Love yourself, Trust in yourself.

Imran:
Already so much was running through my mind Ahad and Yumna met with an accident, later on it was attacked on Ahad's father then I was sick it's all so confusing why all at same time?
Ahad thought it was my aunt but when we digged too deep by our investigators since cctv are there everywhere nowdays we were still not sure.

I know my aunt and my mum never got along but later on they had solved their issues...or was it all pretence?did it mean they had a hand in the accident of my parents since the case was closed and no one bothered?

"Ya Allah how can our own loving people hurt us?"

He even said bigger hand might be my uncle's and may be he was always jealous of my dad since my dad and uncle were having separate businesses and dad was doing more well than him.

It means when they came back from USA it was all pretence and they were after our money or after something we don't know?they went away immediately after wedding.It's so confusing.

"Is money everything for people nowdays?"When Ahad told me it was my uncle and aunt I just felt restless and dizzyness I couldn't believe and I din't realize when I fainted till my cousin came and there was this stubborn girl Aisha.

I needed her for my own selfish motives yeah I care for her slightly but I don't know what happened and when they suggested me Aisha's name and hoped for positive answer I just gave in I knew she thought when I suggested her my friends and all that stuff she thought I played with her feelings but I wanted her to hate me and move on but did she? Instead what she told me shocked me to the core she said since I asked her now we will both be stck with eachother?wasn't she afraid at all?

I have been restless and Insecure as she deserves someone better.

"Wasn't she afraid that what if I got tumor back?What If another accident occured due to me?"I had papparazi after me and Aisha's dad he was also in the leading companies list but she was always behind curtains but once she will be with me flashlights will be on her for sometime.

She accepted my proposal and now we are stuck.

I decided to distract myself with the work that's what I do when I feel lonely I hate these feelings it makes me insecure, restless but at same time I like her somehow and she loves me?

"Does she still love me after all I did?"

"Aisha!what have you done to my heart?"I thought and began working on laptop and decided to check my whatsapp messages.

There was a group of us Ahad, Yumna Aisha and me.

"It felt like double date?"No I shouldn't be thinking like this I will make her hate me before the engagement date.

Yeah I don't want anyone in my life I am happy just the way I am alone me and my work I love my work only and Yumna I have to care for her.

I was carried away when I asked for proposal I couldn't say no to so many people and I knew she couldn't also.

I like her some how I need to do something but at same time I have insecurities.

I have to keep my feelings aside and I have been waiting for my result from doctor.

Before it was able to be cured what if I don't survive again if it's back?

"Ya Allah please help me through it."

I made ablution took mat and prayed namaz(prayer).

"When you feel restless pray namaz(prayer)and bow down in sujood you will feel at ease."

I asked from Almighty to take away the tumor forever it was worst kind of pain and worst phase of my life.

I was saved but other people din't survive as some are able to handle while others are not ya Allah please protect us all from tumors and cancers..ameen.

I was checking some lines and numbers which were misplaced while I heard knock on my office door.

"Come in,"I said without looking who it was.

I knew who it was but it's for her own good but I want to give this a try.

"Thank you," I heard that soft voice which always rang in my head and made me awake till late.

"These files am done with them please check them and even staff have checked from their corners I think now my work is over with you,"She said and I felt like I shouldn't allow her to go and work for someone esle nowdays no one is trusted.

"Why did I care?"

"What if I find other errors?"I told her waiting for her explanations and was she avoiding me?

"What if she works for someone better and forgets me?"Why do I have such insecurities?

"Then send file and I will correct them but for now I am going,"She told me and before opening door she said something which made me smile.

"They are going to fix engagement date tomorrow since It's saturday and wedding date,"she told me and I thought how much more cute can she be?Astagfirullah.

I thought I had to be away from her then how will I manage all these?

"Let's give it a try,"I thought and gave us a chance.

"Fine,"I told her just in one word and she just looked at me and looked away.

"Work for me?"I asked her I don't know what was happening to me why I din't want her to go?why I have these confused feelings?I asked her and she immediately widened her eyebrows and looked at me as if not believing what I said.

"So yes or no?"Till wedding date is fixed I suggested.

"Why?"She asked and I just gave excuse of work I told her she can work separate we won't be meeting much if she feels uncomfortable and it's haram but since we know what we are doing and we are in our limits It's fine I explained her.

She just nodded.

"Infact dad had already told me to help you out since long but I was waiting for you to ask me,"She said I just stared at her.

"How much more will she surprise me and my poor heart?"

"So yes or no?"I asked her and told her great minds think alike but she just shrugged her shoulders.

"Here I thought I had chance of escaping from you till engagemenet day,"she said I told her told you you are stuck with me.

"So friends?"She asked me and I just stared more and she looked away as if not believing she had asked me.

"Can we really be friends?"I thought and she waited for my response I just nodded.

"You are the first girl whom I have made as my friend,"I told her honestly I have always stayed away from girls but this one here will soon be my wife.

She just smiled and that smile I have started loving it I smiled back at her and her eyes just widened ten times more.

"What?"I asked her since she was surprised.

"Nothing just smile more often it suits you,"She said in low voice and handed me papers.

"Surprised to see the arrogant ceo is now my friend,"She told me and Iw as glad she was speaking for herself nowdays.

"Arrogant?"I teased her and she just looked away.

We sat on my desk and continued to work.
I was already not so good with expressing my feelings I just wanted to try something new so I agreed.

"Are all friends trusted?"I wondered since I have only three close friends Alhamdulillah.

But I told her,"don't break my trust,"She nodded and arranged files alphabetically.

I wanted to see what she will reply and I just asked her out of blue,"What will you do if you heard I have a tumor again and chances are less of surviving?"
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Little did they know that their friendship will have alot of battles just in the beginning.