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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wade ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
[Did that make you feel better? Are you okay or do you need another round?] Yellow hisses.
Wade cringes in response to the Box's harshness as he lays on his side in a fetal position. His head pounds painfully with an antagonizing headache. His gun still hooked between his fingers.
[Are you going to answer or do you want to start again? Do I need to remind you of what sort of mistake we are, the monster inside and out.]
"No." The Mercenary answers in a small tone.
[To remind you what you did to Peter. To point out how all of his problems are because of you. How you tortured him relentlessly with his timer. Made him weary and clumsy enough to be bitten by the spider that turned him into a blood sucking freak.]
Wade sits up bristling. "He isn't the freak and you know that. He's never been a freak. Don't ever call him that." The Mercenary snarls.
[Then maybe you shouldn't have left him at the mercy of others thoughts! Because you needed a break! He can't take a break from life so you shouldn't either!]
"He doesn't have you whispering awful things about himself all God damn day long!"
[It wasn't me who wanted to have this session. It was you and White you sadistic freaks. He's been asking for it all week and you're the one who pulled the trigger after leaving.] Yellow growled. [I just played motivator]
Wade falls silent having no reply. Instead he groans as he stands up. Standing still as he holds his pounding head before taking a hesitant step forward. Everything including his scars hurt more. The constant ignorable pain being bothersome and uncomfortable now.
[You didn't tell him you were leaving. Who knows what's going through his mind he must think you left him.]
(Again)
[Alone, unstable and scared. Clutching at one of his Deadpool plushies. Because it's the closest thing to you he has right now. Just like when he was locked in the white room with only one person to provide company through the safety of a glass wall.]
Wade flinches away thinking about what he had gone through with Peter while he was in containment. How the arachnid was eerily simplified in characteristics and child like in possession and watching Wade leave when the time came. Yet he was still brilliant in though, shutting down when no one was there and working on equations needed for his line of work with Stark that Wade couldn't ever begin to understand.
It took so long to get Peter back. Back to almost normal. Of course he couldn't have his first Peter back, Peter who was perfect in every way, loyal and just, a hero and on the rise genius.
That was before Peter cracked, revealing his darker colors Wade had always been in question existed. Of course it didn't bother him. It's when he left that all the damage was done. He had never realized how shattered Peter was before because of his incidents with the timer truly broke him. Wade had though Peter was just mad, or angry. Understood Peter didn't want him to leave but didn't know Peter was serious and would-.... he didn't mean to break Peter. He didn't mean to tear down the remains of the walls Peter had preserved to keep himself standing, didn't realize he was a brace supporting the arachnid.
In all, the walk home was depressing and guilt ridden.
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The first alarming thing Wade noticed as he approached their building was the amount of cars outside before noticing the amount of people in S.H.I.E.L.D. Uniforms.
"Fuck." He swears as he ducks down an alley to avoid being spotted in his obvious outfit.
What did Peter do? Wade wasn't aware of anything wrong that had happened-
[You've been dead the last few hours dimwit] yellow snaps. [course you don't]
(Just kill them all so we can get to our Baby Boy. We can't let them have him! Slit their throats!)
[And get us into shit too? Pass. Don't be a moron Deadpool.] The opposite, rational box growls.
"What if they have them?"
[The window is open, everyone is packing up. Not to mention the man screaming at the small group over there. I think they missed him]
"Or they hurt him." Wade snaps.
[There isn't anywhere they would be keeping him]
"They could have driven off."
[Why don't you go ask then!]
"Because then I'll get taken too stupid! Then who's going to save him?"
(Well actually-)
[Shut up would you? No one needs to hear to stupid, useless blabber or bad ideas.]
White shrinks back with hurt and anger. Initially turning his back on the two.
"Yellow don't be such a dick all the time."
[You're the one that's being stupid. I'm sorry using a brain is so irrational and mean.]
Wade glares at nothing before turning away from the scene. He would come back later when he was sure he could.
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