(Liam's POV - Sat. 2 November 2013)

"Cool, I'm glad Master Joshua didn't forget the bag!" Jeremy cheers as he pushes me inside the Subs' room and toward the lockers.

"Why? Do you know what's in that bag?" I ask, putting the bag on one of the benches and I shyly peek at two other guys talking near other lockers.

"I can't be sure of what's exactly in there but I have my guess," he replies with a wink. "Hey Ed and Mick, come here for a second," he calls to the guys. "Let me introduce you... Liam this is Ed and this is Mick. Guys this is Liam," he says pointing at us. The guy named Ed must be a good 5.7 feet tall, has a slender frame and silky brown hair. Mick is a bit shorter, probably my size though a bit larger, blond haired and must in his late twenties.

"Hey, you're new here! Nice to meet you, Liam!" Mick says, shaking my hand.

"Nice to meet you, it's good to see some new faces sometimes. Did you just join the club?" Ed asks.

"Hmm yes... this is my first official evening here..." I reply shyly.

"Liam is Master Joshua's new Submissive guys," Jeremy adds with a grin. "And he's quite shy, so don't go scare him!"

"We're not scary!!" Mick complains.

"Oh I didn't know Master Joshua had a new Sub... though... that's normal, it's been quite a few months now since..." Ed begins, soon interrupted by Mick.

"Are you new to the lifestyle, Liam? Or were you in another club before?" Mick asks, scowling at Ed, which somewhat confuses me.

"I'm new..." I finally admit after a few seconds.

"Then, feel free to reach out to us at any moment if you need help or advice. There's really a nice group of Subs here at the Diamond and we all help each other and give advice to those who need it. If there's anything that bothers you, you can talk to your Master, but you can also discuss with us and we'll advise you as best as we can. I have been in the lifestyle for nearly ten years now, so... if you need anything, don't hesitate," Mick proposes very kindly. Wow... ten years... that's impressive.

"Thanks..."

"Master Joshua asked me to help him for tonight," Jeremy adds, resting a hand on my shoulder, making Mick laugh out loud.

"Don't worry Jer, we're not going to deprive you of this pleasure! We'll see you at the table for dinner I guess!" Ed says and they both return to what they were doing before.

"It's still early so there are not too many people, but they'll soon arrive. Let's see what Master Joshua got you," Jeremy says warmly as he opens the duffel bag. He pulls out a pair of black leather pants that seem rather tight, a pair of shiny black Doc Martens, a transparent black tank top, a lunch bag and a box that contains something looking like a pear.

"What's that?" I ask, grabbing the box.

"You're really all new to this, aren't you?" he chuckles as I read the inscription that says Enema Kit on the package and blush, remembering the conversation I had with Joshua last week-end. "Hasn't Master Joshua shown you how to use this?"

"Hmm no... he... he showed me... there's something different at his home... in the shower..." I stammer.

"Oh he has a cleanstream shower head? That's good too but we don't have that here... matter of hygiene... Well I'll show you how to use this kind after dinner. I hope you're not too modest?"

"Hmm... a bit yes... why?" I ask worryingly. Jeremy grabs both my shoulders and looks me straight in the eyes.

"Liam... you'll have to forget about modesty here... seriously... I know it's not easy in the beginning, but you'll get used to it... Let's put all this back into your bag for now and go get dinner first."

With shaking hands I shove all the clothes and shoes back in the duffel bag, as well as the kit, then grab my food bag and follow Jeremy to the other side of the room. It is good that Joshua packed a light meal because I am really not hungry... the situation stresses me a little but Ed, Mick and Jeremy manage to relax me a little as they tell me about the club and some of the scenes they performed here. Aaron has already told me about these public scenes and that I would have to do this as well at some point, but Joshua reassured me, saying that I would start only when I feel ready to do this... as if I'd ever be ready to have sex with an audience... However pleasant it sounds from what the guys tell me, I doubt that I would ever appreciate it.

I have always been very discreet and never liked displaying my body. Gym classes were like hell on Earth for me not only because I hated working out and training, but also because I hated when the time came to end the class and go shower among others. Most of the time I managed to take my time and wait for the other guys to have left the lockers while helping the teacher to tidy everything up, but when my next class was one that I really loved and didn't want to be late in, I would surpass my modesty and mingle with the other students, especially when Shannon was around. He knew how I hated this moment and would always let me hide as best as I could in a corner and use his own body as a shield. Shan was actually the only person with whom I felt confident enough and was able to put aside my hang-ups and when we moved in together, there was no more question of embarrassment between us as we often used the bathroom at the same time.

Now doing this with guys I don't know is a different story, so when Jeremy leads me to the shower area after dinner, both of us stripped down to our boxer briefs, I naturally head toward the stalls on the left rather than the rack of common showers on the right, but he follows me and tugs me to the sink counter at the end of the left area. The space is rather large with shower stalls on one side and toilets stalls on the other side and the sinks at the end. The right side of the space is the same except for the rack of shower heads replacing the showers stalls. Jeremy explains me how to use the enema kit and warns me about the temperature of the water which shouldn't too cold or too hot, and about the fact that I mustn't release the pressure on the pear until I have pulled it out of my hole if I don't want the water to flow back in. We get into a huge fit of giggles when he tells me that this is exactly what happened to him when he first used such a kit and just to imagine what he went through, I can't avoid laughing at the disgusting image.

"Alright... let's go do this..." Jeremy says once we have filled our kits with mild water. We both grab a towel from the shelves beneath the sinks and head toward the toilet stalls. "Do you want me to go with you and help?" he kindly proposes.

"Hmm... No thanks, I should manage..." I say, making him chuckle.

Well it turns out that it is not as easy as I would have thought, but not impossible either. After trying several positions, I eventually manage to insert the tip of the nozzle and to do my enema. I keep it for a few minutes and hurry to release the water. When I get out, a towel around my waist, Jeremy is preparing for his second round, fully naked. I can't help blushing when I meet him at the sink to refill the kit, noticing how he is rather well built for a twink. After our second round and now that our insides are perfectly clean, we both head to one of the shower stalls and he follows me since all the other stalls are now busy. I hadn't noticed that so many people had arrived and the room is now filled with voices and laughter. I resign myself to taking my shower with another guy which is still better than having to do it with more guys under the racks.

"Don't be so shy Liam..." Jeremy chuckles. "You have nothing to be ashamed of... As I said, you'll have to get used to nakedness... seeing other people naked as much as being naked yourself... We're all on the same boat here... we all have dicks and we all get our assholes filled and even if we are different in size, shape and whatever, a dick is a dick and an asshole is an asshole... so... just don't freak out..." he encourages me. I have to admit that, put this way, it sounds logical, but I am not completely at ease yet.

"It's easier said..." I grumble as he turns the shower on and I hook my towel on the door.

"Oh that's good, you're already shaved!" he says, before he shows me the dispensers of shampoo and body gel. "One less thing to do..."

We both lather our hair and bodies and wash out as best as we can in the stall space and once done, we step out and wipe ourselves dry with more towels before we head back to the lockers where we left our bags. I pull out the clothes Joshua packed for me and put them back in, looking for my other clothes. Does he really expect me to wear that kind of things? Leather pants are not really my style... I liked the ones that all the Doms seem to wear here, but we don't really have the same shape and I don't think that these trousers will suit me so well.

"What are you doing?" Jeremy asks as he sees me preparing my jeans and shirt. "You can't wear your regular clothes tonight..."

"What...? Why...?"

"Because you're supposed to wear what Master Joshua brought for you..."

"I'm not wearing leather pants!!" I exclaim, a bit too loud. I look around me and see that everybody is looking at me, though not with mean expressions. This is when I realize that they all wear either similar leathers trousers or small leather shorts. Jeremy himself is holding a pair of these shorts in his hands.

"You're new here, right?" a guy with long blond hair asks me very kindly and I nod in answer. "Oh you must be Liam! Master Aaron told me about you yesterday evening... Nice to meet you, my name is Tony!"

"Hi Tony... nice to meet you too..."

"We all wear these leather pants, either long or short, but we all do... You'll see that they're more comfortable than what they seem and the Doms love them. If you want to please Master Joshua, you'd better wear them..."

"I'm not really used to that kind of clothing..." I mutter.

"You'll get used to them," Jeremy encourages me. "And you go commando with these... no need for underwear... you can, with long pants but you'd better get used to go without briefs because this is how Master Joshua wants it and once you get to the shorts, you won't be able to wear any..."

With a sigh, I pull out the pair of leather trousers and put them on under my towel. They are quite skinny and I struggle a bit to squeeze in... Jeremy chuckles and tugs on my towel, revealing half my bottom and my penis, causing me to blush deeply. He goes to stand behind me and pulls on the waistband to help me in, assuring me that the pants are going to stretch with time. In the end, they are not that skinny but my wet skin wasn't just helping. Once tucked in, I admit that the trousers are rather comfy so I don't complain and also wear the transparent top and the Doc Martens.

"You're sexy as hell!!" Ed cheers once I have finished doing my hair and applying some oil on my arms, chest and face as advised by Jeremy.

"Fuck yeah!!" Mick chirps in. "These pants perfectly fit your cute little ass! You're going to give Master Joshua a huge hard-on!!" he jokes, making everybody laugh and my face flush.

"Get your tight ass ready, Baby, cause you're gonna get it!" the guy named Tony adds.

"Hmm... Thank you...?"

"Let's go guys, it's almost time," Jeremy finally says. "Do you like dancing Liam?"

"Hmm yeah... a bit... can't say I'm a good dancer though... why?"

"We're gonna ask Master Joshua if we can go dancing first... before the show starts..." he replies.

"I'm not sure he'll accept... He said I should always stay around him when we're at the club..." I argue warily. I certainly don't want to mess up on my first day as his official Sub at the club.

"Let's ask... The show doesn't start till ten tonight and he'll have plenty of time to enjoy your company anyway..." Jeremy insists.

Once we have tidied up our mess and put our bags in the lockers, we all head out and to the Black Diamond. As we walk in, I remember to lower my gaze, but I'm not very familiar with the place and wonder how I am going to find Joshua in this mass of people. However, Jeremy seems to know his way and I follow him as he tugs on my hand, until we reach the large couch where I was sitting last time. I briefly peek at the men there but only pay attention to one of them... who is almost gawking at me, his eyes full of admiration and lust, making me smile a little with pride. I notice how sexy he looks in his leather pants, his chest bare and exposing his beautiful muscles. I let go of Jeremy's hand and go to kneel by Joshua's legs as he taught me and greet his friends once he has allowed me to by touching the back of my head.

"Master Joshua...," Jeremy begins. "Could Liam go dancing with us for a while... please?" Joshua raises my chin with a finger, making me look up to his eyes.

"Do you want to go, Pet?"

"Would you let me?" I ask in a whisper.

"Of course," he replies with a warm smile. "You're beautiful, Baby..." he then adds, leaning forward to kiss me.

"Thank you Master..." I reply with a mischievous look and a little smile.

"Liam!" Aaron calls me, as I rise up to my feet, ready to follow Jeremy. "Stop by the security at the entrance and ask for a red bracelet before you go dancing."

"Well thought, Aaron..." Joshua adds then he explains: "This way, nobody will come to bother you. Anyway, you guys stay on that side of the dance floor please, so that I can keep an eye on you, understood?"

Jeremy and I both nod and after we have stopped by the entrance to get a red bracelet, we join Ed, Tony and Mick on the dance floor. Contrary to what I would have thought, I sincerely enjoy myself with the guys and we are soon rejoined by Eric, Tony's twin. They look much alike with their long blond hair and when a Dominant comes to ask if they are available for the night, they both reply very willingly and follow the man to the public entrance of the room. I see the three of them getting back in a few minutes later and the brothers both kneel on each sides of the man at a couch. Jeremy chuckles at my bewilderment and confirms my thoughts that the twins often share the same Dom, though they never had sex together properly speaking. I can imagine what kind of kink some Doms are in and that it must be a kick to have two similar guys to fuck at the same time. It must be like smoking pot and seeing doubles...

By 10:15, I am back at Joshua's side, but I barely have time to kneel beside him before he grabs me and pulls me onto his lap like he did last time. I just hope it doesn't end in the same fiasco...

"Did you enjoy yourself, Pet?" Joshua asks in my ear, as I settle comfortably against his strong chest, my legs dangling on each side of his thighs.

"Yes, thank you Sir... I met great guys today... they've been really kind and helpful..." I say, knowing that this is what he wants to hear.

"I had told you... It's important that you talk with other Subs, they can help you too. Are you ready to watch the show now?" he purrs in my ear, caressing the insides of my thighs, brushing my groin each time his hands go up.

"Hmmmm yeah..." I moan, feeling my cock swell already. I quickly peek at Joshua's friends on the side of the couch, and seeing their smirk, I am tempted to stop Joshua before the bulge in my pants becomes too noticeable - at least the one erection that I can feel against my backside is hidden by my body - but as I am about to reach for his wrists, he only tsks in my ear, making me return my hands along my body.

"Yes, that's better... Pet..." Joshua groans in my ear as his hands now only focus on my groin and as the lights dim. "Don't pay attention to other people around... concentrate on the show..."

I nod in answer and look at the Dominant and his Sub walking on stage, headed toward a bench similar to the one Joshua has in his playroom. The Dom first undresses his Sub, very sensually and very slowly although his clothing only consists of leather shorts, and then straps him on the bench, but instead of only restraining his ankles and wrists like Joshua did to me yesterday evening, he also straps his calves, the back of his knees and his back. He then pulls the articulated legs apart to their maximum, exposing his Sub's asshole to the audience. He takes his time to lube his entrance before he inserts a huge plug - well it seems huge to me compared to the small ones I have - extremely slowly, giving time to the young twink to adjust. And adjust he seems to do! He actually seems to like it a lot considering the loud moans coming from the stage.

My own asshole keeps clenching at each inch that his hole swallows and Joshua's fingers now massaging my balls through my leather pants don't help. Neither does the rest of the show... The Dom uses various types of crops and floggers that he lashes on the Sub's backside, throwing me back to what I experienced yesterday evening. Other than the fact that I was upset with disappointing Joshua with my masturbating, I had to struggle not to orgasm again when he flogged me. With each slap, my hole was clenching, my spread buttocks unable to help since I couldn't contract them, making the plug twitch in my insides and giving me great pleasure. Never had I thought that I would ever appreciate the slight pain provoked by the lashes of a flogger and although it confused me a little, it still brought me to the edge of an orgasm.

Thinking back to what happened yesterday is not so good of an idea, especially as I watch the Dom now slam into his Sub and roughly pound into him. I can't let the pleasure rush in right now... not in front of everyone... not without Joshua's permission... "Hold it back, Pet," Joshua whispers in my ear when my breathing accelerates as his thumb brushes along my shaft which is now straining against the buttons of the pants. The problem is that I don't really feel the warmth building in my lower abdomen and the explosion startles me when I feel the warm substance invade my pants and my whole body tenses on Joshua's lap as I stifle a moan. I think I hear an exasperation sigh in my ear after a few seconds, but I can't be sure.

Once again I have messed up... Damn!! Why can't I control myself? My vision blurs with tears of frustration, anger and shame. I try to hold them back, but it seems like this is something else I can't control and unfortunately, they begin to spill on my cheeks. As I try to disentangle from Joshua, his grip tightens around my waist... as if I would be able to fight against his strength. "Shhh, it's okay, Baby, calm down..." Darn... even his soothing voice doesn't reassure me. I can easily imagine what is going to happen now and even if I know that I deserve it, I don't look forward to it.

Published on 3 Oct 2016

Argh, poor Liam. He shouldn't worry too much though. He's actually about to get tons of pleasure... : )

Just a note on all the Subs that were mentioned in this chapter, even if they are only secondary characters. You probably don't remember them from the first story so: Mick was one of the two Subs in the opening scene of the first story with Mark, and he was also the Sub who spoke with Shannon during his training. Ed was also one of the group that the guys hang out with in the first book. Tony is the second Sub of the opening scene with Mark and Mick, and he is also the twin brother of Eric.