The next day Severus paced around his quarters, he couldn't believe he'd lost her
He'd lost a girl he loves, again.
He looked at the sofa where they used to kiss, he looked at the Owls she had sent
But it didn't matter anymore

Now he had nothing.

Mya missed Severus so much, all she wanted was to be in his arms
Where she felt safe
Where she felt loved

Severus took a quill and some parchment and wrote to her

My love
I'm so sorry for not telling you the truth about my past
I should never have lied to you about where I was
I can assure you, I don't have the heart of a death eater
I have the heart of a man spying on them for the order
I have the heart of a man who lost the first girl he loved to their murderous hands
I have the foolish heart of a man who lost the only other girl he loved by being an idiot
I love you
I miss you
Please come back to me
S.S