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Imagine being bound and tied up.

Cloth piercing through your pursed lips along on your cheek. Sharp, heavy, and cold chains grasping onto your wrists, calves, and shins very tightly making the chains seems rusty even though it's not. Rusting chains scraping along your open wounds making it sting. Rusting chains wrapped around your unmoving , bruised and wounded body with your hands laying helplessly on the ground as you stare at your most love one in front of you getting tortured.

Being in pain.

Imagine the hopelessness, the fact that your love one is just one step infront of you but still you can't hold onto them. You can't stop their pain even though you're just infront of them.

The feeling of disability, of doing something.

Your chest tightening, throbbing, air ways closing while you try to gasp for air.

Feelings like every vital organs of yours have stopped functioning, the way that your lungs stopped allowing the air to enter, the way that your heart stopped beating making your head throbs, like there's a speaker playing a horrible bass just right next to your ear. The vibrations of pain crawling every inch of your body as you see him in agony. Crying out for someone. Someone who made a mistake, a terrible mistake. Feeling like you're falling into a infinite abyss.

It hurts right?
But it's still more than that.

Imagine that hopelessness and helplessness accompanied with guilt and another wave of agony. Guilt because you caused the pain that he is in, right now. Guilt because you caused those damn sharp tears that's piercing not only on his beautiful face but piercing and stabbing HIS heart, to flow freely.

And Agony.

Agony because you know that you can never bring back the time again and redo your mistake. Agony because my days with him were cutted really short. Agony because I realised that I should've waited, agony because I
know wanted more time and agony because HE is in pain.

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This one shot is based on the last chapter of the 100 Voicemails.
SO PLEASE READ 100 VOICEMAILS (and remember the things that the guy said) SO YOU COULD UNDERSTAND THIS ONE SHOT!
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