Assalamualeikum.

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After 5years(continuation from feeling blessed but can be read alone).
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Ayushmaan.

Grief and happiness are two sides of life it'sup too us to decide whether to stay in pain or leave pain in past and spread happiness, as life goes on.

It's all planned by Allah and one day you will realize It was for the best.
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When we first met, she bounced a ball on my car screen and looked adorable in her long-sleeved dress and hijab. But when she was arguing with me, I realized that I was upset about some things, but now that I remember I had hurt her, she kept playing tricks on me, never showing anyone the bruise on her wrist. From a distance, she looked like a carefree girl at my restaurant, smiling and brightening people's days.

She was definitely different.

Even though she is not here, I am already grinning, Sabiha. "What are you doing to me?" I asked.

Our meeting at the beach was, I must say, an epic one, and it seemed to have happened yesterday.

Oh no! Since the morning, this girl has been bothering me, even as I look at my family photos, which are now only memories.

I was staring at the screen in front of me, which displayed innumerable images of a young child who had been happy one moment and then had had everything taken from him the next.

We plan, but Allah has the best plan.

All good things do eventually come to an end.

It is also true that strangers can love you more than those you care about.

Another picture, the boy going to the mosque with his father on the way father telling the little boy countless stories about Islam and other religions.

I clicked once more. I was looking for a picture of a young boy playing in the sand with his mother while still holding hands.

"A child is always a child of its parents, right?" "We are never too old to our parents."

I was looking at pictures because I looked like that little boy who used to have a happy life. My name was ARHAN MALIK, but after my sister and parents died, I was left all alone in the world, a little lost soul soaked in rainwater and begging for food and shelter near a temple while pondering a lot of questions.

I had no idea that after removing some wonderful people from my life, Allah had something better in store for me.
A soul is never burdened by Allah beyond what it can bear.

I vividly recall being taken to the home of a couple who were my second parents. They gave me everything, including their own business, demonstrating their great faith in me as I grew up. They also continued to refer to me as Ayushmaan.

"Why?" I asked them.

They simply stated that it makes them think of their son because I was known as Ayushmaan in that nation and everywhere else.

I know I should not have lost faith because I gained a new family after losing my first, but those joyful times also became memories, and I became cruel and heartless after that. Let them judge me; Allah knows me, and no one knows my entire background, yet they still do so.

I am aware of who I am, and within a few years, my second parents were taken from me in yet another traumatic event.

What will happen next? I always blamed life. better to remain by yourself?"

"Why me?"

I could not help but cry again and let go of the past because, following the wedding of my business partner Ayaan, I realized that having a family—or even just trying to live a little—is what true happiness is. What if I decide to start a family? How long will it last?

You must be wondering why I am thinking about all of these things now and whether I am that callous. She is the one who changed my perspective after my actions and actions hurt someone special. She was gradually entering my small world and making a space in my heart, breaking down all the walls I had built. What I did next was incredibly cowardly; yes, I fled for five whole years because it was too difficult and she knew too many of my secrets. I knew that if I had stayed, I would have hurt both her and myself.

Since I returned, my goal has been to make amends for my past transgressions; everyone deserves a second chance, right? I could not hear Sabiha's voice, text her, or even see her because I was consumed by guilt over the numerous times I had harmed her before Ayaan's wedding. Is she going to give me another chance?

I have evolved and am making an effort to be a better Muslim.

"Is she going to give me another chance?"Every now and then, a thought crossed my mind.

What wrong had she done? Even though she never revealed it to anyone, she was aware of all my secrets, including my true name. I was upset because she was violating my personal space and heart when she saw my folder, checked my photos, and solved the puzzle.

She tried to change me She was aware of my past, and I knew that her goal was to harm me, so I knew I had hurt her.

She showed me that life is a blessing, so I chose to ignore my feelings and fled, but now that I am back, I am not crying.

I gained friends and lost one family, which shows how fortunate I am. Now, I am back to win you back, Sabiha, and you will give in pretty soon. That is Arhan Malik's promise, not a promise like you taught me.
Insha Allaah(If Allah wills).

Past will be left behind now we will focus only on the present and future InshaaAllah and I will show you how changed I am just for you just sometimes I can be a jerk but you know me better.

Prepare yourself for some fun, my dear girl. I am willing to acknowledge that I like you. The five years I spent without you were the most agonizing and torturous time of my life. You knew the new me that was Ayushmaan, but you changed him for you. Arhan Malik is on his way, and I am always smiling.

Whatever you call me, I know you liked my name, Ayushmaan.

As that thought crossed my mind, I shut down my laptop and closed my eyes to relax a little. See you soon, sweetie.

Note:
How was the first chapter? Arhan Malik and Ayushmaan is the same person.

Well, there are many people who have encouraged me to write a sequel so here It Is, hope you enjoy their journey Sabiha and Ayushman I mean Arhan Malik😉😉Thank you so much.