Ever ask yourself "what if"? I do it every day about literally everything.

What if I vanished?

What if my marks drop?

What if I can't keep going?

What if I give up?

What if I hurt someone I care for?

What if I could've done something to help?

You're probably all asking yourselves what in the name of Irene this chapter has to do with killing Aaron. It doesn't have anything to do with it. I just felt like this needed to be said.

Recently, I spoke to a friend who was going through a really rough time. Their view on life wasn't the best at the time. I've been trying to help them through it, to help them see the light. I've succeeded up to this point, so don't worry. The experience has opened my eyes, and I want to be able to help not only her, but others as well.

What I'm trying to say here is this; If you're suffering, weather in a small way or a huge one, I will listen. I know to most of you I'm probably just some random author you don't even know, and that's okay. But please, if not me, talk to someone. Keeping it all bottle up inside won't make anything better. It makes it worse.

I don't need a name.

I don't need any personal information.

All I need is a story.

I'm not a therapist.

I'm not even an adult.

But I want to help, no matter how little of a difference I make.

And for all you people that are hurting, know this;

It can get better.

One day, all the pain and suffering will be worth while. You'll be liberated from the shackles of despair, and set free into a beautiful, successful life. Take it from someone who knows.

Even if I never see your faces, or get to know your stories, I believe in you. Until next time, stay strong my fellow Aaron haters.