Chapter Twenty.
A bright light beamed on Lillian face and she groaned, pulling her blankets up closer to her face and groaned. She was ready to go back to sleep and she felt something rub against her leg. It was another leg.
Her eyes snapped opened and she everything rushed back to her. Her cheeks burned as she slowly turned around in her bed to see Ryan sleeping next to her. Her head snapped to the clock next to the bed on her side and she realized it was five thirty in the morning!
Panic rushed throw her as she got up from the bed and got dress. She felt a sudden Déjà vu as she quickly slipped her underwear and dress on. She grabbed the pillow she was using and threw it at Ryan head.
He jumped and she thought he was so cute with a sleepy face. But she was more scared when she grabbed her phone and saw she had many missed calls and text message from Cassandra. And only Cassandra, asking her where she's at.
She then relax when she saw a message saying she'll cover for Lillian but she was confused why Cassandra would do that. She has seem more nicer to Lillian ever since she came out about being pregnant.
She sat on the bed, her back to Ryan.
"We fell asleep.", he said, his voice sleepy.
"Of course we did.", she whispered, bitterly. "God Ryan, do you know how much trouble I could have been if Cassandra wouldn't have covered for me?".
"Your already pregnant.", he said, stretching. "How much more trouble could you get?'.
"Not funny, Ryan.", she said.
"Hey,", he said, wrapped an arm around her from behind. "What's wrong?".
"We fell asleep!", she hissed lowly so his parents wouldn't wake up.
"But we had fun.", he said. "At least, I did.".
She blushed and lowered her head, "Really? It was really awkward at first.".
"I still had fun.", he said. "Look, you said Cassandra covered for you, your fine".
"I still shouldn't' have fallen asleep.", she said. She turned to face him and smiled, "But thanks for last night. Surprisingly, it felt good. I heard it takes a couple of time before it starts to feel good.".
He took her hand, "Lay down with me."
"I can't--we can't. I should really get going home. Cassandra probably expecting me sooner then I already am.", she said.
"I'm to tired to drive.", he shrugged, laying down and she glared at him.
"I could always walk. My house is only thirty minutes away but who knows with all that walking I could stress and my water could break.", she said, just to worry him.
His eyes widen and he propped himself up, but then he relax and glared at her when she couldn't control the grin slipping on her face. "Not cool."
"Take me home.", she said sweetly. "Even, I think you snore at night unless I was dreaming it."
"I don't snore.", he said. "And if I do, you should get use to it, you'll be moving in soon.".
"If my parents let me move in.", she reminded him. "You know how strict they can be."
"I know how understanding they can be to." he said.
"And what if they don't?"
"Ever heard of running away?", he questioned and she gave him a confused look. "You'll runaway to here and they'll know where you'll be.".
"I can't just hide here, Ryan.", she said. "They're my family, I'll need them.".
"You'll be having your own family soon.", he said. "But your right, we just have to talk to them.".
She sighed heavily, "I know, I know. I just hope they don't feel like...like I want to be with your family more then them. I seen how jealous my mom can be when I would mention yours.".
"Well maybe they just all finally need to meet each other. Personally, like have dinner together.", he said.
She smiled, "How can you be so much smarter then me right now?"
"Smarter then you? Nah, impossible. I just know family, which is important. I would most likely lost without my parents.", he said.
She laid down and laid her head on his chest, laying there for a couple of moments. She wasn't sure it was this possible to be this happy, but she was.
~
When Ryan pulled up to Lillian's house, she was biting her nails nervously. She never had to sneak in her house before, let alone ever sneak out.
"It's easy, Lil.", he said. "Just slowly opened the door and take your shoes off when you walk. Slowly, it's all it takes."
"It's easy for you but for me, I can hear my heart race in my ears.", she said and he chuckled. She glared at him, "Shut up."
"I'm sorry, it's just funny.", he said. "Lil, your pregnant, how much more could you get in trouble? Really?"
"Grounded until he's eighteen is how much trouble I could get in.", she said. "But really, you know me, I'm a prude. I'm the goodie to shoes girl and it's scares me to break the rules."
"The most your parents will do is yell at you, nothing else. I can't explain how many times my father has yell at me, it's nothing. Believe me.", he said. "Look Lil, if it helps, I'll help you go through your window."
"I'm pregnant and scared of height, that'll scare me and I'll go into labor. Not happening.", she said. She took a deep breath and took her key out of her purse, "I guess I'm sneaking into my own house."
"Text me so I know your still alive just in case.", he said.
She punched his arm and rolled her eyes, "Ha-ha.", she sarcastically said. They leaned into each other and kissed. She felt the usual flutter in her stomachs and it wasn't Zane kicking. She liked the feeling, it made her feel giggly and girly.
After a moment, she pulled back and couldn't stop smiling, "Okay, I should be getting in before it gets any later and my parents wake up. I had a fun night.", she said, lightly blushing.
"I did to, seriously.", he said when she lowered her head a little.
"You did freak when he moved.", she said.
"Which I apologized for!", he said quickly. "Come on, I was right into it and he just decided to move out of know where. I forgot you were even pregnant.".
She felt a little better and looked up at him, "Okay, fair enough.", she said and she stopped him when he leaned into kiss her again, "Stop that, I have to go now.", she chuckled. "I love you, Ryan.".
"I love you to, Lil.", he said. He looked down at her stomach, "You be a good boy."
She giggled, "Not likely, he's kicks like a soccer player. Takes after his daddy I guess."
"Well that's good, I can teach him when he gets to that age." he said. He kissed her cheek and they hugged each other.
She got out the car and waved buy before walking up to her porch. She put the key in the hole and turned it, slowly opening the door. She opened it enough to slid her body through and when she succeeded, she closed it slowly, glad her dad got a new door since the old one made noises.
She took off her flats and tip toed over to the stairs. She was happy again when the stairs were carpet and made less noise when she walked up them. She wanted to run up them, but she took her time up.
She kept biting her lip a little squeaky sound was made. She stopped when she made it up and turned right to go to her room. She opened the door and went in, breathing in relief, not believing she actually did it. And she thought she was going to be stopped by her dad and get questioned about her where about.
How awkward that would be to tell him she stayed out this late cause she was having sex. Even if it was with her baby daddy. Her father would still not like to hear that.
Lillian saw a mess of blonde curly hair and realized Cassandra was in her bed. She walked over to her bed and shook Cassandra shoulder to wake her up.
Cassandra jumped and turned, staring up at Lillian. Lillian brought her index finger up in a 'shh' way when Cassandra opened her mouth.
"Where were you!?", she hissed lowly to Lillian. "Oh jeez, I don't need to hear where you were and what you were doing. Do you know how hard it was to keep mom out of here? You owe me so much, Lil.".
"I know, I know Cas. I appreciate you doing this so much, I really do.", she said, giving her sister a serious look. "Whatever you want, I'll do it.".
"You do the dishes the for the rest of the month.", she said. "And fifty dollars.".
"Deal.", Lillian said as Cassandra got out of here. When Cassandra walked over to her door, Lillian stopped her, "Wait, Cas.", she said and Cassandra turned to look at her confused. "Why'd you cover for me though?".
Cass shrugged, "Your pregnant, I thought that would be enough to getting your in trouble."
Lillian felt like there was another reason, but she'll take that. She smiled at Cassandra, "Well, thanks again."
"Yeah.", she said, leaving her room.
Lillian changed into her pajama's and laid down in bed, a smile on her face.
~
While Lillian was chewing down on her dinner, she was trying her best to ignore the looks her parents were giving her. Sure, she was eating pretty quickly, but it was her mother best meatloaf dinners. It was amazing.
And Zane must like it cause the last two times she had meatloaf, he didn't make her throw it up at all.
Her father set down his glass of tea and cleared his throat, "Lillian," he said and she stopped eating, looking at him confused.
"Yes, daddy?"
"Where were you last night after the party?" he questioned and Cassandra made a gulping sound. Lillian heart began to pace up and her hunger was replace by concern.
"What do you mean, daddy? I was here.", she said.
"She was, daddy.", Cassandra said. "We watched a movie together."
"Cas, I know you're lying.", he said. "Your mother and I know very well she wasn't here. We know you were covering for here."
"Covering for her?', Cassandra questioned. "Why would I do that?"
He shrugged, "I don't know but I know for sure one of my daughters weren't here. I'm not dumb Lillian, I know you weren't here. Where were you?".
She wanted to continuing denying it, telling him he was crazy and that she was but what was the point? He knows she would be lying. And hell, like Ryan said, she's already pregnant, how much more trouble could she get in?
"I was with Ryan.", she said. "His parents were out and I went over to his house. I fell asleep there.", she said, shrugging as if it was nothing.
"You slept over at his house?", he questioned. "And his parents weren't there?"
"Yeah.", she said.
"Lillian, you know how we feel about that-"
"But dad, he's the father of my child-"
"And that's what got you pregnant in the first place.", he said. "I'm just looking out for you, sweet heart.
"I know daddy but really, why is so bad I stayed over? I can be with him, I should be with him.", she said, now thinking she shouldn't have.
He looked angry, "Because you're only sixteen and you live under my roof.", he said, his voice hard.
"Hun," her mother said to her dad.
"No Jen," he said. "You let us know where you're going and when we give you a time to come home, you come straight home.".
"But dad, I don't understand what's so wrong.", she said. "I was just at his house, spending time with him. Like I said, he's the father of my child."
"I don't like the idea of you two being alone and-"
"Well your just going to have to get over it.", she said without thinking, quickly regretting it.
"You don't use that tone with me, young lady.", he said, pointing a finger at her. "This is my house and my rule, you do as I say."
She forced herself to say, "That could change.", she said, holding her chin up to seem confidence but deep down, she was scared as shit.
All three of them looked at her confused, both her parents said "What?"
She took a deep breath, "I was planning on telling you but Ryan wants me to move into his house. His room is much bigger than mine so we could have the baby stuff in there with us. We talked to his parents already and their alright with it."
"What?", now all three of them said again.
"No!", her dad said. "No, your not moving over to that house.", he chuckled humorlessly. "That was funny."
"I have to be with Ryan, though.", she said. "I have to be the father so he could help take care of Zane. Don't you care about that?".
"Of course we do, Lillian.", her mother said. "But you can't just move out."
"Well your not going to let him stay here.", she said. "And I don't want to be here and having the baby waking all of you up. Ryan father works the late shift and his mother said she'll be there to help me since she is a stay at home mother. I don't want to wake up guy up three times a night and Cassandra has school. It isn't fair to guys."
"Your not leaving.", her father said. "You're staying here, with your family. We can do this together."
"I need Ryan.", she said. "I'll come over on the weekend to spend the nights and on the week days so we can be together but I have to be with Ryan at night."
"I don't care.", his father said. "Your not going there and he's not coming here."
"I'm going, dad.", she said, knowing she was taking a huge risk. "I'm sorry if you don't like it but it's what best for my son to be with both his parents.".
He grabbed his plate, "I don't know who you are anymore.", he said, getting up.
"John!", her mother said shockingly as Lillian mouth dropped.
"Go live with them. I don't care. You're not my daughter anymore.", he said, walking out of the dinning room into the kitchen, placing his plate down and went into the backyard.
Lillian eyes burned in tears as the whole room went quiet. She wasn't sure what just happened. Her day was so perfect, but now it came crumbling down. Her father disowned her pretty much and she didn't think it would hurt this much.
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