Chapter 1 - 'Not now!...'

Clara's PoV

I'd like to say that it was just an ordinary day that I had spent at my flat, but it really wasn't. In case you didn't know... I'm about 7 and a half months pregnant.

I want to say that I'm not going through a pregnancy on my own, but I really am. If he hadn't left me then none of this would have happened.

I mean the pregnancy would have happened, but it wouldn't of ended up like this. My life is such a mess. I can barely move now, being almost 8 months pregnant means that your rather large and there's not a whole lot that you can do.

There's not a whole lot of places that you can go either. It was when I started to notice an feel unprecedented pain coming from my stomach that I knew something was up.

I jumped up (as fast as you can when your up the duff) and rang my dad. 'Hey dad... Should I be having contractions this early?' I asked him subtly and he nearly dropped the phone.

'No. If I was you... I would get to the hospital' he said urgently. I decided to call Nina, because I needed someone.

'Your fine. I'm sure everything is going to be just fine' she said and I smirked. 'I'd like to say that your right... But right now there is an actual person trying to force its way out of me, so if we could please just get a move on' I complained and she nodded grabbing the bag and stuffing a few extra things in it.

'Are you sure you don't want to ring the father?' Nina said and I shook my head. 'I've tried previously. He won't pick up anyway' I said a bit depressed.

*7 and 1/2 Months Previous. March*

Clara's PoV

I was so excited that he had asked me on a date. I could barely keep my eyes off him.

The damn green in his eyes turns me on so much. I thought we were going to leave earth for the date but when he came up with something so normal as going to a hotel for drinks, I was shocked.

I knew very quickly as soon as he had kissed me once, that tin fa were going to kick up a notch, and get extremely heated very fast, so I prepared myself mentally for what could completely ruin our friendship forever.

'Doctor? We're in a hotel' I whispered into his mouth. Now I'm not the kind of person who sleeps with the guy on the first date.

I don't sleep around. But with him, I would do anything. Be a throng for him. I thought he might find it awkward. I didn't even know if humans and time lords sleeping together was possible.

Who knows what he hides in his trousers. He didn't respond, but he pulled us out of the bar.

I don't know what he did, or how he did it, but he didn't let go of my mouth the whole way up in the lift. It was amazing to finally be kissing this man.

The man I've dreamt about kissing for two years.

He pushed me through the door and we fell onto the bed after he locked the door.

He landed on top of me and so I rolled until he was underneath. He can do what he likes, but I'm initiating this.

This was going to ruin our friendship, so if there was no relationship after this I could loose my best friend. Right now though, that would be worth it to have sex with him. I would do anything to have sex with this man, and it's been that way for a very long time.

I was on top of him, quickly and smoothly removing the bow tie from around his neck and he shrugged the jacket off as he sat up.

I then proceeded to unbutton his shirt one by one until I could feel every inch of his chest.

I ran my right hand up his chest, whilst continuing to kiss him, he let a moan out into my mouth as I caressed his perfect chest.

Who would have thought that under the nerdy attire there would be such an attractive and muscular figure hidden.

He began at that point to start taking control as he unbuttoned my shirt. I had lost the jacket a while a go and was left straddling him in my bra. He smoothly swung me off his legs and pushed me into the bedsheets but didn't once let go of my mouth as he shrugged his shirt off.

I wasn't sure how far this was going to go. I wanted it to go as far as it possibly could with him, but I don't know what he's thinking.

Then again, I'm really nervous. I want so badly too have sex with this man.

He has done everything right in the last few weeks, so if he's been edging his way into my pants, he's definitely gained the privilege.

He began to kiss my neck then, as his lips carefully brushed and teased my neck, probably leaving an uncountable amount of marks down my neck.

I felt his hands running circles on my stomach making me feel nervous and I didn't know what to do with my hands other than run them through his hair.

It sent tingles down my spine at his touch and I involuntarily arched up with pleasure, moaning with every breath.

I felt him smile into my neck then that he had successfully done that and so I began to caress his back while he slipped off my leggings, it didn't take too long for him to be witnessing me in my underwear.

If I had been a little more sober I would have been freaking out and more concerned about my looks. He leant carefully over me and came back to my neck. 'Are you sure about this Clara. We don't have to go any further' he whispered.

He was evidently concerned about how I was taking all of this.

I was taking it all very well for some strange reason, and we'd already got this far so why not. I threw caution to the wind and nodded carefully so he knew it was okay to proceed and let out a breathless moan of: 'Yes'. At least he was a gentleman about it, and didn't go straight for the deed.

This time he kissed my mouth and I felt him bite my bottom lip, looking for entrance to my mouth. I allowed it, after a moment of his teasing and groaning.

His tongue entered my mouth once I allowed it, and he tasted amazing. So sweet and sensual. He didn't even taste like he had been drinking. I dread to think what my mouth tasted like.

After which he smiled into my mouth more and he leant down unclasping my bra expertly.

I wondered why he was exploring my back, and my bra was swung off. He didn't even stop to look but I'm sure he would remember it though. He kissed me on the lips again and did something else.

As he did kiss me I noticed that he was playing with me from over my underwear. I could feel his hand working magic and I started to feel nervous. I wasn't sure how or what he was going to do. I mean how exactly does this work?

He let go of my face, and looked at me as he went back between my legs.

I watched as he started to play games with me a little bit. But then I decided I wanted some control so I sat up and pushed him down playfully and laid on top of him.

He smirked at my game and I giggled as my hands lingered at his trousers so I pulled them down fast. Faster than I originally intended too and took his underwear with it.

I felt bad about that because it made me look desperate, and I really didn't want him to think of me as desperate, but he humoured this and rid of my underwear for good as well then.

This was it. This was the moment. We're both completely naked, so there's definitely no going back now.

There was no stopping us though as I sat on his lap. I didn't argue then because I wanted it and I was the one who sat on him. I stared then into his deep green eyes.

He looked younger today, he looked younger right now. Like he doesn't have the weight of the universe on his shoulders right now. He pushed me down and started to move at a variety of different paces over me.

The groans grew louder between us and I just hoped we didn't have any hotel neighbours.

I felt hot and exhausted as we both were there, and he finished underneath me in pleasure and pure happiness.

He leant over me and kissed me on the lips before grinning about what he was going to do next. 'Relax Clara. You'll like this bit' he said and I listened to him. I don't know why but around him I felt relaxed anyway. He rested his hands on my waist and stomach.

I didn't know how to react, as he went into overdrive and I felt my stomach get warmer and warmer. I gripped the bedsheets with my fists as everything washed away from me and I began to loose control slightly.

I was trying so hard to keep the moans low, and not give him all the satisfaction of getting me to a climax.

Then however as I arched upwards in pleasure, I felt something in my stomach I've never, ever felt before.

At that moment I couldn't even think because I had lost control over my own body and started to squirm underneath him.

He smiled when it happened and I knew there was no control for me now. I felt the wave release. Nothing was said between us then. The moment was essentially left.

We collapsed and tiredness came over me. So I fell asleep easily in his arms, which I was rather happy about.