin gulp. The man looked really sexy with his sweaty hair, arm covered in tattoos and that six-pack abs.
"Wanna touch them?" Jungkook asks, his voice deep as he looks at Jimin
"W-What..." Jimin gulps. Suddenly the room felt really hot
"Touch them..." Jungkook walks towards the boy "...like this...." he takes Jimin's hand and makes him touch his abs "...I want you to..." Jungkook whispers in Jimin's ear
"J-Jungkook..." Jimin whispers
Jungkook pulls back a bit and cups Jimin's face
"I love you... have for a long time now... I want to be with you in a way a man would with his partner.. his love..." Jimin closes his eyes, feeling Jungkook's hand caressing his cheeks "....I want to make you mine completely... Will you let me?"
Jimin opens his eyes at that "....I love you too Jungkook.... and you don't need permission to make me yours..."
Jungkook chuckles, his bunny teeth in full display, happy that his husband loved him back
"I do though..." Jungkook cups Jimin's face "...this is your body and your choice... no one has the right to do anything to you without your consent... not even me... even if legally I can..."
Jimin lets down tears as he hugs the man "...I love you so much .."
Jungkook hugs the boy back "...I love you too.."
"Please kiss me now before I go crazy..." Jimin whispers making Jungkook secure his arms around Jimin's thighs
"Jump .." he commands and Jimin does, wrapping his legs around Jungkook's waist
Jungkook pulls back his face to look at the boy "....I love you..." Jungkook raises his head to kiss the boy
"....love you too..." Jimin's words were muffled into Jungkook's mouth
**
"Do you want some ramyeon?" Jimin asks the man
The two were cuddling together one weekend watching a movie
Jungkook pauses the movie
"Really?" He is surprised
Jimin is confused
"Yea... why?" Jimin giggles "...did I stop you before?"
"N-No... I just thought you wanted to watch the movie..."
"Can't I do both?" Jimin tilts his head at the man
"...y-yea... but let's do it in the bedroom... without the background noises.. I wanna hear only you tonight..."
Jimin looks at the man weirdly
"What? Why do you wanna hear me eat? ..."
"Huh? Eat what?" Now Jungkook is confused
"Ramyeon you idiot!" Jimin wasn't having it
Jungkook's eyes widen "Oh! You mean eat ramyeon as in eat and not ..."
"Huh?"
"Nothing nothing... go make your ramyeon..."
"Fine!"
After a few minutes, Jimin returns back with the ramyeon and they both eat
The movie scene:
The girl stares at the man, she was drunk as he tries to hold her steady
"Go inside..." the guy drops her home
"...do you want some ramyeon?" The girl asks, giggling wide
The guy's hold on her loosens
"You are drunk... just go and sleep" he says and turns around when she stops him
"Do you want some rameon.." she stares at him, licking her lips
The man gets frustrated. He really loved her but she always gave him mixed signals
"Just go Y/N!" He tries to free himself
"I love you!" She says hugging the man "....please don't go..."
The man looks at her shocked "...you... you aren't drunk?"
She pulls away and shakes her head
"...so you really love me? For real?"
She nods her head
"....so now... do you want some rameon?"
She asks and he smiles suddenly lifting her up in his arms
"Only if you are ready for a long night..." he says making her squeak in happiness
Jimin stares at the screen dumbfounded, half his rameon out his lips
He slowly turns to face his husband who looked away embarrassed
"I-is this what you meant before?" Jimin asks pouting that he didn't understand the earlier conversation
"I'm sorry baby..." Jimin hugs the man "...I'm such a fool... I'm sorry..."
Jungkook chuckles as he switches off the TV
"It's okay... I'm glad you don't have a dirty mind like me ... let's just go to sleep..."
The two then clear out the living room mess and head to their room
"Do you want some ramyeon?" Jungkook asks as Jimin walks in front of him
Jimin giggles nodding his head slightly and Jungkook couldn't help but chuckle at that
The two ended up having quite a bit of Ramen that night
**
Two years into their marriage and Jungkook has now a new terror in his office - his new manager. That man worked his employees to the core and Jungkook was no exception.
Jungkook started doing extra hours which led to him being always stressed and that resulted in him being cold towards Jimin and having less time for his loving husband.
Jungkook was a rough lover in bed when stressed and he didn't want to be so with his Jimin. He only ever wanted to be a gentle caring husband and so he distanced himself from Jimin. Jungkook has had a couple of relationships before marriage and he only ever slept with them for his stress relief. He had noted that he never cared for his partner during the intimacy, it was all about releasing his stress and he didn't want to do that with Jimin. Whenever he was with Jimin, Jungkook did it because he loved the boy and did not use Jimin as a stress buster.
But Jimin started missing his husband terribly. Jungkook would now always be in his game room, if he wasn't working. Violent video games helped him relax.
**
"Honey I miss you..." Jimin says sitting on Jungkook's lap, whispering seductively. Jungkook had just gotten home and had gotten onto his gaming chair. He was stressed that day, even more than before. His manager threatened to demote him ".....fck me..."
Jimin has never seduced Jungkook before, he has never said or worn anything provocative and right now he did both, making Jungkook hard. But Jungkook knew he would only end up fcking Jimin and not loving the boy like his husband deserved and so Jungkook pushes him off
"Not now! I'm already so stressed... I don't need you nagging me right now! Let me relax with my games.."
Jimin gets upset "...use me then! Why do you need video games when your husband is here for you..." Jimin says sitting back on his lap " ....kiss me"
Jimin whispers against Jungkook's lips and kisses him. Jungkook couldn't control himself and he kissed Jimin passionately. Few minutes into the makeout, Jungkook stands up and slams Jimin onto his computer table, his hands aggressively removing Jimin's and his clothes
Jimin is surprised at the harshness and tries to stop the man but Jungkook's mind is long gone, his aim only to fck away his own stress that he forgets he was hurting his only love.
Jimin cries out loud once Jungkook finally releases his seed into him. Jimin was so scared before at the aggressiveness that he was only silently sobbing as Jungkook held his hands way above his head tightly.
That makes Jungkook come to reality and he hates himself for doing that to Jimin but his anxiety makes him blame Jimin instead
"Look what you made me do! Fck! I told you! I told you not to force me! Fck!" Jungkook runs a hand through his hair in frustration
"J-Jungkook..." Jimin sobs
"Get out!"
"J-..."
"Get out now!"
Jimin quickly grabs his clothes and runs away
"Fck!" Jungkook slams his hands against the table and groans "...fck! Why! Stupid! Idiot! Why did I do this!" He buried his face in his hands as he sobbed in anger
How will I face him now? He will hate me. My baby.. my poor baby
**
Jungkook ended up falling asleep in the game room. He was selfishly hoping Jimin would come find him. Jungkook felt ashamed to face the boy at that time. Jungkook woke up hearing the loud thunder and rains outside
Jimin! - Jungkook rushes into their room. Jimin was scared of thunder.
Jungkook sees Jimin shivering under the sheets
Why didn't you come to me? - Jungkook joins Jimin in bed, his heart hurt seeing the boy move away from him
"I'm sorry for what I did earlier... I'm so sorry for hurting you and making you feel used...." Jungkook back hugs the boy who kept struggling to escape his hold. Another thunder makes Jimin flinch badly ".. punish me...but please don't push me away right now... not when you need me the most...please.." Jungkook sobs as he hears the boy cry as well
"I'm sorry baby... I'm sorry for being a coward and not coming clean about what I'm going through ...please forgive me..."
Jungkook turns Jimin around
".. please..." Jungkook wipes Jimin's tears
"I hate you!" Jimin exclaims and it hurts the man
"... I know"
"I hate you..." Jimin cries as he hits the man
"I hate me too" Jungkook sniffles
"I hate you for making me so weak for you..." Jimin whispers as Jungkook cups Jimin's face
"I love you so much Jimin..." Jungkook's breath tickles the boy's lips
"I love you too ... please don't ever do that again..."
"I won't... I promise.." Jungkook kisses the boy's forehead "...thank you for being mine ...I love you so much.."
"I love you too"
The end
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