Um hey, sorry this isn't an update...

But at school I've been dealing with an issue, and it's really sent my mental state into a downwards spiral, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I'm finding myself stuck in a really horrible, deep hole. I find myself not really wanting to talk to people, but I've finally spoken up about stuff, and I feel like a horrible burden.

I really hate that this is getting in the way? I just really hate it in general, and that some people just brush it aside, and when I finally get the confidence to speak up, I'm suddenly unimportant and people ((other than my best friends)) are suddenly bombarding me with constant questions. I find that they're just mindlessly wanting information, rather than actually wanting to know how I feel. It really annoys me, because I constantly find myself being bullied and it really sucks you know?

Anyways, I'll try my best, really soon to get writing. Thank you for being so patient, and I hope you understand.

- cute-namjoonie ♡