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※ Day 1 : Inside Out ※

I'm standing right outside, and everything else looks so homey and ironic, as I....
I Gaze at trees all around me,
Gusts of wind brushed at my face slowly...
Making me think - once again of you and me.

I stared ahead but inside I'm looking back not on a sight but on my past.
Sitting right now at this moment but inside of me-- I grew weary--- as anxiety attack my insanity.

It's windy in here but I suffocate with each thought running inside my head -- confusing me up and tricking my mind as it goes like a roller coaster ride, going 'round and 'round, twisting and turning, my stomach is now churning, it's gut wrenching!

Emblazoned in my heart is your name that's hard to erase.

It's been next to impossible to get you out of my system and getting harder still since we've parted ways. I want to keep my peace; I no longer feel at ease... For To me you're a permanent tattoo, your face remained inked not on my skin but on memories implanted inside every corner of my brain.

Each thought of you...
Keeps me alive,
but slowly it kills me up inside!
Like an animal being gutted alive... I squirm, I scream!

Fiery remnants of us... enraging me up, like a volcano - inside I erupt!

Venting out anger,
releasing death in every corner.