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Hazel's POV

I step out of the elevator and it's super quiet. It's kinda creepy how quiet it is but I guess that's good. I was nervous. I don't know why. Well I do know why. I need to address what he said when he walked away earlier. 

I walk down the long hallway, all the way to the end. I stand there and listen for a couple of seconds. Silence. I don't hear any kind of noise, a TV or anything. Is he even here? Well, he told me to meet him here and it is going on 1 am, so it's quite possible he could've fallen asleep. I knock on the door and wait to see if he answers.

After a few seconds, I hear him unlock the door then open it.

"Hey." A nervous smile tugs at my lips. He wasn't asleep.

His white button up was now unbuttoned revealing his chest and stomach. He still had his two moissanite Cuban link diamond chains on, white jeans and Air Force ones.

I watch his eyes look down my body then back up to my eyes. I couldn't see anything but lust in his eyes. He bites his lip, then he reaches for my waist, and pulls me into the room. As soon as I stepped in, his lips attacked mine. I melted into him, giving him all control over me. The kiss was so good. It was almost orgasmic. I have been wanting this man for so long and I'm so happy that I'm finally getting him how I want him.

I drop my purse and my arms go around his neck. He closes the door, picks me up by my ass and walks into the living room. He doesn't break the kiss, that actually intensified it. I could taste the alcohol on his tongue and I loved it.

He lowered me down to my feet and we made out for a few more minutes. I felt his hand venture up to my neck then he squeezed it, simultaneously pushing me back, breaking the kiss. I was wetter than I already was.

"Damn." he says, licking his lips and looking into my eyes. He takes a few steps back from me, without breaking eye contact then plops down on the sofa. He had this intense look in his eyes that I've never seen before.

"Strip." He demanded

I didn't even think about it as I reached back to unzip my dress but he had already done it without me knowing.

"Yeah, I got it already. Take it off slowly." He says with that same look he gave me back in Chicago when he told me to play with myself in front of him. I see this is his look when he wants to get dirty. Noted.

I hold eye contact with him as I slowly push one of the straps off of my shoulder. I watch his eyes fall to my hands. I do the same for the other. I free my arms of both and slowly push the dress down to reveal my breasts. He licks his lips and bites down on his whole bottom lip. I could see he was turned on from where I was standing.

I push the dress down my stomach and over my hips, revealing my royal blue lace panties. The dress falls at my ankles. His hands go from resting on his lap to him groping himself.

"You know blue is my favorite color?" He asks

I shake my head no as I step out of the dress. "I know now."

He smiles. "Touch your breasts." He instructed.

I run my hands up my body and up to my breasts taking them into both of my hands, massaging them.

"Mmmmm shit. Turn around."  He says rubbing his dick.

I turn around and slightly bend over. I reach for my panties to pull them down but he stops me.

"Nah, let me do it. Come here." He says.

I slowly walk over to him and stop when I get between his legs. He was still sitting back on the sofa. I watched as he took in the sight of my body. I took in how much lust was radiating off of him. I leaned forward and pushed his shirt off his shoulders so he could take it off. He helped me by taking it all the way off and placing it next to him.

I didn't know if he wanted me to wait for him but he was taking too long for my liking. So instead of waiting for him to touch me, I kneeled down between his legs. I rested on my knees and ran my hands up his legs, thighs and I went for his belt. He kept quiet as I unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants. I could feel his eyes on me but I knew what I wanted.

I took off his shoes, then I went back up to his waistband. His abs flexed as I unzipped his pants and started pulling them down along with his underwear. He helped me take off everything then sat back. My mouth started watering as soon as I laid eyes on it. I've missed this dick so much. MY dick.

I grabbed it and stroked him up and down a couple times, as he released a lustful groan. He watched intensely as I continued to slowly stroke him a few more times.

I planted a few seductive kisses in various places.

"You look so sexy." He moves my hair back out of my face. "Look at me when you do it."   

I look at him as I begin to lick from the base to the lip a few times driving him crazy. When I take him into my mouth he lets out a low groan and his mouth falls open as I begin sucking and bobbing on his dick. I feel both his hands in my hair.

"Oooh yes, Hazel...Fuck!!" He says, eyes closed. He lets a low groan escape his lips as he rests his head back on the sofa. It's almost as if all of the stress in his body was released at that moment.

I smile against his dick, which turns into a little chuckle. I like that I'm getting this reaction. After a few minutes I pick up my speed, sucking with intention. He looks at me and entangles both of his hands in my hair, guiding my pace.

"Damn, baby..." his breaths pick up and his grunts get louder. His mouth opens and his head falls back onto the back of the sofa again.

I continued sucking him off but it really sent him over the edge when I started to massage his balls at the same time. I don't think I'm a great head giver but the way he's moaning and groaning clearly he's loving it.

I let him release his warm liquid into my mouth. Effectively milking him for everything he's worth. Not my thing but I swallow all of it.

A few seconds pass and he speaks.

"Damn baby... I didn't know you had skills like that." He says breathing heavily.

"You wouldn't let me Chicago."

"My bad." He laughed then look a deep breath.

I smiled at him and he smiled back then took both of my hands and stood me up in front of him. He sat up and his hands ran up the sides of my thighs and stopped at my hips. His hands moved to my ass and he pulled me to him and rested his forehead on my stomach. He stayed that way for a minute. I don't know what he was thinking. Jey is so hard to read and I never know what's going to come out of his mouth and I hate it. Seems like something is on his mind but I don't know if I should stop this and say anything to him.

I wrapped my arms around him, and I let him have whatever moment this was. He picked his head up and his lips landed on my stomach. He began placing little kisses on my stomach. His lips on me felt so good, it was hard for me to keep my moans under control.

He hooked his fingers into the waistline of my panties and pulled my panties down. All I wanted to do was pounce on him but I controlled myself. He ran his hands up my thighs again but this time he touched my dripping wet pussy.

"Damn." He licks his fingers. "I've been waiting for this. You had me tripping all night." He runs his fingers over my clit and a moan escapes my lips. "You didn't touch yourself did you?"

I shake my head no.

"Good girl." He says. "Seeing you and not being able to touch you...that shit drove me crazy, had me fucked up." He said. "I had no choice earlier..."

I couldn't take it anymore. I pushed him back onto the sofa and straddled him. He laughed at my sudden aggression. I put my hand around his neck like he does me. He looked amused. His hands grabbed my ass and I latched my lips onto his and that pretty much set the tone.

He breaks the kiss. "I don't wanna waste time." He says looking at me, his hands caressing my body. "When I saw you with that dress on, that was all I was thinking about."

"Well, don't waste time then." I say with a smile.

He took my left breast into his mouth while massaging it with his hand. He lightly bit my nipple, sending a shock through my entire body. I gasped at the sensation but that quickly turned into a moan and he switched to the other one, doing the same thing.

I reached down and began stroking him. He was rock hard. He didn't want to waste any time and I wanted him inside of me. I lined him up with my entrance and slowly sat down on him.

"Oohhh shit." He says, sliding his hands around ass. I slowly sit down as far as I can. "Take all this dick." He says, pushing himself deeper inside of me. I gasp as I feel him going deeper.

"You gon make me fall in love tonight." He says.

I smile and I put my arms around him, lean in and we start making out passionately. I wind my hips making him feel every inch inside of me. Then I start grinding on him.

"I love how you feel inside of me."

"That cuz I'm supposed to be here." He says then pulls me back down to kiss him.

After a few minutes of me riding him he lifted me up and took over, fucking me from the bottom.

"I'm about to cum." I say holding onto his shoulders.

"Damn already."

"Yes...baby. Keep going." I say

He grabbed me by my hips and started picking me up and down on his dick. I came within seconds before falling back onto his lips. We stayed that way for a while just making out, while he was still inside of me.

He got up off of the sofa, still holding onto me. We continued to makeout until we got into the bedroom. He laid me down on the bed, careful not to remove himself from inside of me. He put my legs up on his shoulders and started deep stroking, making me lose any type of control I thought I had.

"Yup! Take it! Ooh, I love this pussy." He slaps my ass. "This mine right?"

I nod my head. "This is all yours, Joshua."

He smiles, "The government?" He takes a step back, pulling out of me then gets down on his knees and starts eating my pussy.

This man knows how to drive me crazy. When I want him to dick me down, he eats me out. When I want head, he gives me dick. I can't tell if he's teasing or just disobedient. I like it though.

His hands caressing my thighs at the same time squeezing them. My hands rubbed through his hair. He looks up at me and we lock eyes. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. It's like he dared me to look away but I couldn't as he sucked on my clit and finger fucked my gspot to the extreme.

I came so hard and squirted all over his face, leaking onto the bed and hardwood floors.

"Damn!" He said, wiping his face.

I smiled and reached for him. He kissed up my body, to my lips, then he laid on his back. I climbed on top of him slowly sitting down on him.

"You being lazy today." I laugh

"I'm enjoying the moment." He says. "Get yours." He positions his hands behind the back of his head, relaxing.

He watches as I slowly ride him, moving back and forth, up and down, grinding on him. I didn't mind it one bit. I liked him watching me. He held my hips, massaged my breasts and various parts of my body as I got closer to my release.

I believe he was more turned on with the show than anything else. It was like he was observing me. Watching my facial expressions and movements. He was even motivating me to keep going. There's nothing wrong with it but it was a first for me.

After about 10 minutes I begin to feel my orgasm coming. My breaths begin to get short and heavy. My body temperature rises.

"Keep fucking me baby." Jey says. "I feel it. You about to cum."

"Jey..." I moan out but I always know he's zeroed in on me.

"Yeah, baby? I'm here." He says. "Keep going..."

My eyebrows furrowed, and mouth open, I closed. Y eyes and threw my head back. Now desperately, now needing to get there. I feel Jey's hand go around my neck.

"Cum all over this dick, baby." He says, his other hand now playing with my clit.

"Fuck!" I moan out. I started to feel him pushing into me, putting more pressure on my spot and that sent me over.

"Give it to me." He says, gripping my hip tighter.

A wave of pleasure washed over my whole body. I plant my hands on his chest, using him as leverage, and I cum hard.

"Fuck that was intense." I say, rocking on him. I felt his hand brush the hair that was stuck to my face back.

"I swear this is the most perfect view and that was the most perfect sight."

I smile down at him biting my bottom lip.

"And that lip biting..." he trails off, then sits up to kiss me. "...ima give you something else to bite." We both laugh but that ends up in a makeout session for a few minutes.

He flipped us over where I was on the bottom. He still hasn't pulled out of me.

"I don't mind letting you use me to get your nut. I love to watch the show..." He finally pulls out of me and flips me over onto my stomach. "...as long as you let me get mine how I want." He lifted my butt off of the bed a little and entered me, penetrating deep. I let out a whimper.

He stops. "Too deep?

"Deeper." I say

"That's what I wanna hear. You're learning." He continued to push into me until he couldn't anymore. Then he did it again and again and again. I quickly became undone. He had me at his mercy.

He grabbed me by my hair and pulled my head back, kissing me while fucking me from behind. I was bent back like a fucking pretzel.

He fucked me until I couldn't handle anymore and when I told him to take it easy he looked at me and smiled.

"You can't take it?" He asks

My throat was now in his hand and we both were completely covered in sweat.

"What I tell yo ass in Chicago?" He says, breathing heavy. Why do I feel like I'm in trouble?

"Take it." I say, my voice airy, feeling my body sore in multiple places.

"You want me to stop?"

I shake my head no. 

"Take this shit then." He pushed my head down into the pillow and continued to fuck me into another dimension.

I came harder than I think I ever have before with him. He didn't do this shit to me while we were in Chicago. This was some new dick I was getting tonight. This shit topped Chicago.

I was in the middle of another one of my many orgasms, juices flowing all over the place and he leaned down and spoke in my ear.

"Ima cum inside you and really make you mine." 

"No..." I object, putting my arm behind me entangling my hand in his hair.

"You acting like you want me to." He says. He bites my ear, "You cuming all over my dick...I'm about to cum."

"Pull out." I say

"You feel so good baby. I love this pussy." He says.

His strokes get quicker and his grunts get louder. He hit it a couple more times before he paused for a second, then pulled out and busted all over my back.

I just laid there, happy he didn't cum in me. I was still coming down off my high too and that would've definitely been a mood killer. He needs to stop playing with me.

"Oh shit!" He says aloud. He hovers over me breathing heavily. He takes a couple of minutes to compose himself then gets off of the bed, before kissing me on the cheek.

Jey goes to the bathroom and comes back out a minute later with a warm washcloth. He cleans my back off and wipes me down as well.

Jey gets in bed and pulls me onto his chest.

"You good?"

"Uh huh." I say getting cozy in his arms. "I'm great!"

"You satisfied?"

"You have yet to disappoint."

"Come here..." he tilts my chin up to his face, he kisses my lips softly and holds me tight.

I thought he would want to go on and on but this was nice.

No words. I just rest my head on his chest and fall asleep.

*********

The next morning

I found one of his shirts and put it on, then I got up to look out of the window to admire the view. We were pretty high up. I was having flashbacks of our weekend in Chicago. That hotel room was disrespected in so many ways. It was a good time.

I turned around and looked at Jey. He was still completely naked in bed. The sheet was covering his lower half. He sat up on his side and just stared at me.

"What?" I asked, feeling a little uncomfortable under his gaze.

"What would you say if I asked you to stay with me?"

I shrug, "I don't know. Are you asking?"

"I might be...depending on how you feel about it. I don't want to force anything, but I don't wanna let your sexy ass out of my sight."

"With the situation, that could be a bad thing." I take a seat next to him.

He kisses my shoulder. "True, but I mean it in a good way. I want to come home to you."

"Really?" I say in disbelief.

"Yes, dead ass." He says

Wow. This is a bit much. Yesterday he wasn't a part of my life and now today he's telling me he wants to come home to me. I like it and I'm all the way with it but I feel like this is all happening too fast. With his family potentially being an issue, I don't know.

He kisses my shoulder again. "So?"

"You mean come back to your hotel room to me?"

He laughs. "It's a suite." He says. "Is it not big enough? I can book the presidential if it's available. Would you feel more comfortable in that?"

"No, you don't have to do that."

"You know what, the penthouse next door is for sale. I know the owners of that building, I could rent that out until we find something else. That way you'll have your own space and don't have to worry about anything."

I make a face as if I'm thinking about it.

"Yeah, we'll do that." He says, "I can check on that in a minute. I just want you to say you'll stay with me."

"Baby, I have to talk to my parents."

"You're a grown woman."

"I know but my mom is so happy I'm here. She has all these plans for us, she's been cooking all my favorite meals and everything."

He laughs. "I get it. She's happy to have her baby home."

"Yeah and I don't want to upset her."

"...But I want my baby with me too." He says with a smile. I knew he was trying to persuade me into staying with him. That smile was wearing on me. It's working.

"I'll stay with you but any time my mom wants me home, I'm going."

"Agreed, and I'll make sure to set up a day for you and your mom. On me."

I smile and kiss his lips. "You're so sweet."

He kept a straight face. "I'll try to have everything set up for you tomorrow. You'll come stay then?"

"Yes. Is everything okay?"

"Everything's fine. I just wanna keep an eye on you. I need you under my supervision." He says

"Supervision?"

"I don't mean it like that. Just in case something ever goes down I'll know where you are." He pulls me back in bed and wraps his arms around me tightly. "I ain't gonna lie Hazel, you making me feel shit I haven't felt in a long time." He says. "I'm sure about this."

"That makes me happy to know that." I say

"When I left your parents house this morning I couldn't take my mind off of you. I couldn't wait to see you at the show."

A big smile creeps up on my face. "Awww, me too babe." I say

"I have to be real with you, I didn't want our time to end when we left Chicago and I didn't want to end things with you but I felt it was best. But I feel that was a mistake. I think this right here is right. And I'm going to figure this out with my family. Everything."

"I appreciate that, Josh. Know the feeling is mutual... but I gotta be honest with you too."

"What's up?"

"I've been thinking about moving back here. I think when I go back to Atlanta it will be to pack up my things. So I don't want to make any plans with you if you're not going to be here."

"Then I'll stay. Ain't shit in Atlanta for me anyway." He says

"Really?"

"Hell yeah. It's been a few weeks, I figured this would happen, that's why I haven't left either. I mean, I did fly back for a few days but I'm here babe. Whatever you want." He says

I'm genuinely shocked. I didn't think he was THIS invested in this little situation we have going on. I mean he did say he was invested in. He was going to show me how much he was but relocating his life here because of me is a huge step when he's only known me for a short amount of time.

"So if I moved back here, you would stay here too?" I ask for clarification.

"Yes." He laughs. "I just said that."

"Well, to catch you up on things, I'm in talks with another office so I'll have employment soon. Danielle is a realtor, she's going to sell my condo, and I've already been looking into places out here. Not seriously, because I was staying with my parents but I'll get on that."

He laughs at me. "It's no rush. I already said you can stay with me, and you don't have to rush into any of this. If you want to extend your time off from work, you can do that. I am financially stable, so if you don't wanna return back to work right now, that's fine with me. I'm completely capable of providing anything you need."

"I wouldn't ask you to do that." I say

"You don't have to ask, I would do it anyway, because I want to." He says.

There was a pause in the conversation for a few seconds and we fell silent. I decided to bring up what he said yesterday that caught me off guard.

"Are you aware that you said you loved me last night?" I ask

"I'm aware...didn't mean for it to come out but it's the truth. I'm not going to deny it. I do love you. I'm not in love yet but I see it happening soon. I feel it but I'm not trying to scare you away and..." he stops and starts again. "I care for you and I don't want anything to happen to you. I love you and I know you love me. So let's figure this out together. I told you I would be honest with you and that's what I'm trying to be."

"......"

This is kind of a relief because things have been feeling a little overwhelming the last couple of days since he's been back in my life. Chicago was all of a sudden and feelings did develop and now we're here and things are a little intense between us and that could very well be why. I said I didn't want to say anything because it was too soon, but the way he's explaining it makes sense. Maybe I do love them.

"You're saying a lot don't you think?" I say

"I know I am but I gotta be honest right?"

"And I appreciate that. Since you put it that way, I love you too. And just like you, I don't think I'm in love, but it could happen. It feels good to know this feeling is mutual. I was scared it was only me and that I was moving too fast. I mean let's be real here, it's only been a month and we've technically only spent like 5 days together in total, but it's been so intense and the feelings are almost overwhelming."

"But that time we were apart really made feelings grow." He says. "When Jon told me you called him I was pissed because I was really trying to move on. I felt like I made a mistake but I was trying to stick with it." He explains. "That night I showed up, it wasn't planned. It just happened."

"I'm happy you did. I missed you and I was determined to try to work this out. But just when I thought I was actually gonna have to let this go, you showed up." I smile.

"I'm going against my family because I wanna take this further with you and I'm gonna figure it out. I'm gonna get everything figured out and we're gonna be able to put this behind us."

"I hope so. I want you to be happy and when you were explaining your situation to me, I felt so sad for you. I don't feel anyone should have to live like that." I say

"You and me are going to be okay." He says.

"I have to have another honest moment with you, as much as I don't want to seem like the other woman, honestly, that's what this is and I'm not okay with that." I admit

"I understand that and you shouldn't be. I'm going to take care of this. I promise."

"So with that being said, I don't want this to drag on and be months, or even a year down the road and we're still in this position. I understand it's a sensitive situation and other people are involved in this, so I'm gonna give you three months to try to get all of this figured out."

"I think that's fair. I appreciate you being understanding and like I said, I'm gonna be honest with you every step of the way." He says

"I hope so and I hope this works out but I do want to say that as much as I like you, this is a situation that I do not want to be in... if it comes to it, I will leave if I have to."

"Damn."

"I don't want it to be, but I don't want to be in this situation. I don't wanna be labeled as the other woman. Even though you guys are separated, you're still legally married. I'm risking my reputation, and I will look a certain way things turned out negative. I have morals and this goes against them."

"I understand." He says

"And I told my mom."

He sighs. "What did she say?"

"She's upset with me. She wants me to look out for me and she said you could very well be lying and might not ever leave your wife." I explain

"I'm leaving." He states. "Even if you and me don't work out." He says. "I sure hope this does though. I'm not a half-ass guy. If I'm in, I'm all in, and I thought we both were all in."

"Did we have that talk?"

He looks at me with a serious face. "You knew it was going to be like this after the conversation we had in my car. Instead of forcing something we both don't want, which is us being apart, I figured we could just do what feels right. Being with you feels right, right?"

I just laugh at us because this has turned into something, something that I guess I wanted but I didn't think it would be reciprocated like this. He's fallen for me just how I've fallen for him.

"You had no business fucking me like that in Chicago." I say, shaking my head. That's what lead to this.

"None." He agrees, with a straight face but he knows the vibe.

"Now you stuck with me." I say

"I'm good with this direction. And once we get all of this sexual tension out of the way, we can really focus on getting to know more about each other. We started off so well." He laughs

"And you had to go and mess it up talking about you wanted to run your tongue all over my body." I say, laughing.

"You didn't have to say yes."

"But I did."

"And now this is where we're at. So, is this what you want?" He asks

"Yes." I say

"Aight, and remember what I said, you mine now, so I ain't making eye contact with nobody. None of that shit. That's why when ol girl was talking to me. I was just looking straight."

I laugh. "I appreciate that. Hopefully, you're really that person,"

"I promise I am. I'll show you." He says. "Let's fuck it out. Come here." He pulls me on top of him.

*

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