😥 Chapter 10 😥

😥 Dean's pov 😥

Leaving Adajay's home was kind of hard, I was worried and filled with guilt. I have killed someone and there was no going back on what I had done, I could go to prison if convicted.

"Ahhhhggghhh," I sighed. I hated feeling this way.

Telling Adajay had lifted the weight of it somewhat and while she did not judge me- I feel that now she'll be even more worried about me. She was right I shouldn't go sleeping around because I was hurt and wanted to hurt him back, I could put an innocent Rushane's life at risk.

I took up my phone and slowed as I remove the SIM card he has the number of, I delete everything pertaining to him from my phone and reprogrammed my phone. I shook with nerves on reaching Rema and shook even more driving to Antoine's house, I just really wanted to be able to breathe freely again and I hope he can do something about it- he's the reason why I'v been going through such a sad and disheartening time.

The gates open and I drive in with them closing behind the rental car, I came out slowly feeling weak and walk up the verandah steps. Antoine stood at the door and I walk right up to him and leaned on him.

"I did not mean to kill her, but she was going to arrest me and I had no other choice. What more will I have to endure just because I love you?" I said and ask laying down everything within me.

I looked up at him seeing his face baring a look of surprise and then he turn slightly and I could see beyond him into the living room. My eyes behold Demar, Grung, Hot-tool, Quenger and Spent-shell. I inhale deeply then exhale, looking away from them.

"Di dinna suppose to still warm," he said taking my hand and leading me right through into the kitchen.

Without releasing his hold from my hand he looked at me, he released a sigh of breath rubbing his other hand over his face and ask.

"When last yuh have sex?"

I shook slightly staring up at him as my heart accelerated, he stared back at me as tears begins to drip from my eyes. I don't know why I am crying, I was not afraid of him or of anything- I just felt anxious, confused and depress. He took a bottle of water from the fridge and pulled me along upstairs.

"Drink some water and relax, gwane guh shower and si di bed dey mi a guh done talk to di chappa dem an' den come talk to yuh," he said sounding calm but his eyes wasn't.

"Ok," I whispered and he slowly release my hand and went through the door.

Antoine's pov

I could not believe Dean came right out of the blue and provide the answer I thought I may never find. I told the chappas that we would discuss this further in the morning and they left while I took her things from out of the car. I carried them upstairs to my room and hear the shower running in the bathroom, I walk back downstairs and made sure my house was properly locked up.

Stripping off my clothes I went into the bathroom and saw her coming out of the shower. I brush my teeth and showered in haste, when I came out she was packing some clothes back inside her suitcase. I took her hand and pulled her to my bed, I tore off the underwear she had on and I bit her mouth before kissing her hard.

I pushed her unto my bed and open her legs wide, she gripped my hands and I relaxed a bit. I fingered her until she was wet and moaning, then I entered her and fucked her hard. She writhed and moaned loudly trying to get away a few times but I held her and gave it to her. I spun her around and forced her back into a deep arch then spread her legs and fuck her, daggering her while she moans and calls out my name until I came.

I dragged her to the bathroom and force her into the shower, then went in with her. Guilt was tearing me apart and I could only cry standing underneath the shower trying to hide. Everything was my fault, I was ruining a good woman with the bad choice that I had made. The hardest part of it is admitting it to myself, knowing deep down I had cause my own hurt because I had hurt her.

"I'm sorry," I said looking at her through my tears, it was the hardest apology I have ever had to make.

"But yuh neva affi guh fuck wid a next man!" I yelled at her angry and still hurt from seeing a next man getting her.

I stretch my hand out to hit her but she sighted it then knocked up her knee as she sailed out of the shower. I tried to run after her sliding on the wet tile like she was a short distance before me. She ran through the bathroom door and out of my room, I caught her on the stairs and we began fighting.

Her wet hands stung my thigh as she slapped me whilst I try to choke her and then I had to release her when she began to squeeze my seed bags. I grab unto one of her breasts and she release her hold on me, we stood naked and wet breathing hard and glaring at each other.

Then as if some kind of forces were pushing and pulling us to each other we were in each others arms, we were kissing and then our hands were all over each other and after that I was groaning to my release sitting on one of the steps with Dean on my lap. We went to the bathroom and this time we showered and she went to sleep while I touch base with Quenger whom I had sent to check out.

"The woman wey call yuh phone have up a picture wid she and Dean, it look like a har fren and di one wey name Donnette a one a Dean school mate- di same one wey did tell Ann-marie sey police a look fi Dean fi scamming," Quenger reported briskly like he always did.

I think for a moment then told him. "Get Donnette, it seems like she is a likkle rat. Mek mi know when yuh do."

"Bless," Quenger said and I end the call.

I went to sleep cuddling Dean as I thought about what I'll have to do to make sure her name didn't reach to the detectives. I hid her phone downstairs the following morning and went to hear what Grung has to say, she has been getting messages from someone name Adajay and I badly wanted to know who the person was and how she is connected to her. My phone rings and I stare at the number of the person I'm thinking about, wondering how to answer.

"Mi knock out har rass come defend it," I said into the phone.

I thought she wasn't going to say anything but after a moment she said viciously. "Afta yuh nuh waan mi come kotch somn pon yuh face."

I laughed and ask. "Bumboclaate, hey a who yuh my girl? No, a which sista yuh bi wey mi nuh know?"

"Why Dean nah answer har phone?" She ask sounding like she well prepared fi trace.

So I ask. "Why yuh nuh come find out?"

"Humn!" She went.

"Yuh done? Yuh need fi come mek mi see yuh suh mi can chose which one a mi chappa dem fi gi yuh to," I ask then stated feistily.

"Oiiieee! Watch yuh bloodclaate mouth and nuh mek mi call back Dean phone an' nuh get har," the woman name Adajay said and end the call.

I was in awe of whoever she is, she's truly brave to speak to me the way she has and it seems she knew exactly whom I was- so I'll just put her down as an over protective friend. Demar walk up to me and Grung just has we began to speak, he was soaked with sweat and I felt please.

"How was training?" I ask feeling him out.

"It was great," he replied greeting Grung who handed him a coil of cash and he nodded to both of us and went away.

"Yuh sure yuh a guh can keep him in line likkle from dis?" Grung ask after Demar was out of earshot.

I looked to the direction Demar had went in and said. "We a guh have our disagreements but we will have to cross that bridge when we get there."

Grung chuckled a rear thing from him and he said. "He is vigilant and he doesn't back down on anything."

"He's cold hearted and should not be taken lightly," I told him and he stared into my eyes.

I knew instantly what he wanted to ask me and I gave him the answer I know he didn't want to hear.

"I am training him to be better than us because of his looks and because we are going up in age. We need someone younger who'll be able to defend us and the community and he's the perfect candidate. He's fearless, unpredictable and can hold his own, there is no other like him among us- plus he wants to prove himself."

Water ran from Grung's eyes and he looked away from me, I blinked and took a deep breath. Sure I've seen him cry before but this was different, I gave him a brotherly hug and then we sat down to reason.

To be continued...