On the last three days of our Christmas break, me and 'friend A' actually met up at a mall to hang out and do some shopping for a bit.

After all that fun, we were about to go home when we had troubles with transportation, making us wait an hour just to get on a taxi.

Though during that one hour, we were just talking until she asked me what's up.

I didn't understand what she meant at first until she told me that I knew exactly what she meant and that's when it clicked. I did knew.

She started being persistent if I was crushing on someone and well, I'm much of a pushover, so after a while I said yes.

And that's when she just fangirled as if her ship was just canon and I basically just looked at anything but her.

She then asked about my status with her and well, I just said it was complicated.
What was I supposed to do? I knew I had a chance but I still didn't want to risk anything.

Though considering we're just a small group of friends, we know each other quite well.

Because while she gave me her signature speech, she mistakenly said her name.

That's when I was finally sure that I was going to do it. Now the question was, when?