"chim...i have something to tell you..."

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"w-what is it...?"

"i-i lied about living alone..."

called it.

"i-i didn't mean it though...i rented this house since forever and two days ago my parents came over to visit and..."

"..."

"im...sorry. i really am"

"..."

"a-are you mad at me? cause i can totally understand if you do-"

without any notice, tears start to fall from my eyes, i didn't notice that at all. i quickly sniffed and wiped the tears away with the sleeve of my sweater.

"j-jimin! w-why are you crying? d-did i make you sad or?"

i kept sniffing and tears kept falling from my eyes, it couldn't stop. maybe its the thought of my parents, my parents that left me alone for no reason.

i hate them. i hate them so much.

"urgnhh...m-my..."

"...just come here"

i felt her embrace on me. her hands ran through my hair gently, and so did mine. her brunette hair felt like the purest silk flowing delicately between my fingers. her warmth, its all that i need. 

"there, there...you're gonna be alright. im here for you."

by her warm touch, i slowly calmed down. we stayed like that for a long time, neither of us tried to pull away from the hug, we were comfortable that way.

but we couldn't stay like that forever, one of us still needed to pull away, so i did.

i smiled, genuinely. she was looking directly into my eyes, to be honest i felt very self conscious and wanted to look away, but its just something about her that attracts me.

"yeon..."

"just do it."

it goes round & round, why do i keep coming back

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you lied to me 96 times.