Ok guys I am not suicidal no more, I'm one year clean of self harm on 1st Jan 2016 and I have depression. My family is fucked up, my dad might be dead IDK, my grandmother has breast cancer and the authorities want to take me away from my mom. That is what is wrong with me and someone asked if I was ok on PM ad thank you for doing that but I assure you I am fine and I'm a lot stronger than you think : )