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Chance pushed through the nurses and patients in the hospital, quickly making his way to the room Blue was in. When he arrived there, he stood at the doorway. At that moment, he did not know what breathing was and his eyes began to sweat as he choked on air. His lips quivered as he uttered, "Lucky."

Hearing his name, Blue slowly opened his eyes and looked in the direction of where it came from. His heart skipped a beat and his jaw slackened. His skin was beginning to gain its color and his eyes were beginning to shine. Though he looked as slim as a walking stick, Chance still found the boy utterly beautiful.

Not giving Blue some time to speak, Chance rushed over to him and wrapped his arms around his neck, finally breaking down after holding in his tears during the days he stayed away from the hospital. Remembering what he did made him cry even harder. "Dammit, you idiot. What the fuck is wrong with you?! Why did you do that?! You had me worried sick, moron! Idiot, moron, dumbass." Chance bawled, shaking a dumbfounded Blue beneath him.

Shakily, Blue brought his hand up to Chance's hair and ran his fingers through it. He noticed the sudden change in it as well. Besides the fact that it was a mess and almost resembled a bird's nest, the color had changed back to its original dark brown shade.

"You dyed it back." Escaped Blue's lips as he continued to play with his hair. Sniffing, Chance nodded and brought his hand to his face to wipe away his tears, though it was pointless since new ones kept flowing from his eyes. "Chance."

Blue glided his hand from Chance's hair and to his cheek, lifting his head up a little. He fell deep into the eyes in front of him and sighed, saying the only words that came to mind, "I'm so sorry."

Chance took in those words and bit down hard on his bottom lip, definitely drawing blood as his eyes started to pool once more. His eyes narrowed in sadness as he lowered his head. Guilt consumed him, ate him up inside.

"No, I'm sorry. I left you alone back then and I left you alone now. I abandoned you because I was afraid of what would happen after that kiss, " he began, his voice shaking with each word. "I stayed by your side every night here, and then before you woke up, I left. You shouldn't be sorry, you should hate me. I fucking left you, for fuck's sake!" Blue's chest tightened and he inhaled deeply. Placing his finger under Chance's chin, he lifted his head once more. "I don't hate you, I could never hate you," Blue admitted. The corners of Chance's lips tugged upwards and he nodded. "Never?" He asked, sniffing. Just then, everything from the past began rushing back in. The day London died, the night he officially met Blue, the promise he made to London. What would Blue do if he found out what that promise was?

Blue nodded and smiled, "Never."

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Short chapter, I know, I'm sorry! I promise the next chapter will be longer!

Lots of love,
Alex.