15 Days that's all I can give to someone like you..

Hey, did it ever cross your mind that life really is unfair to the one who wants it. I  am Dreak and I just got to know from the doctor that I only have about a month to live. After this heartbreaking news in an instant my whole life flashed before my eyes and all I could do was  gaze outside the hospital with a pathetic face that just plastered the impression of someone who gave up on his life. All I could hear was bird chirrups from the boughs of the nearby trees and the sound of my parents crying outside the room.

Realising how unfilial I have been through my life, having fights with them, never trying to perform well in studies, never making any friends, giving excuses to myself that all I need is myself is what I was ever good at. I never thought how much my actions hsd been or still hurts others.

Now that I'm on the death's door and the calling is inevitable I concluded that all I did was waste my life, never considering its value. 30 days that is all I have, to say a final goodbye to this world.

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According to the doctor, what I am suffering from is a new kind of heart disease. I forgot the name he told me but it was hard to pronounce for sure.

According to him, first cases were discovered during the year 2035 and till now only about 137 cases have been found and mine is the 138th case, it's my turn huh.. but why me?

It's cure is yet to be found, so there's not a chance for me to survive.

Life becomes meaningful when you realise that you will never get the same moment twice but in my case I never made any moment like that. I'm realising it now that all I can do is try to create one, at least I will try to live this last month of mine without any regrets.

I don't want to be sad but it's so damn hard, my parents are crying outside this whole time even though I was such a loser. 

Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door.

Yes..

I replied to knock thinking who could be on the other side of the door.

It's me, your doctor.

He entered the room with a smile on his face. That smile looked fake the second I put my eyes on his face. Maybe he was just sad knowing my fate. My parents shortly entered as well. I never saw them cry like that. Their eyes were red with tears in them.

Listen, Mr. Dreak. Your condition is normal so you can leave but if you ever feel like having some problems then please contact me immediately. I'm sorry to say that but you can not escape the disease that's haunting you.

After saying these words with a straight face that was trying hard to make an expression of sympathy, he took his leave. And shortly after that I returned home with my parents.

I ran straight to the room and stayed there until mom called me for supper.

When I was having dinner dad said that i think you should leave your school and let's visit our relatives and have a cheerful month.

I haven't been to the school for about 3 days, so is this it? Should I just say goodbye to my school life.

No, dad I think I want to live my remaining life without changing a thing. I want to go to school and do things a student would do, for the days I have left.

Thinking back, all I could remember is being alone in the corner of the class and I'm still confused about what I could possibly change even going back to school. But I already decided on not regretting a thing. I can't let my past mistakes destroy this month that I have.

Dad, I still want to attend school. so, please let me attend it.

I asked him with a straight face with the eyes drizzling in confidence. At that time I saw an expression on dad's face that I never saw before. It was a face saying I'm proud of you but also had a glimpse of sadness on it. And then he said..

Whatever, you wish for.

After that without speaking any other word I finished up my dinner and went straight to my room. It's not like I don't want to talk anymore , it was just that seeing their faces remind me of their condition when they first heard of my disease in the hospital. Seeing thoose faces I was not able to muster up any courage to say a word.

All I could do was return to my room and spend the night waiting for the morning and head to school.