"shit. urngh..."

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is that the only word that i can think of...? im so messed up.

i feel like i should tell someone...y-yeah that'll definitely  help...h-how bout soomin? heheheh...

ugh no stupid. you thought that you slept with her... ah you're right.

u-um how about m-mom? she's always there for me right?...

she left you...they left you, do you remember?

t-then who should i...?

no one. trust no one. call no one. they will break their promises. they all do.

arghh..! stop, my head hurts! stop it!

i cover my head, ears and face. experiencing a pain that i never went through before. screaming can be heard in and outside of my body. it feels like the demon was in the same body as me, trying to take over. 

i dug my head into my knees and hugged them tightly in the corner. 

but what i didn't noticed was,

i was just imagining everything.

and

i was slowly going insane.

...and so the demon won.

im just talking to myself again 

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you lied to me 93 times.

(a/n) EYO GG. woohoo triple update a day <3 i actually finished writing every chapter ohohoh. im trying to end this story faster so i can post a new fic 🌚

im good im done