STEVE! My heart is literally leaping from joy righ now, it feels like I can't breathe from too much happiness. My lips stretched bigger as I smiled wider feeling like my cheek is going to rip, I just can't contain my excitement. He's alive and he's infront of me!! But wai- Why is he crying? There are tears in his eyes... Why are we in a cemetery? He looks devastated and disappointed. Why? He's clutching his phone in his chest and panting.

"Steve..." I whispered.

He ignored me. Did he not miss me? It's been months since we saw eachother like this.

"Why are you crying?"

Silence. But He lifted his head and stared at me. My heart leaps with joy. So I tried to ask him again.

"Why are you crying Steve?"

Silence.

"Answer me Steve... You're scaring me."

Silence. But he's still just staring at me.

"Steve?"

He rubbed his swollen cheeks removing the stray tears in the process as he stood up and left... With no words.

"Wait, Steve!"

With no words... not a single uttered syllable.
That hurts so much, much more when he got into coma and left me.

I tried to stand up and run to chase him but my legs felt wobbly and I tripped. "Steve!!" My body is filled with shock. Why did he left me? My eyes are watching his every steps as he got smaller and smaller. Watching as he ignores my cries for him. Watching as he left me once again.

Watching as I lose him once again.

"Why did he left me?"
"Again?"

That hurts.

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I won't break, down this way.
I will hold on for one more day.
If you'll help me, make myself feel something so much more than this.
Somethings that's real. I'll live, I'll love, I'll carry on.

Pretending I don't notice that you're gone.

Tell me why, make me see
How my giving in isn't what's best for me?

You know I've tried.
But I am terrified by all I should believe.

I need to know to carry on.
Pretending I don't notice that you're gone.

Now I can't bring us back to, All the days gone by...

Maybe he was crying because it hurts for him to walk away from me like that...
God I hope so...

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