Regrets.. Or my regrets?

After that inevitable confession, with each passing day, with every memory that I made..I made myself more weak than before.

I am someone with a weak physique but looking at Drake doing his best for us, I kept giving my best. I tried my best that he never noticed that something was wrong with me. That's something that I am hiding from him.

I'm suffering from the same disease as him but unlike him at the time he confessed to me I only had about 20 days in my hand. The reason why I first rejected him was that I didn't want to leave him with a sad helpless relationship. I don't want him to be left alone like that time. I thought it's better not to enter his life again just to give him some sad memories..

But, after hearing his side of the story. I didn't know what to do. I was only confused at that time, hanging between a contradicting yes or no, what should I choose. He's on the same track as me and here I thought I shouldn't get involved with him. I was on the verge of breaking him again, I can't do it again so, at least before dying I decided to make some memories for the both of us. That's why I replied with a yes in the end but I clearly didn't know how much I could push myself so I decided to be his girlfriend only for 15 days.

Things went well, but after 1 week I was feeling the troll on my body. I knew that it's only going to make my condition worse but I still decided to go for it. I don't regret it at all. I was making some memories, making our relationship strong. And I could feel the love that was there for me from him. It helped me cast away my pain. But..after 12 days I was admitted to hospital because of weakness. I overexerted myself. I pushed my limits only to knock myself unconscious. For us, for me.

Due to the issue with my health I was missing many of his calls and messages but after that day, I never got the chance to even make a call or type a message. My phone was taken by my mom while I was hospitalized. It must have been hard on him, probably made him down too...

The day before Christmas, I was well enough to leave the hospital, so I decided to get a gift for him. I don't know much about his preference but I get the feeling that whatever I ended up giving him, he would love it for sure. But before that I had to convince everyone to let me leave for a few hours. It wasn't easy but all my false tears opened the door for me..but...there was a condition, my brother will escort me. I don't think it's going to have any bad impact on my trip. Also having him around makes it more fun and safe for me.

Maybe I am more excited than I think I am. My heart has been going crazy since I left the hospital. Maybe it's because I haven't left the hospital for days and it's the freedom that I wanted or is it that I am excited to choose what get for him. A gift that will make him remember me when he sees it. Something like a photo frame with the photo we took on our first day, or some kind of watch..no..watch is a no go, who would use a watch when they have a halo brace on them..maybe a bracelet..naah. that's not good either. I think a photo frame would be the only thing that's best.

Since I am with my brother why not get something to eat and make him pay for it. This is a wonderful plan.

Elise you are a genius!!

So, I took him to Lione's Caffe. It's the one where Drake took me on one of our dates. Their cakes could make your mouth water by just thinking about them. They are sort of delicious. We ordered two coffees and a chocolate cake. The cake is for me, my brother doesn't seem to have a taste for the cakes. While eating we had a talk about what he is going to do in future. What are his plans and some stuff about his love life? I am absolutely not a good teacher when it comes to love, seeing my condition with Drake. So, I brushed off the topic, soon to realise that I don't have much time left and I will have to return to hospital soon.

We left the cafe to find what I wanted. After looking for it here and there I realised I am really very unlucky. As the one thing I really wanted was more time so that I can be with Drake but I got nothing, not even the frame I wanted.

Suddenly I felt a pain in my chest and next time I opened my eyes I was in hospital. Beside my bed was my mom, crying her eyes out. Next to her was my dad and behind him my brother. Both had a sorrowful look on their face like they saw someone die..I get it now, my time is nearly up...mom..dad..I'm sorry..brother...sorry I won't be there for you anymore...sorry.. Drake, in the end I wanted to give you a memory a gift before dying but seems like I won't be..I won't be able to meet you to give it..over worlds are going to split again..it feels like I don't have any strength..not even to lift a finger..there is a pain in my chest that seems to ignite a fire that is running through my whole heart.

Now that I am on my final moments I realise that I have nothing but one regret...Drake, if I had never left you that time...things would have been different but with all those praise from others I forgot about the one who made me who I am now...I have nothing but one regret....

Elise took her final breaths thinking about only one thing.. only one person..only one regret..

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Papa, who's this?

Hmm..this lady is someone very special. She is the reason papa is alive today.

How??

Well, I had a terrible disease that was very dangerous at that time. Papa didn't know what to do then she came and made me who I am now.

Really papa.

Yes

Is she an angel??

Yes, she is. At Least for me.

Elise wherever you are, I hope you are doing fine. If I didn't have those moments with you, I don't think I would have survived. During my last days, a news came that someone found a cure for the disease by the help of researching a female patient that died before me. I was given the necessary treatments and it worked out.. if I didn't have those memories of you I would long had given up hope, but those memories made me want to live and I am here now living my life like the way you taught me..I hope wherever you are just live a happy life..

END

So guys, this marks the end of the oneshot " 15 Days Girlfriend " . If you think that this oneshot is good enough to have a novel adaptation then let me know. Also don't forget to show your support through comments..

One thing more.. after finishing the GoD's Game..I am gonna start a vampire romance novel. The plot is already decided and I think you all will love it.

Again let me know what do you think of the oneshot that you just finished through comments..

Till then see ya!!!

Shank

If you think that you are no longer able to change your life or change who you are then just let someone else change it for you. Let them get involved with you, and I am sure that for better or for worse they will make it a lot more fun for you...(by Shashank Gupta)

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