"i have to run. my parents are waiting for me...i'm sorry, jimin."

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hearing soomin call my name is the world's most soothing thing. it was  music to my ears, it was for the past 4 months.

these past months, you did nothing but just lie. i wanted you to speak out the truth, but i-i just can't force you...

you'll tell me everything once you're ready right?

...

right.

but why do you have to hurt me once and once again?

and why do i have to once and once keep sticking to your side even if i know it was bad for me?

this isn't what i want.

this isn't what i intended to get.

and.

this isn't what i'm going to keep doing.

but i still do it.

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you lied to me 48 times.