10 Things About Me

1) I was born at Good Samaritan hospital in Pottsville, PA around noonish on April 18th, 1995.

2) At the age of maybe 8 or 9 (I really don't remember) I contracted Lyme disease from a deer tick. The doctors told my mom that I probably won't make it. I did, but I had a very vivid dream of a woman in a forest speaking to me in an inaudible language. I believe she is my spiritual guide.

3) My older cousin convinced me to start playing a game with him which turned out to be, well I'm sure you can guess what that game was. It really messed me up for the rest of my life.

4) I've attempted suicide five times, but every time I was saved. First time I ate two full scripts of the medication I was prescribed and passed out for two days, but in those two days I looked upon my sleeping body, entered a void of complete nothingness, and then travelled light years in seconds searching for something, I still have yet to find out.

5) I tried to fit in too much growing up so I was a bully to anyone deemed lesser than me. It was truly a disgusting time.

6) I started experimenting with drugs while having a list a rules so I never got out of hand. It got out of hand and I broke almost every rule I made. I've now done more substances than years I've been alive, but now I stay away from the junk and try to educate people on the reality of certain drugs and put myths and bullshit rumors to rest.

7) I lived in Fort Collins, CO for four months on my own with no friends, family, and only $250 going out there. I found a job and an apartment in the first week and was no longer homeless, but didn't get hired on (I was a temp) and had to move back.

8) I enjoy oil painting and watercolors. My uncle taught me how to oil paint when I was younger from Bob Ross video tapes.

9) The best friend I ever had I've actually never met before. During my freshman depression (when I was on several medications) I played Xbox all the time and became friends with someone in a similar spot as me.

10) As of now I'm trying to become a carpenter's apprentice, but I still don't drive so it's somewhat hard. The way I see it, Jesus was a carpenter and he seemed to be a decent guy, a lot of people like him.

Very generic, some skeptical things most people don't believe, but that's my life. I'm an amateur writer who's run out of topics to write about, so this gave me a chance to babble about myself.

I tag @Pepperpash