My fears are humiliation, doing something that's lower than what's expected of me. (Such as my writing. You already know with the whole convo we had ages ago XD). I hate falling. Literally. I love roller coasters, but I just flat out go bungee jumping, my heart will give out immediately and I'll curl up into a ball, silently cursing to myself as I repeatedly wait for the next fall. Another one of my fears is that everything around me falls apart. (Mentally) My friendships, my family, my life. All of them can disappear in just a split second and if they do, I'll break. Also, I fear those close to me getting killed right in front of me. Such as my mom, sis, and brother. I hate the feeling of hopelessness and helplessness. And this will definitely give me that feeling. I also fear failure (kinda like the whole 'not achieving the expectations' thing). I hate it when my heart drops to my stomach basically. XP All of these fears give an extreme example of this.
I also fear death. I'm clueless about so many things and one of those things are the afterlife and my life ahead out of me. I can't write the next chapters of my life right now sadly. I still can't see the paths that I can choose in front of me because of the fog that blocks my vision every time. I try to travel through it, but I always end up going in a circle and end up landing up right where I'm able to travel and chose my path.
Heartbreak is also one of my fears (this is where trust makes its kicking in appearance). I can never trust my feelings, nor the person I'm going to fall in love with. I don't know their feelings. How can us humans prove what's true and what's not? So in that reason, I fear relationship and the drop that the fall in love greets you with.
I guess the some of these aren't fears, but their things that can traumatize me through one experience and one second.
Another one of my fears is Mother Nature. Hurricanes, earthquakes, dangerous storms, tsunamis, tornadoes, and ect. You'll never know who will live or die when these sons of Mother Nature come to knock on your door and give you a visit.
Another fear I have is getting lost and not knowing where I am when I have to get somewhere or I was traveling with a group or a person. And then finally, my last fear that I currently know of is not being able to write ever again. It's my life, my dream, and what I see as my purpose. I want to tell stories to tinker around with the heart and brain. Make a person laugh, cry, smile, ect. If I fail to do this, I'll accept it as my ultimate failure and I've used up my number one dream and purpose here on earth. I'll become useless. A flying, useless trash bag that blows along with the wights was breezes that push me along through a useless life.
Oh, I forgot one more thing! XD my other fear is to come off as the rudest person ever, offending those I love, and hurting them both mentally and physically.In other words, I don't want to create a bad tension between the ones I laugh and smile with. And I don't want to appear in a higher rank then them in any way. I want to be lower than them, in fact. I want them to go chasing after their dreams and leave me in the dust. But if I do the exact opposite, a dagger will enter my heart and poison me with excruciating pain and guilt, finishing me off right then and there. If I took the next step on the stairs, I would turn around and pull them up next to me, so we could both have the same rate of success, popularity, or even just the plain friends that I hang out with. I don't want anyone to be left behind.

I'M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU READ ALL OF THIS, VAMP! 😂😂😂
TheMidnightVampire