"Steve... Steve! Oh my god..." I ran over to him outside the park. It was snowing and that was great because that meant we were gonna have a white Christmas this year.

"What?" He looked around himself nervously as I approached him in the blizzard type weather. No one was around, they were all in their houses cozy by a fireplace whereas Steve and I planned to go to the park. It started snowing but neither of us cancelled so... here we are.

"Pull your scarf up, Steve, oh my God," I said frantically.

"Why, what's the big deal?"

I sighed. "Yesterday, I kinda... I kinda sucked your neck a little... you have a hickey, Steve."

"What?" He sounded shocked. "How will I even explain that to my mom?"

"I, uh... I don't know. Shit, I'm sorry."

"It's okay... don't worry about it." He forced a smile.

I bit my lip. "And, to be fair, it's kinda... hot."

"The hickey?" He asked.

"Yes it kinda makes my situation worse."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, with you. I- I really like you and... and this? This makes me want you more," I explained.

"Then take me."

"What?" I asked, astounded.

"Take me. Come on, hit me with your best shot," he said. So I did.

I pushed him down to the snow and climbed on top of him. Then, I kissed him. I kissed him with everything I had. I put my tongue in his mouth and bit his lip and moved my hands down his side and ran my fingers through his hair.... I loaned into his mouth and pushed my waist down on his until he started doing all the same to me.

He pushed up on me and moaned into my mouth and pushed his tongue into my mouth and put his cold hand under my wool sweater. "Mmm Bucky..." He was out of breath. 

"I know... fuck, Steve." We we're both already getting hard and it was clearly evident to the both of us. "What does all of this mean?" I asked.

"All of this? I mean, I don't know. Well, what exactly do you mean?" He replied.

"This. You feel the same about me, Steve. I can literally feel it, particularly in your crotch area," he blushed and looked down at himself.

"Yes... yea. I guess I do. I guess I just couldn't pinpoint it before, but it's a whole lot clearer to me now," he clarified.

"Though, we should probably get up before someone sees us..." I pointed out.

"Yea, true," he said as I stood and helped him up. Then we just stood there and looked at one another for what felt like forever.

I think we just set something up, mentally. We both acknowledged the fact that we feel something different for one another that we can't exactly explain.

I don't know where this is going... only time will tell.

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