Loving you was a decision I have made;
Back then, I was thinking that it's only right to follow one's heart,
But I was proven wrong in the end.

Being with you was one of the happiest moment of my life and the loneliest as well,
Sadly the one I regret the most,
for all turned out to be just lies and because of you I was lost!

I was flying higher than the clouds, it was euphoric!
There I was, thinking I must be a bird to experience such bliss, it was truly ecstatic!
But then, your words ripped my wings apart— I fell right down,
You tear out my skin leaving me bare, defenseless and alone— I'm a princess that have lost her crown.

I was once happy, smiling all day before I sleep in my bed as I lay,
Turned out I was the only one thinking that way!

You looked at me with disgust,
In your eyes I was nothing but a female dog,
After my eyes had been cleared of it's fog,
I've realized;
I was nothing to you but a B*tch that was meant to be disrespected...!!

So in there I sat, side by side with you but I felt alone as I lick out my wounds!

You talked once again, not caring even an ounce of what I would feel,
I felt like a leech whose meant to be crushed,
You've watched as I cried tears of blood!!

Sneering... mocking...!
Deep inside, you know what to do,
to play the victim afterwards!
Lying to gather sympathy while I shoulder every bit of pain— every fraction of hurt..!

You know how to justify yourself to just about anyone,
Oh! How they listen to you,
just about almost everyone,
To them— you lie.
To make them believe that everything that happened to me— I do deserve.

Now, after everything that's been said and done,
The only thing left for me to feel is pain and regret.