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Please excuse ANY grammatical errors.

October 6, 1996

~Taimak's P.O.V~

I sat down on my bed watching cartoons while Tia showered. Yes, we have two separate beds. Why you may ask? According to Tia, she doesn't want us to end up doing anything more than we do which is hand and head stuff. She only does one of the two and if you know Tia, you'd know which one. I knew before we even began dating that she was a virgin and wants to wait until marriage.

I respect that and admire her for self-commitment. Crossing that line before marriage KNOWING her commitment to herself wouldn't be manly of me. I wouldn't allow that to happen, but she says just in case, which I understand. I get urges, but if it's important to her, then it's important to me, and we'll wait together. No, I'm not a virgin, and Tia's FULLY aware of that. It's just when you are TRULY in love with someone, you're with them every step of the way if it isn't bad.

Believe me, it's hard, no pun intended, but cold showers, bottles and bottles of lotion, my hands and sometimes hers take care of it. I never saw myself being celibate at thirty-two years old with a twenty-four almost twenty-five-year-old. Most men my age date younger women because they like to be in control. I, on the other hand, am not that way. When I met her, CORRECTION, when I became interested in her, I didn't know she was THAT much younger than me.

Before Tia, I would usually date older women or women my age. This is different in more ways than one. Older women would want to be in control of me and for a while I let them run over me. That is until I grew up and stood up for myself. Vanity, who I once dated, was one of those women who didn't try to tell me what to do. But I couldn't deal with her drug use, it got worst and the drugs she did got harder.

Anyways, back to Tia. I was going to propose at breakfast, then at lunch, then at dinner. I was a nervous wreck and she noticed it of course. I'm still planning on doing it, but probably it won't be captured on camera or as romantic as I wanted it to be. I had Redd and Jax carry cameras while we were out. I STILL want to do it today but, who knows? I do know that I'm positive I want to take this next step.

I got up and left the room to grabbed some water from the big fridge to put them in the mini one in the room. We drink water like crazy. This woman keeps a full COLD bottle of water on her bedside before she sleeps. I can go on and on about her. I went back into the bedroom, turned down the air because it's freezing, then filled up the fridge.

She swears she isn't cold but shivers underneath the covers. No matter what time of the year it is, you can bet her room will be cold with the window open it the air on. That's why I have on sweatpants and a t-shirt. I added an extra layer by putting a tank top underneath my T.

I turned around and Tia wrapped her arms around my neck and jumped on me. Her legs wrapped around my waist and I held her up by the butt. "It's kind of cold in here." She mumbles with her face in my neck.

"Because you don't like to turn off the air conditioner." I held onto her waist and sat back down on my bed.

"It's not THAT cold." Her eyebrows furrowed as she looked at me.

"Then why mention it?" I asked her confused.

"Because..." She trailed off not knowing how to finish her sentence. "Can I get a massage?" She asked me. "My back hurts from falling earlier." Tia fell after trying to get off a waterslide. She slipped backward and bust her ass. It was a race so we were on different slides that were similar. I tried to catch her but it was too late. The sound it made sounded like it was bad. I was embarrassed for her. At the time it wasn't funny but now I'm laughing in her face. I'm not laughing at her pain but her expression as she fell. "That's not funny!" She pouted with her arms folded. "You really hurt my feelings."

"Not at the time but now I'm replaying it in my mind and it's funny. The way you looked when you noticed people watching was something I'll ALWAYS remember." I looked at her face and she looked as if she wanted to cry. "Lie down on your stomach," I told her. Oh man, I feel bad. "I'm sorry. I apologize wholeheartedly." I told her. She climbed off my lap and onto the bed.

"How good your massage feels will determine my forgiveness." She then laid on her belly.

"You're funny." I took off my button-up shirt which left me in my fitted white tank top. I like to show off my muscles.

"I'm serious." She turned her head to look at me.

I lifted her shirt up. "Let me get the lotion." I stood and got my bottle of lotion out of my nightstand drawer. "Take your shirt off." Tia looked back at me. "I need access to your whole back. You said your forgiveness is determined by how good it feels. I'm begging." I smirked. "Go ahead."

I lifted her shirt up. "Let me get the lotion." I stood and got my bottle of lotion out of my nightstand drawer. "Take your shirt off." Tia looked back at me. "I need access to your whole back. You said your forgiveness is determined by how good it feels. I'm begging." I smirked. "Go ahead."

"I know that you felt I'm not wearing a bra." She took her shirt off and held as much as her breast in her arms and hand. No, those are one of my tank tops.

"I did. Isn't this my shirt you're wearing?" I asked her.

"Yes." I saw the back of her head nod. "I didn't ask. I'm sorry. Can I wear your shirt?" She turned to me with the question.

My head tilted to the side. "It's too late now. You already had it on. So you can wear it I guess..." I trailed off laughing.

She cheesed. "Thank you."

"What happened to your clothes?" I asked cooling the lotion on my hands.

"In my suitcase but this is more comfortable and your suitcase was closer." She responded.

"Well, ain't this 'bout a..." I shook my head at her response. "You are something else." I laughed and she joined me. "Relax..." I rubbed the lotion on her back and began the massage.

"Oooo, the lotion is still cold."

"I know." I continued for a while.

"Right there." She moved her back wanting my thumbs to go back to where they were.

"Here?"

"Mmhm." She moaned out.

"If you gon' do all THAT, then by all means." I kept at those particular spots. After a while, I moved to a different spot, further down south. A booty massage.

Tia flipper her upper half over with her hands and arms covering her breast. "Why warm-up the engine if you just gon' leave the car hot and waiting?"

"Well, this man is planning to start the car and keep it going." I played along. We burst out in laughter due to our horrible comparison. "Move your arms," I told her.

Tia locked eyes with me and lifted her left leg to the other side of my body which left me between her legs. She was hesitant at first to move her arms but caved in. The air hit her nipples making them harden instantly.

"Relax," I said in a low tone.

The lotion bottle is right beside us and I squirted the content of the bottle in my hands. Only this time I didn't warm it up. I placed my hands on her stomach making her inhale sharply from the coolness of the lotion. I began to rub up and down her body slowly. Her breast is being rubbed as well but I'm avoiding the nipples and focused on the areolas.

"Does your back feel better?" I asked cooley. She nodded at me. "I know you can talk."

"Yes." She exhaled.

"Then I did a good job with that massage, huh?"

She started to shake her head but this time she answered vocally without being asked to. "Yes."

"Spain is beautiful, wouldn't you say?"

"Yes."

"Usually you have a lot to say about something you like or love. Why are you so one-worded all of a sudden?" I chuckled. She shut her eyes in frustration. When she opened them, she gave me this intense stare. "Are you going to answer my question?" I asked with my hands slowly going back down south in a circular motion.

"Yes." But this time she nodded.

"That's doesn't answer my other questions. You're still being one-worded. Why?" I raised my eyebrows. "Did you enjoy yourself?"

"I did." Her answers are clear but breathy. She isn't stuttering just yet.

"Two words now? Okay! You're improving. Again, why are your answers so short?"

"I- I don't kn- know." She stuttered breathing hard. There we are.

"Are you sure?" I raised my eyebrows. "It isn't because of me, is it? I could always stop."

"NO..." Her eyes flew open. "Keep going, PLEASE." She said desperately.

"I love you." I leaned down and pulled her into a deep kiss.

The moment I pulled away she let out a moan and reply. "I love you."

One minute I'm doing a full body massage and the next my face is between her legs. The room was filled with moans and slurps. It happened so fast! Okay, it didn't happen that fast because I like to make sure she was good and ready. I don't like to rush. Slow and steady is the way to go.

"Mmm." I moaned against her which made her moan louder. I reached my hand back up and flicked her nipples with my index fingers. The position of my arms allowed me to hold her thighs down. She a squirmer.

She ran her left hand through my hair and her other one was gripping her breast. We were both taking turns flicking her right nipple. I wasn't doing my best and fucking shit up. I wanted her body to yearn for more. Tia's body began to rock against my face. This would be the time I speed up, but I slowed down which made her rock her body even harder against my face.

"Uhnnn, keep going." She moaned out to me. "Eat it, babe. Eat this pussy!"

"Mmmmm." I moaned, sending vibrations through her body.

"Shit..." She came. It was a small orgasm. That's what I wanted.

I moved my face away from her. The only thing that's keeping is attached is a string of her arousal. I laid on top of her and started to kiss her, pinching her nipples. She moaned into the kiss and moved her midsection against mines making me even harder. I rolled mines against hers creating friction. Teasing her.

I reached into my pocket, pulled out the little boxes, then laid down on the side of her without pulling away from her lips. My hands took the place my face once took up and I started to rub her clit slowly. I finally pulled away from her lips and went straight to her neck. Her spot. I rubbed her clit faster.

"Fuck." She whispered. I love when we're having moments like these and she curses. It's a major turn-on for me.

I slowed down as I prepared myself to speak. "I don't have the heart of a poet, but I have the heart of a man who will love you always. Look at me, please." Her eyes opened. She looked me in my eyes as I placed each open box on her belly. "I love you," I said for the thousandth time today. "Look." I directed my eyes towards her stomach and her eyes followed.

"The sparkles in these engagement rings symbolize not just the beautiful moments that we've had but the ones that lie ahead." She knew what was happening and covered her face with her arm. "Can you look at me?" I told her and when she did, I saw she was crying. "Will you marry me?"

She closed her eyes again with tears running down the sides of her face. We both are feeling emotional. She wiped her face then opened her eyes back up. She looked me in the eyes and nodded. "Y-ye- yes. Yes, I will marry you." She cried. I exhaled a breath I didn't know I was holding. Her hand went to the silver one.

I grabbed it from the box and slid it on her finger. "Thank you."

I laid back on top of her and began kissing her again. We are both extremely emotional at this point but horny nevertheless. I needed to finish the job I promised I'd finish. The kiss is full of passion. I started kissing down her body, the second place I landed was her neck. Then it was her nipples. I tugged and flicked my tongue around her nipple at the same time. While sucking on one, my hand reached up to play with the other one.

"Babe..." She moaned. "Feels so fucking good, Tai."

I switched a few times then continued to make my way back down south. I avoided her clit for a while and focused on licking around her inner labia. I licked up and down. She rocked her hips trying to direct me to where she needed me most. I finally gave it attention and gave it a small lick then pulled away. I looked her in the eyes and she was desperate. I threw her legs back to where her knees are touching the bed. I went back and gave it another lick while locking eyes with her.

"Hmmm!" She gave me this look that made me lose my mind. She gripped her breast and rubbed her nipples. Her speed matches the speed of my tongue.

I sped up my pace, licking then sucking, licking then sucking. Until finally I did both together tearing her shit up. I stuck my fingers inside and match its pace with my tongue. My aim is spot on, hitting her g-spot.

"Ahhh!" Her back arched giving me more access.

My baby is tight. I sped my pace up even more because I knew she could do better than that.

"Babe! Fuck! Uhhnn! Uhhn fuck!" Her body arched again. Almost like I was performing an exorcism on her body. She reached for my head and tried to push me back. Her back laid back on the bed but her ass lifted up. She still tried to push me back but failed. I kept going.

"Tai! I- I-" She began panting and moaned even louder. She started tapping my hand that's on her belly, holding her down. "OH MY GOD!"

She came hard all over my face, but I wasn't finished. I pulled away for a split second, making her think I'd let her catch her breath. "Fuck!" I yelled feeling her tightness squeeze my fingers. I pulled them out and pulled my pants down to give myself some sort of relief. I squeezed myself then I went back in with my face.

"WAIT!" She screamed pulling on my hair.

I put my fingers back inside her and began thrusting them. I hollowed my jaws on her clit and flick it with my tongue in a side-to-side motion this time. "Mmmmm. Hmmm. Hmmmmmmmm." I moaned sending vibrations through her whole body.

"BABE! TAI! ST-" She flipped over and I followed suit because I knew what she was trying to do. She was now sitting on my face with her legs squeezing my head. I'm not letting up, I'm always down for a chase.

"HMMMM! STOP- KEEP GOIN'!" Tia doesn't know what she wanted to do. She was stuck between pushing my face away and running, then riding it, and sometimes both. I pulled my fingers out and grabbed her legs that held my head in one place. I pulled them apart which made her fall forward on the bed. I have a tight grip on her legs tight and rubbed on her booty at the same time.

"BABE!" She cried out. Her legs are shaking hard. She came again and fell back on my body that was hanging off the bed.

I took this opportunity to flip us back over to where she was on her back again. I stuck my fingers back inside and went back up to her face, pulling her into a lustful kiss. The only noises are her moaned and that macaroni sound. "You like this shit?" I asked speeding my fingers up and rubbed her clit with my thumb. "I need words, Tia!" I lowered my voice. "Give me words, baby."

"YES!" Her legs started flapping. She convulsed around my fingers and I pulled them out before she could cum again.

"Mm." She moaned from the loss of contact with my fingers. Her body shaking under me from all the stimulation.

I smirked into the kiss and slid my fingers right back where they belong. I thrust them slowly. I pulled away and stuck the tip of my tongue and stimulated her left nipple. I got back on my knees at the front of the bed. I held her body down with my left hand as I sped up the pace again. We held strong eye contact as I did it. Her eyes squeezed shut.

"Open your eyes," I told her. "Look at me, baby..." I said in a low tone. "Baby, open-" She didn't listen. What did I do? I flicked her clit with my tongue and went at an inhuman pace with my fingers. Her eyes flew open and our eyes locked again now that her g-spot was being hit like never before. But I kept on not stopping.

"AHHHH FUHHH! BABY, I CAN- I CAN'T-" Her whole body began to shake as she tried to speak to me. Liquids flew out of her onto my face and dripping down my hand. The sheets are SOAKED at this point. "HMMMMM! MMMMMMM!" Tears fell from her eyes.

"MMMMM!" I moaned adding to the feeling. "Let it all out, baby." And let it all out she did.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD!" She yelled as she came.

I slowed down, letting her ride it out. When she was through, I stopped. I slapped her still sensitive, and engorged clit a few times.

"HMMMMM. N-no mo-more, babe." Tia wined and moved my hand away from her. I laid on top of her to suck her nipples and pulled away from each with a pop. Then, I pulled away from her completely, watching her body shake and her holding onto her vagina. Her teeth chattered as if she was freezing but the temperature of the room went up. So it's not as cold as it was. In fact, I'm hot now.

"That's was good. You okay?" I asked her. She turned to the side still shaking without a word, trying to calm down. I love that. THAT'S how I know I did a GREAT job! I chuckled then stood up. I squeezed my raging hard-on trying to relieve it. "Shit..." I mumbled to myself. I walked to the bathroom, grabbed a rag, wet it, and wiped my face off. I rinsed the rag and wet it with hot water for her.

I walked back into the bedroom faced with the same sight I left. I stood in front of her. "Are you okay? Need a doctor?" I chuckled.

She breathed through her pursed lips. "I- I'm fine. I just gotta use the bathroom." She had a hard time straightening her legs. They were up for a very long time so I'm certain that they are sore. She stood up with wobbly legs and I held her to steady her.

I helped her walk to the bathroom. "You got it from here?" I asked her.

"Yeah, thanks." She nodded.

"You sure?" I asked.

"Mmhm." She plopped down on the toilet then I walked back into the room.

I grabbed the two-toned ring that was in its box and put it back in my suitcase. I grabbed the empty one, closed it shut, and sat it on the dresser. She said yes! It wasn't the most romantic way to propose but it needs to be done. I wish I would've done it a better way. I was nervous for what? One thing I will admit is that I have NEVER been this emotional or emotional in general while eating pussy. It was weird but felt good for both of us.

When I turned around, I was faced with a puddle on my bed. There are more sheets in the closet. After stripping the sheets from my bed I grabbed the ones out of the closet and set them on the dresser. I went back into the bathroom for a rag and some spray. I wouldn't want the next person who has this room to lie their heads there. I cleaned it and left it to dry. I'll put the new sheets on tomorrow. Stupid! Why did I take them out then?

After about ten minutes, she walked out of the bathroom still naked. It took her that long because I'm sure she was still stuck and she cleaned up. She grabbed my shirt from the bed and slipped into it. Tia then grabbed a bottle of water from the mini-fridge and chugged it.

"Thirsty much?" I laughed.

She trashed the carton. "Yes." She breathed.

I lied down on her bed. She cut the lights off and jumped in next to me. She laid her hand on my chest, staring at her ring. I rubbed her finger. Her hand began to travel down my stomach.

"No," I said grabbing her hand and held it. I was still excited. "Leave it." She looked at me with tired eyes, nodding and yawning. "I wore you out, huh?"

She slightly nodded at me. "YES, you wore me the hell out."

"Get some rest." I chuckled under my breath.

She yawned. "I love you. Goodnight."

"I love you. Goodnight. Now go to sleep." I replied but she was already in the first stage of sleep.

I woke up the next morning to a shifting bed and a slight weight on my midsection. I opened my eyes of crust to Tia sitting on top of me. "Good morning." She cheesed with her glasses hanging down her nose.

"Good morning," I replied and sat up. "You made me breakfast?" I asked her.

The look on her face is priceless. "I'm on vacation, so hecky nahh. I did order you food from that place you said you loved that's close."

"Thanks anyway." I chuckled and moved her down to sit up even more. I grabbed the tray from the nightstand. When I looked up, her face held this goofy grin. "What?"

"Is this the reason you've been acting strange?" She asked holding up her hand with the ring on it. "It's beautiful by the way!" Her voice and expression in awe.

"Yes, and I'm sorry for proposing the way I did. I was contemplating this whole trip on what would be the right time. But I did know what date and I was also afraid that you'd find the rings." I explained. "You just kept on pushing during dinner!"

"Because you broke out in sweat" She laughed loudly. "AND couldn't speak straight!"

"Then you asked me if I were on drugs. Why!?" I chuckled.

"AGAIN, because you were acting weird!" She expressed with her hands.

"I know," I said staring at her.

Tia's cheeks started to redden then she looked down. "What?" She asked in a small voice and covered her face.

"Can I just stare at my fiance?" I asked bringing her hands down from her face, which forced her to look at me.

"I got more work to do." She said trying to get off me. I quickly sat the tray back on the nightstand. I softly grabbed her arm and she relaxed on me. "What's up?" She asked me.

"So, we have a slight problem." I sighed.

Tia looked up at me. "What?"

"So-" I exhaled. "Your parents wanted me to record to take a picture of your reaction and..."

Tia started laughing "If my parents were to see my reaction- they wouldn't want to see THIS reaction. But you got confirmation from my parents?!" She said surprised.

"Yes."

"When? What did they tell you?" She perked up.

"Remember back in September, when I popped up at your house unannounced? It was the day Pac and that other guy was there."

"Yes, I remember." Tia nodded at me. "AND what'd they say and how'd they react?"

"They cried. Your father asked me why I'm proposing to you, could I provide, and how'd my family react to the news. When I listed all the reasons, they shed some tears, especially Daryl."

"WOW! I have NEVER seen him cry before. Close to it but never actually did it in front of me." She said in disbelief.

"Yasir asked me to marry him when I showed him the rings," I said laughing.

"That boy..." She trailed off laughing and wiping her tears. Yes, she was laughing THAT hard. "Why'd you have two rings? That different."

"I couldn't decide on the perfect one."

"Well, this one is just perfect." She cheesed staring at it.

I chuckled. "So what will we do?"

"They'll ask me and it'll just be a little white lie. OR I could dance around the topic and leave those parts out." She shrugged.

"How could you leave those parts out as if I didn't do what I did before and after?" I'm puzzled.

"We'll come up with something." She said looking at the ceiling then looked me in the eyes. "What got into you yesterday? The other times were good but, you ain't never did it the way you did it yesterday." She said leaning forward.

"You got into me. That YES motivated me. Plus, I was emotional. That changed me. Maybe I was trying to prove to myself that you can be emotional and eat it right too!" I chuckled.

"Well, that was good. The best!" She raised her eyebrows with her words.

"Want that more often, huh?" I asked her.

"I don't think I could handle it more often. You had me stuck for a while. Had me laid over like a stranded puppy during a Canadian winter storm." She chuckled.

"I think you'll be able to handle it. You handled it pretty well this time." I told her, pulled her close, and kissed her.

Tia pulled away from me after a while. "That's where you're wrong!" She said getting off me. "I'm going out there to complete some assignments. I'll see you when I finish, so please don't bother me. I need focus. I love you."

I responded to her. "I love you t-" Before I could finish that, she peaked her head in the door. "I love you." I chuckled.

The reason she did that is because she hates when people say, "I love you too." Why? Well, she says that she feels as if people are just forcing it. Just saying it since you said it. It's like someone complimenting you about something and you just compliment them back on something you don't care about just to return their gesture.

"Alright, now!" She pointed at me jokingly and walked away.

I threw my head back with a sign. She kept on laughing on top of me. You know what happens when you laugh? FRICTION! Your body slightly bounce and we both only got underwear covering our bottom half.

(I had to add this picture. Y'all see that shadow⁉️Mans look like he's packing WITH BLACK ON! Lemme stop! I don't even know what I'm talking about.🤣)

Not to mention that before I went to sleep, I was rock solid. I had to think about gross things just to fall asleep comfortably. I opened my eyes back up and eyes my breakfast. My breakfast is cold, I just know it is now. I noticed that the sheets are now on the other bed. She must've woke up early as hell.

Her phone rang on the nightstand. I picked it up and was automatically frightened by the loud voice on the other end. "GIRL, I GOT YOUR MESSAGE!" I moved the phone away from my ear but Elijah still seemed to be talking in my ear. "Elij-"

"OH MY GOODNESS! I CAN'T BELIEVED HE PROPOSED!"

"Eli-"

"I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE RING, GURRRLL!"

"ELIJAH!" I screamed into the phone which stopped him from speaking. "She's in the other room doing school assignments. I was told not to bother her, but I'll be sure to tell her you called, so you can tell her yourself." I told him.

"How did you do it?" He asked me.

There's that question that I can't answer at the moment. "I just did. I'll let her tell you when she speaks to you."

"Okay, but BE SURE to tell my sis I called. Don't upset me and my homegirls. Alright now, bye!" He hung up and I put her phone back where it was.

Author's Note: Uhhh... 👀👀 Well, that was a different side of these two characters. THEY ARE WILDING! Tia said YES! How do y'all feel about her saying yes? How do you feel about the way this man proposed? This also my first passionate scene, while the other sexual scenes were just SEX! Those weren't even good. Bear with me, please.

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