I wish I can,
I wish I might...
Be able to wish on a star tonight.
Star so beautiful and bright.

If only I can...
Wish that I'd be able to say...
Say how Happy I am,
But the opposite is what I'm feeling today.

I wish I can though...
Be as happy as you.
But all I am now is bluer than blue,
For it wasn't I, that's holding your hands,
Nor the one that has your heart...
For I am not the love of your life!

I wish I can...
Say that I'm happy that you're merry,
Living your life with somebody that wasn't me.

I wish I am,
As strong as I can be,
I wish I can...
Say that even if I'm hurting and my heart is breaking,
That I'm happy that you're happy,
Even though I'm hurting because it wasn't me.

Sadly though,
I haven't got the courage to say so.
I don't even have the strength to say anything,
The only thing I can do is to write what I'm feeling...
What my heart's screaming inside,
Even as my head goes from side to side,
Urging me not to do anything,
I can't refuse my hands as it does what I shouldn't be doing,
It obeys only though what my brain right now is thinking.