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     ❝வாய் மொழிந்த வார்த்தை
         யாவும் காற்றில் போனால்    
                    நியாயமா❞

      ❝வாள் பிடித்து நின்றால் கூட
         நெஞ்சில் உந்தன் ஊர்வலம்
          நெஞ்சில் உந்தன் ஊர்வலம்
          ஜீவன் உன்னை சேர்ந்திடும்❞

Clinking sound grabbed everyone's attention.

"Let me raise a toast to my beautiful bride" Varun placed the glass down.

"Aditi it has been three years of our relationship and we stood all the waves of stereotypes and hurdles. Through all my darkest days you were there holding my hands, staying with me and guiding me. You broke all my chauvinistic ideology and shaped me into a good human being, as you all see now. You are indeed bossy and clingy. You tolerated all my mess. Thank you for staying with me despite all my blunders. Your smile used to warm my heart. Your motivation and optimistic approach and advice brought the best out of me. Our late-night fights and patch up, made my life unboring if that is a word, my English teacher. Remember the dream you were talking to me a day before.
I am standing at the end of the Aisle under the orange dusk sky as sunsets, moon emerges, as you came in your white wedding dress, a silver tiara hanging in your head accompanied by your father and you hear my heartbeat pounding out of my chest. You walk up to me gracefully as I take your hand and when the priest announces as one. You want us to walk in the serene beach, holding hands, kissing a while and you look up at me with a proud and happy smile with little tears which manifests your rejoice of marrying a worthy man. But " Varun stopped. Stepping down the stage he moved close to me.
Kneeling in front of me he continued.

" But I guess" his actions were unpredictable and his behaviour was unprecedented.

It might be a marriage thing. I am being anxious. I must be imagining things. He is happy, I guess. I gestured him to continue.

" But I guess I will not be worthy of the love you provide me" Varun looked at my eyes.

He is kidding, right?

"What? You are kidding, right? Have you planned any prank on me on my wedding day? " I laughed turning another side, looking at my friends who can help me figure out what he is trying to say.

"Aditi, listen you are an independent, happy woman. You know to take care of people, you know how to be happy with them. You sacrifice and ready to give me all I want from you. But I am not worthy of your sacrifice, love, knowledge and perspectives."

"Varun, listen baby" I moved my hands to hold his chin. He slowly removed my hands placed his engagement ring on my hand.

"I can't do this Aditi. We will never be happy. I will never be. You have to let me go. Please"

" I won't Varun. Why should I? "
Shocked will be an understatement.
Why in the hell he would think, that I would let him go now when I have survived three years with him. He was perfect for me, I loved him and he loved me. Maybe not. But we were perfect. He was everything I wanted. I wouldn't give up now at the most important day of my life. I won't.

"You have to Adi, I cannot do this anymore. Let's end this here. Don't force me to do something that will hurt you. " Varun stood.

"Just go away!! Go away!! " I shouted in a crying mess.

That's how my wedding ended as I lost my hope in love.
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