※ Day 191 - Insanity ※
My love for you was as hot as lava,
But it wasn't me, that you wanted to have,
For you have found yourself a lover.
Amber flames enveloped my whole being,
Inexplicable desire burning me up till I am no longer living.
Truly such a feeling has consumed me whole,
this sickness of the soul,
Making me scream that you're my all,
It's like an addiction as I always crave for more,
Even as it burns me inside,
I kept on fanning it up till I am burnt to a crisp,
Help me love, 'cause I'm lit!
This desire to die at your arms as you hold me tight,
Bugs me up every night,
I close my eyes and all I see is you— Suffocating me with your embrace,
Giving me a first and a last kiss,
But nothing was given,
For nothing in this world is even...
Love's not fair,
It's like going inside a Dragon's lair,
All I'd ever become is a loser,
You wouldn't even come any closer.
Truth is, I wasn't able to get anything,
Not a single thing,
Even if he was my everything.
I wasn't given a chance to hold his face,
Not even a chance to steal a glance,
Or feel the warmth of his embrace...
All that I ever heard was the word rejected not from him but from the voice within,
as I saw him running...
Running away from me,
Like I am to be feared,
A ghost in the making,
A vampire turning,
Werewolf transforming...
Looking down now upon myself,
I stare at the vast blackness of space,
As an invisible pair of eyes,
Stare back at me with the same clarity.
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