🤦🏾‍♀️ Chapter 24 🤦🏾‍♀️

             🤦🏾‍♀️ Dean's pov 🤦🏾‍♀️

   It was darkening with the rain slighty drizzling when he drives up to his company, we drive around to the side to a parking area and I can't say I wasn't always interested to see inside. He came out and open my door and then I walk in with him opening the doors and allowing me to enter through them first. Wow, I thought he has behaving as a gentleman should, his staff and clients must love and respect him.

  He ushered me into a nice but sparsely decorated office and lock the door behind us, he went to his black leather chair and began tapping away on his laptop.

"Mi just a check who and who still dey here in a di building," he said with his eyes on the laptop screen.

  His voice has gotten so deeper I muse. "Two somebody still at work ina di repair room," he said standing up.

  He walk to where I was and ask. "Yea, mi waan know now how comes mi mouth dutty?"

  Brought back to the reason why I was taken here, I looked away from his gaze as the memory of us kissing surfaces. His phone rings with the jingle leave me alone please leave me alone and he hissed. I look at him pointedly and say.

"I was just a bit upset, ahnm come carry back mek mi come guh home."

  "Mi carry yuh here suh wi can talk in peace, stop behave childish yuh pass dah stage deh long time," he said walking back and plopping down on his chair.

  He wheeled it towards me and pulled me down unto his lap, I was lost for words for a minute before I said. "Mi nah join di list a all who yuh a fuck ino, yuh a duh di same thing wey Antoine did a duh."

  "Mi sure yuh nuh hear sey mi a force no woman fi dem crotches, all a who mi fuck carry it come gi mi willingly," he said lowly looking at me.

  I tried to get off his lap but he held onto me. "How me and you look at life is not how everyone else view it and yuh know dat. Wha happen yuh nuh think me have nature? Woman come and a offer mi front mi nuffi tek it?" He said questioningly.

"Stop justify yuh whoring, a di same thing Antoine duh to," I told him vexedly.

"Mi nah justify nothing me a tell yuh as it is, yuh a probably di only one outta all a di rest a dem- wey him affi force fi fuck. Yuh just nuh stay like dem, all when dem know sey a dem friend mi dey wid dem still a come- suh mi tek it," he explained and I was both angry and jealous I realize.

  I cleared my throat and ask him. "Suh, a suh much children yuh want?"

  "A one pickney mi have, none a dem gal dey nah breed fi mi afta mi nuh idiot. Yuh nuh see a lef' mi waan lef' yah suh an' guh mek life, nutn nuh dey yah suh but killing, envy and hard life- there's a lot more to life," he reasoned seriously.

  I don't know what provoked me to kiss him and he responds, then stop and said. "Mi promise miself and you sey wi caan duh dis, Dean yuh in love wid Antoine."

  I snorted at his statement then said. "I really do try to, afterall what else can I do."

  We were both breathing hard and staring into each others eyes and I looked away as guilt flooded me, just like the way it had with Rushane. Demar pulled me back against him and we sat like that with his arms wrapped comfortingly around me until my phone rings with Anthonia calling. I hissed my teeth and did not answer, however we got up and Demar checked that the place was locked up before we drive out.

  It was hard to go and I began blaming him of hurrying home or to some hotel or woman yard to grind out his back. He only looked at me while biting into his bottom lip then told me to drive safely home. I drive away calling myself a wanton slut, I was not even horny- I was craving for something deeper, something that seemed out of reach and what I did not understand.

  I said a blunt goodnight to Anthonia and Erica who were sitting in the living room and went upstairs to my room. My mother came in and locked my door, she pushed me towards the bathroom and began to talk lowly to me.

  "Somebody call and tell Antoine sey yuh dey up a Demar tech company, mi hear Erica and har mumma a chat not too long. Mi hear sey him sey wait till him come out, wey you and Demar in a?" She informed me before asking with a worried expression on her face.

  I snorted a laugh and said. "Nothing, Antoine have a tracker pon mi phone and if-"

  My phone rings causing me to pause and take it from my pocket, it was Demar. I was sure I did not unblock him I thought as I swipe it to answer.

"Mi reach home," I said.

"Yuh phone a work a'right now? Mi just a check," he ask then said.

  There was a click on the line as if there was another open line connected and I think quickly. "Actually mi nuh mek nuh call or nutn offa it yet, mi just reach ina di house mi not even check it- you a di first person call mi from yuh gi mi it and thanks again," I said hoping that was good enough.

  "A'right den cool," he said and the call ends.

  My mother was looking at me anxiously although I knew she heard the full conversation exchange between me and Demar. Something was up and Demar was covering up, how was Antoine still keeping track of me and his phone was in his room in Rema. I told my mother not to worry herself and she went out and to her bedroom, I check on my sons who were both fast asleep then showered.

  I locked my sons' room door and walk through the partition door to lock mines also when a knock came followed by my mother's soft call. I opened it and she came in closing it and handing me her phone mouthing that it was Demar.

"Hello?"

"If Antoine ask yuh nutn tell him sey mi meet yuh and tek di phone and guh fix it," he told me quietly.

"Mi figure dat out," I told him.

"Yea, him have di next technician a keep track a yuh, hi hi what a way yuh tun di man ina watch man," Demar said chuckling.

  "Tsk, him na've nutn fi duh him torment," I hiss telling him.

"Go a yuh bed cause yuh inlaw dem dey pon security duty to," he said with a snort then chuckled.

  "Dat good fi dem man, have a good night," I told him.

"A'right," he said and the call ends.

  Erica was standing out in the hall way when my mother went out, I close my door as if I didn't see her and locked it. I cannot believe that they were really like this, with my head full of thoughts and plans I finally fall asleep hours later.

  Mommy showed her serious determination the following day by purchasing a new set of suitcases, she send them with Cam in Desmond's car around to their home. With plans of sending her things little by little around to be packed in, that evening she gave Cam the large envelope containing the land title and her other important documents in a plastic bag.

  Grung's car drive pass as we were closing the grocery store, we walk the short distance home slowly holding each of my sons' hands. My spirit fell when I reach the gate and spot Antoine talking to Grung out in the yard, I groan inwardly and my mother hissed. I held unto both boys hands as they happily shouted daddy!!

   I release them at his feet then murmured "hi" and past going inside the house. "Good night ladies," his mother says happily as we walk in.

  The four children were all seated around the dining room table, she seem to have just finished cooking. So she knew Antoine was out and was expecting him judging by the nicely prepared meal. She ask if I was ready to eat and I told her "no thanks" and went upstairs with tears in my eyes.

  My room door was unlocked when I fitted the key in it, but I knew I had locked it before leaving. I glance around as I switch on the light and walk in, I saw nothing out of place- but I felt gravely depressed. What were they searching for? Did I not have any privacy at all?

  It was in sadness that I took the fuck from a demanding Antoine, wanting me to set this way and that. I felt so frustrated I just wanted to die, I cried myself to sleep silently after whispering a prayer for help out of this situation.

To be continued...