"im so happy that im going to see her."

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wearing full black,

under the night curtain sky,

without any sparkling stars,

i stay disguised.

walk to your house,

sit on the porch,

thinking for five minutes that how we could have gone to a date at the shore.

wanted to watch the sunrise with you,

but all i get is a bad tinder review,

wanted to try something new,

with you.

dogs barking,

walking past me,

people looking at me,

feeling disgusted.

maybe,

just maybe,

i am hallucinating,

and everything is just my imagination.

i thought that if i did this,

it would impress you,

it would make you feel special,

then, you could finally accept me as someone more as a friend.

i waited for you to open the door,

all of the things you said are like a mask, it hides the truth and rips me apart.

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you lied to me 93 times.

(a/n) EYO GG. this part is where i became a damn poet. this chapter might seem messy. like wild animals messy, so make sure to bear with me🌚

im good, im done.