Dear Diary,

My name is Isabella, Isabella Anderson; and I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Not one day, have I ever been happy. I don't know why I'm still living.

I live with my mum, dad, my three sisters, and two brothers. My siblings are all older than me and have achieved great grades; which puts pressure, on me, to live up to their standard. I get left alone most of the time, my parents leave me alone to fend for myself. It's not that they don't care, it's that they don't think they need to take care of me, as I am the 6th child!

To be honest, my life is a misery. I'm not going to go to University like my siblings. My parents are disappointed in me for liking Dance and Art; rather than the more academic subjects.

All I want is one good day: where I don't disappoint my parents, where I don't hate myself, where I don't hate my life, when I don't have to live up to certain expectations!

I have no friends. Well, I used to have one, but he's left for the USA now, so I don't see him anymore. He was the only person that could really understand me; but in never got the chance to say goodbye. He was there one day, gone the next; no good-bye letter, no address or phone number I could contact him on!

My puppy, Jack, is the only one that can really understand me! But he can't talk, so oh well! He's grown up with me! He was a present from my parents on my 5th birthday; I know, a bit young right. He's my comfort really; he's always there to cheer me up a little, just so that I wake up in the morning and get on with me day. He's keeping me alive.

I don't even know why I'm writing this. Who am I even writing to? I should probably be studying; but I can't be bothered so...

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Wow! First chapter done!
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Shout out to LeLe_Ray for everything you've done for me! ❤️
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~ theEEKstoryteller