~Meeting her at a party she was hosting 

~Having an instant connection

~working together at the Crestmont

~WILDLY flirting

~Her dating a few boys before you

~Her asking you to a movie 

~"A date? in our place of work?"

~Not having your first kiss on the first date

~It needed to be special

~The definition of special to you and Hannah was different. It meant individuality, so you had your first kiss in front of the whole school, in front of the jocks.

~Montgomery is your twin brother, he saw this all unfold and he accepted it. You knew about his hidden sexuality and you wished he'd come out too.

~LGBT parades with Tony, you both forcing him to go

~Tony, your best friend proud of you for coming out

~study dates

~making new memories in the places where people previously hurt her 

~giggly bubble baths with expensive bath salts and candles

~cuddles-her being the lil' spoon

-Cute nicknames

~Doing disgusting things like, shopping together

~opening up to each other but Hannah...not so much

~you questioning why she has blank cassette tapes on her desk suddenly

~"Hey Tony, loving the slightly longer hair!!!"

~the little 'I love yous' mattering

~her staying at your house the day before she died. She left something for you.

~the last time you saw her was when you were departing to get your classes, you didn't know she was going to Mr Porter.

~She couldn't break away from your last kiss

~You got home that day and you found what she left you.A tape. Tony bought you a cassette player for your birthday, so you played it on that.

~"Y/N, i love you so much and i am so sorry- i have to do this. Don't stop being individually special. Whatever you do, don't come ruuning to me, i can't let you see me like that. You call me butterfly, but some people messed with my effect. Never stop smiling"

~you broke down, ignoring her request

~"MONTY!"

~ Montgomery drove you, he didn't have a clue.And the he saw it, the ambulances, the cop cars

~You didn't wait for him to stop the car, you ran into the house and you saw it, the Bakers and the blood covering them.

~Dear God, you loved her.

~You knew about the other tapes, Tony made sure of that but he made sure you did nothing to harm Bryce or anybody

~You moved to New York with Olivia to fufill Hannah's dreams

~talking to her everyday

~being more heartbroken after Monty died

~"Look after each other"