[two weeks later]

"Hello, sorry I can't answer your call right now. I am either really busy or ignoring you but leave a message after the beep"

"I know I said I would stop but I can't stop. I miss you Emily."

[two weeks and one day later]

"Hello, sorry I can't answer your call right now. I am either really busy or ignoring you but leave a message after the beep"

"You know why I'm obsessed with Taylor Swift? Back when I was in hospital there was this girl called Layla she had lung cancer. She was only six years old. She was obsessed with Taylor Swift and I promised her we would go see her after she got better. But she died."

[two weeks and two days later]

"Hello, sorry I can't answer your call right now. I am either really busy or ignoring you but leave a message after the beep"

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I was so insecure back then thinking I had no chance with you, thinking my weight defined me. The numbers kept playing in my mind and I shouldn't have thought so badly if you. I'm the idiot. I'm the Douchebag and I'm so sorry."