TOMORROW, TODAY
CHAPTER TEN
❝SOMEBODY LET ME KNOW, TELL ME WHICH WAY TO GO, 'CAUSE I DON'T, DON'T, DON'T KNOW.❞

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      Rosé couldn't bring herself to enjoy Atlanta as much as she'd like. She's been to America before, mainly for trips like this where she'd accompany her mother for filming. But she never got to do the tourist things like sightseeing or eating local mom-and-pop restaurants.

      She sat in the staff trailer in her mom's seat with her laptop on one side and her tablet on the other. Her mother told her that she was done for the day and she was free to do whatever. Rosé, being the dedicated artist she is, decided to work on Falling Dimensions.

      "I heard Roseanne Cha is in here," a familiar voice spoke up. She turned around to see none other than Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan at the door. The two charming men smiled at the rest of the staff as they entered the large trailer.

      "Uncle Chris," Rosé greeted. She quickly saved her artwork on her tablet and turned it off before she stood up from her seat.

      Chris groaned at the word placed before his name before he hugged the girl. "God, you sure know how to make a man feel old, Roseanne."

      "You're the one who told me to call you that," Rosé reminded in a teasing tone as she stuck her hand out to shake Sebastian's hand. "Hi, nice to meet you, big fan of your work."

      Sebastian blinked at how surprisingly mature she is. He's heard countless stories from btoh Annie Shin and Robert, the two would dote on them and gush about their energy and talents. But no matter how positive her words may seem he couldn't ignore the tired look in her eyes or the forced smile on her face, something almost unheard of when it came to the Cha siblings.

      Still, he was in no position to ask as he had just met her. Instead Sebastian shook her hand and smiled, "Likewise. Roseanne, right?"

      Rosé winced at the mention of her full name and shook her head. "Yes, but these days I go by Rosé instead."

      Chris chuckled, "Bit of a pompous name don't you think?"

      She pouted as she jokingly crossed her arms across her chest. "Well I think it's a bold name for someone as unique as I am, don't you think Uncle Chris?"

      The actor placed his hands up in surrender before he ruffled her hair with his hand. "It's been awhile kid, but I don't think you've gotten any taller. Told you that early growth spurt won't do much in the end, Rose."

      Rosé huffed out a breath as he emphasized her nickname without the accented e. If it was anyone else she would've drop kicked them for calling her by such a boring nickname. He's lucky he's Chris Evans. Then again, she's had a crush on him since she was fourteen.

      "Did you just come to visit me to make fun of me? Look, I know I'm the shortest sibling, I get it. But dad always said the smallest chili was always the strongest."

      Sebastian nearly spat out his coffee at the saying but refrained and swallowed too quickly. The drink burned his throat, but it held back his laughter. Chris, on the other hand, burst out laughing whilst clutching his left side of his chest.

      The Captain America actor calmed down, but his stomach ached from laughing so much. "Rose, I don't think your dad was referring to your height when he said that."

      "What else could he be talking — Oh, okay. No, now I understand."

      Chris wiped away the tears in his eyes before he walked over to Annie's desk where Rosé's laptop was set up. He crouched down and stared at the screens before scrolling down.

      "These are really nice, Rose," he complimented with awe in his voice. He looked up at the young adult and jabbed at the laptop with his thumb, "Did you draw these?"

      With a soft blush across her pale cheeks she nodded slowly. Rosé took her lower lip in between her teeth. This was the first time someone other than her family members or Kelsey or Seth knew about her artwork. As far as everyone else knew they all believed Rosé spent a majority of her time wasting her life on the internet.

      Everyone pitied her as they thought she had nothing going on for her. Whilst everyone knew that Noah was musically talented they always wondered about the youngest twin. Noah never hid his love for music, he was always the type to express what he loves, what he wants, and what captures his attention.

      But Rosé was the opposite. She couldn't express what she loves, what she wants, and what captures her attention. Maybe that's why things don't always go her way even when she wants them to. Because no one knows what she wants, no one cares enough to ask.

      "It's nothing special. It's just a few doodles I made," Rosé lied as the two actors looked and scrolled through the different panels of her comic book.

      She prayed that Chris or Sebastian didn't have butter fingers and delete her work. That was five hours worth of sketching. Not to mention one hour of meticulously shading and coloring.

      "You're really, really good, Rose," Chris complimented.

      He still couldn't wrap his mind around her talent. He remembered when they had first met on the set of the first Avengers film and the young girl had drawn him in his get-up. Back then her drawings were better than what he's seeing from kids her age and now she was more than amazing, phenomenal even.

      "What's this for?" Sebastian asked her as his eyes remained on the details of what appears to be the male lead. He noticed the little curls in the guy's hair and the perfect shadowing for his already pale skin. "He looks kind of familiar if you look at it real closely."

      Rosé giggled nervously as she glanced back and forth between the two. She prayed that they didn't piece the clues together. She couldn't let Tom see this book, not now not ever. Especially when he has a girlfriend.

      How stupid would that make her look? Drawing a comic book about her crush on her best friend. She couldn't lose him as a best friend.

      "I made the character up honestly. Got a few pictures from a few celebrities and mashed it up," Rosé lied through her teeth. She then quickly threw her arm around Chris' shoulders to catch his attention. "Uncle Chris, wanna take me to get some coffee? Mom doesn't allow it."

      "Sure, kid."

      No one can know about this. I can't let them find out about my crush on Tom, she told herself bitterly as she walked in between the two actors. Rosé harshly tugged on the hem of her skirt. I need to stop this crush on Tom immediately.

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queen kelsey:
you mind telling me what's going on??
delivered 4:32 PM

rosie posey:
don't start with me please
delivered 4:35 PM

queen kelsey:
uh no I will start with you what the hell is this rosé?
delivered 4:35 PM

queen kelsey:
the file you sent me are new chapters, REPLACED chapters of the ones you were planning to publish
delivered 4:35 PM

rosie posey:
there are more okay I'll send them later on
delivered 4:37 PM

queen kelsey:
THERES MORE?
delivered 4:37 PM

queen kelsey:
this isn't what you planned. why are theo and reyna separating? it doesn't make sense for the book. the whole premise of the book is them working together to stop the titans yet you're making them separate?
delivered 4:37 PM

rosie posey:
BECAUSE I CANT WRITE THEM TOGETHER
delivered 4:38 PM

rosie posey:
I can't write them out as just friends or have reyna like theo anymore. the story can't go on any longer
delivered 4:38 PM

queen kelsey:
what happened
delivered 4:39 PM

rosie posey:
I based this book off my life, at least the relationships. I based katherine and reyna's friendship off of you and I. the same goes for reyna and theo.
delivered 4:39 PM

rosie posey:
but they never end up together because it's not accurate to what actually happened
delivered 4:39 PM

rosie posey:
kels he has a girlfriend
delivered 4:40 PM

queen kelsey:
how are you holding up baby girl?
delivered 4:41 PM

rosie posey:
terrible and on top of it all seth confessed that he likes me
delivered 4:41 PM

queen kelsey:
son of a bitch I told him to wait
delivered 4:41 PM

rosie posey:
it's not his fault kels
delivered 4:45 PM

rosie posey:
it's hard to make something up no matter how much I want it to happen. he has a girlfriend there's nothing I can do about that. I shouldn't be mad that he chose her over me since he doesn't know how I feel
delivered 4:45 PM

queen kelsey:
then tell him, tell him how you feel
delivered 4:46 PM

rosie posey:
then wouldn't that be selfish of me to do so? he just told me he had a girlfriend and I tell him that I like him. wouldn't that put us both in a terrible situation?
delivered 4:47 PM

rosie posey:
it'd be selfish of me to expect him to like me back all of a sudden with my confession. and it'd be selfish of him to stop talking to me because I put us in a bad place
delivered 4:47 PM

rosie posey:
this isn't a fairytale kels this is real life. I'm a person not some character in a book. I feel things, I react a certain way. I'm not someone I can make up. 
delivered 4:48 PM

rosie posey:
this isn't a story about two best friends falling in love. I'm not a shitty person where I'd break them up or make him choose between me and him.
delivered 4:48 PM

queen kelsey:
but you deserve happiness rosie
delivered 4:49 PM

rosie posey:
I can be happy without a boyfriend. I'll be okay don't worry
delivered 4:51 PM

rosie posey:
do you think you can remake the background music for the rest? I'm sorry
delivered 4:51 PM

queen kelsey:
of course but next time please tell me these things okay? I love you rosie
delivered 4:52 PM

rosie posey:
I love you too
delivered 4:55 PM

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A/N;

Hello! So I'm finally back home and I am so relieved because now I can update on my laptop rather than my phone! So don't be surprised if you get a bunch of notifications of me updating or editing, because really it's just me editing this shit.

Dedicated to slutbands because her comments made me laugh and she seems like a lovely girl!

Much Love Guys.

( written: august 9, 2017 )
( published: august 10, 2017 )