A/N: sequel to [111] AFRAID TO REVEAL THE PREGNANCY DUE TO FEAR OF A DIVORCE 

Jimin frowns when the doctor shows a bit of concern as he scans the boy's abdomen

"Please sit... I will join you in a moment..." the doctor says before leaving the room

Jungkook held Jimin's hand, gently "...everything will be okay, baby..."

They sat there anxiously waiting for the doctor, who returned 10 minutes later

"Is everything okay, doctor?" Jungkook asks, still holding Jimin's hands

The doctor sighs "...I think it would be better if you aborted the baby...."

Jungkook's eyes widen as Jimin's hand falls off Jungkook's hand in shock

"W-What do you mean, doctor?"

The doctor sighs again "...I'm sorry... but Mr Jeon's body isn't strong enough to carry the baby... there could be a lot of complications... the pregnancy throughout would be very painful and there are chances that there could be a spontaneous abortion... and if any severe complications might occur then Mr Jeon and the baby... both their lives would be in danger...."

"A-Are you s-sure we can't do anything?" Jungkook's voice is barely a whisper as Jimin sat speechless

The doctor gives them a sad smile "We are not God... we can't control the future... I am just educating you with all the information I have right now... it's completely your choice on what to do next... of course I or any other doctor will do our best to help Mr Jeon throughout the pregnancy, if you do decide to keep the baby.... It would be easier to abort the fetus and think of adoption - but that's my perspective, I can't decide for you...I can only tell you the pros and cons of what could be and the percentage of survival rates..."

"So according to you, it's better to abort as it could be dangerous to Jimin... right, doctor?" Jungkook's voice cracks

The doctor nods

**

"Do we really need a kid when you are so childish Jimin!" Jungkook is angry that Jimin is being so adamant about keeping the baby "...Just know this Jimin.. if anything happens to you... I can never forgive myself... just know this! That you are hurting me... make whatever decision you want..."

"I'm keeping the baby!" Jimin is adamant

Jungkook stormed off into his room hearing that and Jimin breaks down into tears

Jungkook slide down the door after he slammed it and cried as well - he was so afraid to lose the one person he valued more than himself

**

Jungkook tries a second time to talk to Jimin

"Jimin...baby... please try to understand... I can't risk losing you..." Jungkook was having a raging headache trying to convince Jimin to abort their love child

"How could you say that?!" Jimin is angry "...this is our miracle child and you know that more than anyone else!..." Jimin says protectively holding his tummy

Jungkook sighs "...I know it is... but what will I do if something happens to you or our child... I will lose my mind Jimin... please... at least think about it...I don't want you to suffer through a painful pregnancy... it's just not worth it..."

Jimin lets out adamant tears "...No! I will never abort our child! Because I know if I abort it, I can never get pregnant again... I don't wanna regret it..."

"Then you don't mind making me regret losing you?" Jungkook is upset as well

"You don't know that! Please!...Please... please don't force me..." Jimin is sobbing "...i'm begging you..."

Jungkook's heart broke at that. Jimin has never asked him for anything and this sight hurt him

"O-Okay.... I respect your decision..." Jungkook says hugging the boy and letting out his tears. He knows he will lose Jimin either ways - whether its the depression after the abortion or the pregnancy complications "...I will support you through everything... Please don't cry anymore... I'm here with you..."

**

The 4th time Jimin cried out in pain, Jungkook had warned him that he would request the doctors to do an abortion and so Jimin started hiding his discomforts from his husband. That was till Jimin faints due to excessive bleeding one day

"What the fck!" Jungkook is going crazy "...how could you hide this from me?! You have been bleeding for days now?!" Jungkook doesn't know whether to cry or be angry

"Y-You would h-have a-aborted...." Jimin says weakly making Jungkook come close to the boy lying on the bed

"Shhh... just sleep for now..."

**

"It's a miracle that Jimin could handle the pain. It was unfortunate that he couldn't take pain killers as it has a negative effect on the fetus..." the doctor says as they await Jimin's delivery

"Doctor! The CTG is showing signs of fetal distress! We need to deliver the baby right now!" The nurses burst out of the room Jimin was lying in

Due to covid protocols, Jungkook couldn't enter the room with Jimin

The doctor rushes in and Jungkook peeps through the small glass opening into the room

The doctor and nurses encourage Jimin to push harder with each painful contraction and soon after Jimin delivers

Jungkook chuckles out a wet cry when he sees the baby being born but then his face distorts in confusion when he sees the nurse rush the non crying baby to the NICU doctors who stood on standby and just as he is about to enquire about the baby, he could see Jimin's vitals dropping down

"No! No! Jimin!" Jungkook is crying seeing the way the doctor is performing CPR while the nurses are trying to control the bleeding

On the side Jungkook could see how the NICU doctors were trying to resuscitate his baby

Jungkook just wanted to die at that moment. He prayed harder than he ever had

Why? Why are they stopping?

Jungkook is confused when he sees the medical staff stop trying

"No! Why?! Please... please save him!" Jungkook screams from out the door, seeing the doctor and staff look at the baby and Jimin lying lifeless

"Time of death..."

**

Jungkook woke up sweating and looks to the side to see no one on the bed beside him. He immediately gets up and rushes down the hall to the baby's room. He sighs in relief seeing Jimin sleep next to the baby's crib. Jimin looked so tired while the baby was sleeping peacefully

Jungkook leans in to softly peck his baby's forehead. Baby Jeon softly yawns at that and falls deeper into it's sleep. Jungkook chuckles before he gently and quietly picks up Jimin into his arms and walks them back to their bedroom. The man admires the sleeping boy as he places Jimin back into bed with him

"I love you so much Jimin... thank you for being strong and brave for the both of us..." Jungkook kisses the boy's forehead

Jimin smiles softly in his sleep as he cuddles into Jungkook " ..I love you too... thank you for supporting me through everything..."

Jungkook smiles when he sees Jimin peep at him, sleep evident in his eyes

"...thank you for waking up before the doctors called the time..." a tear rolls off Jungkook's eyes

Jimin gently cup the man's face, wiping off the tear

"It's because of you... I'm sure our baby heard your cries and cried with you and that gave me the strength to not give up on myself..." Jimin chuckles "... I know that isn't how it is .. but trust me... I felt myself get weak when the doctors said that the baby wasn't breathing... I felt it useless to live anymore... I was so tired... just as I gave up on everything, I heard your screams and soon after the baby's cries too... and that time I knew the reason why I was alive..." Jimin wipes the taller man's tears "...you, our baby and our love..."

Jungkook sobbed quietly as he hugs the smaller close to him

"I love you so much Jimin..."

"I love you too Jungkook" Jimin tears streamed out his face as he felt Jungkook's lips meet his in a sweet kiss

A/N: for people who wanted more angsty stories. As you can see I'm not good at it at all.

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