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"All your fault,"I thought and it was true how much had I hurt him yet he only came in my life as my saviour.

I never thought that my marriage would be arranged. I thought I loved that guy my ex yet he broke me into million pieces. I am glad he's behind bars and that to thanks to Imad.

It's true never engage yourself into forbidden relationships it will only hurt you, stay away if he doesn't want any commitment.

I removed the duvet from my body and opened the curtains which were blocking  the beautiful view of bright sun shining from above, as soon as I opened  a sad smile crept up on my lips  and I remembered some good old  memories but a voice snapped me from my thoughts.

"This is not the time of day dreaming get ready and let's go downstairs,"his voice was sharp without any hint of remorse but I guess I deserved it.

Wasn't he supposed to be in Dubai?Should I ask him?

I opened my bag but after that I glanced towards him to see what he wore and a smile formed on my face and I removed a light blue long dress and rest of matching stuff all while he was just busy on laptop he wore blue so I chose same colour.

Let's see what he will comment . Will he even comment?

I felt sudden urge of having him near me, long talks, late night drives. Ya Allah since when did I become romantic type?

I rushed towards the bathroom and within fifteen minutes  I was out I dried my hair with blow drier applied light make up I even chose to wear hijab just the way he likes and waited for him to finish his work.

I stole glances but he didn't even spare me a glance.
What should I do to make him talk to me?

"Imad!"I called out his name for second time and waited for a response.

"What?"he snapped while staring at me blankly but I just shook my head.

"Nothing,"I replied nervously I played with the fingers which were on my lap and clutched my phone tightly. Memories flooded back in my mind and I moved abit far from him.

It hurts, a lump formed in my throat I couldn't even speak another word fear gripped within  me.

"What's wrong?"he asked as if he cared as if he hadn't snapped at me a few minutes ago.

"Let's go everyone's waiting for breakfast,"I said in low voice trying to change topic I knew his family members were waiting it was ritual may be that's why he postponed his journey.

We just stood silently none of us uttered  a single word, only our sounds of heavy breathing was heard.

I heard his footsteps approaching near and  every step he took I moved backwards until I was caged between the bed and him, he stared at me without any emotion without any love for me in his eyes.

"Don't you ever hurt any of my family member got it?I still don't trust you and don't you ever play games with me behind my back or else you know the consequences I married you just to keep an eye on you keep that in your thick head,"he said all that without realizing he was so close to me yet so far but he didn't even touch me it hurts thinking how low he thought of me.

"Now let's go we don't want people to think otherwise,"he said and moved away as if nothing happened. I wiped the tears with back of my hand and stared at his back he was waiting for me.

Is it so difficult to believe that I have changed for good?What can't you see it?Why don't you believe me? I have changed alot I have no intention of hurting any of your family member. I didn't come back to hurt anyone of you.