Nak tak nak, aku terpaksa keluar awal daripada Zakwan. Dari tengah hari tadi fikiran aku terganggu. Sejak berita syarikat CyberTech kena hack.
Aku menuju kembali ke rumah sementara aku tu. Well, being sementara since I am just about two to three days here.
Aku tak nak bertanya kepadanya. Tetapi, aku terpaksa juga bertanya, kepada orang yang membuat keluargaku berpecah-belah, itu pun kalau dia ada masa.
Aku juga tertanya-tanya jika abang mengambil berat. Atau, mungkin abang dah tak kisah apa yang terjadi. Dia terlalu holding the grudge dengan sikap orang itu, ayah kami.
Well, I don't blame him. If anything, I blame myself, for being "genius". Everyone said that.
Abang rapat dengan mak. Tapi... mak dah tak ada. No one gonna say "tak apa," to him anymore. At most, not me, not dad.
Abang benci kami berdua. One, because I am "genius". hate that title. Two, ayah agak memilih kasih. Ayah sentiasa being too hard on him. As the future head family, dia not that good. At least, bagi ayah.
But, that's why I don't like to talk with that old man. Apa yang dia fikir is about his future, the company's future. He often smiled to me, but have hard time on Rizal. Abang is just not like him. I am.
Jadi, as typical corporate daughter, aku rasa aku yang akan jadi ketua keluarga. More reason abang will be pissed off.
I have to live like that, huh?
AKu ingat nak telefon dad right now, in the middle of walking. But, I am afraid that people will know I am the daughter of Hishamuddin, the current owner of CyberTech. Aku ada bad history with that.
Ha... now, the old memories is coming, di mana semua orang tahu aku ni anak ketua syarikat CyberTech. People faking around. I hate that.
I wonder what his reaction will be? Well, knowing him, he probably go with "pergi matilah, anak orang kaya yang tak berusaha!" kind of thing.
Don't get me wrong. It's actually quite funny, for me. Aku suka tengok perangai pelik dia tu. Sekejap emo, sekejap normal. I bet, if something good happen to him, he probably go with "don't worry, I am happy right now. So, I will save your asses," kind of thing. Tapi itulah, susah juga nak tengok dia happy.
Dia currently tertekan with the current society. More worse, dia tertekan disebabkan minah yang dia selalu stalk tu. That girl, based on her message, no wonder dia jadi mereng. She is way nicer than me.
Mamat tu pula jenis yang selalu dibenci oleh kaum perempuan. So, yeah, aku rasa dia nak perempuan tu jadi hak milik dia. But at the same time, dia tahu itu tak mungkin. Tapi daripada gaya dia bermesej dengan perempuan tu, he is kind of memaksa diri dia untuk lebih terseksa.
Wish he just forget about her.
Sampai sahaja di bilik, aku mendapati bahawa Auni masih tiada. Ya, aku sebilik dengan dia. This is really perfect time for me to call him. I don't want anyone knows about my status. Aku nak jadi budak biasa-biasa sahaja di universiti ini.
Aku nak bertanya kepada abang, but he won't answer the call at all. I know, because of experience. Aku terus menekan nombor telefon ayah di dalam telefon bimbit aku. Well, not a fan to talk with dad, but I don't have any other choice.
"Hello," jawab satu suara garau yang menakutkan.
"Hello, ayah."
....
"Ah, Nia. It's been a while. Tukar nombor lagi, ye?"
"I need an explanation about the attacks."
"Right into business, huh? Nampaknya apa yang ayah ajarkan memang kamu amalkan. By the way, ayah sihat sahaja, thank you."
Ayah, Hishamuddin bin Talib. A man with dangerous charisma. Have a tense voice, terrible enough that makes him a winner.
No one play around with him.
"Well, dad, you teaches me a lot. So, yeah, right into business. Anything else is unnecessary," balasku pula dengan suara yang agak tense, sama seperti yang dia ajar.
This is a part of me that people won't know. Dark side of me, maybe.
"Haha, fine. Kamu memang patut tahu pun memandangkan kamu bakal mewarisi empayar besar ini."
"Tell me how they do it."
"Hahaha," ayah ketawa. Honestly, I don't care.
"Disebabkan kamu seorang yang cerdas akalnya, jadi ayah rasa kamu sudah tahu bahawa mereka menggunakan teknik DDOS. The thing is that they use a lot of computer, di mana setiap komputer itu berada di negara yang berbeza."
"Orang-orang ayah berjaya remote access for each of the computers in four hours, but the thing is that each computer isn't any of the hacker's properties. Setiap komputer itu, adalah end user yang tidak beberapa mahir with the computers. Kenapa ayah cakap macam tu? Jawapannya mudah."
"Ayah menggunakan khidmat The Eyes, the anonymous hackers. Mereka track all the records of each end user of each computer, and found that they are just ordinary people yang ada masalah."
What? The Eyes? Orang biasa yang bermasalah?
"Did you just admit that you using hacker's help? And retrieve the information illegally? Dan apa maksud ayah yang dia orang ni bermasalah?"
"Hahaha. Well, my little angel, I have to. Ayah nak tracking the hackers. The thing is kalau kita guna saluran betul, memang lambat. I hate waiting."
"Also, dia orang ni bermasalah kerana some of the end user ni ada criminal record, discipline problem, alcoholic and all. They have been set up by someone. Wait, that's might not be true. For now, let's say there is an organization, not individual."
Aku mengeluh sedikit.
"Macam mana kalau yang hacking itu adalah The Eyes sendiri?"
"Hah! Of course you gonna think like that. Unfortunately, The Eyes sendiri diserang oleh anonymous hackers ni. From what they told me, It's like a war between the hackers. Terrible."
Jadi, ianya seperti gangster bergaduh sesama sendiri. What a plain idiot.
"It's not like I really care what you are up to, dad. I hope our company's system isn't being compromise, either from The Eyes or this anonymous hackers."
Keadaan senyap.
"No, we didn't. Honestly, we didn't. Nothing destroyed, nothing being steal. Ayah rasa ianya hanyalah satu sabotaj murahan."
Nothing being compromised? Seriously?
"How you can be so sure?"
Aku terdengar satu hembusan nafas yang berbunyi seperti dia sedang menahan ketawa.
"Don't look down on me, Nia. I know what I have said. Everyone here isn't third rate workers. Percaya atau tidak, ayah sudah pastikan bahawa setiap seorang daripada pekerja di sini cukup layak untuk memegang jawatan penting. They are the best of the best. Any idiot workers isn't allowed to work here. Dekat sini, tiada seorang pun pengampu."
Indeed. Ayah mementingkan kesempurnaan, dalam semua benda. Dia juga begitu sempurna. Hasil didikan Tokki memang menakutkan. He's a monster. Kesempurnaan adalah segala-galanya.
"I don't mind if you wanna apply your weird yet terrible behaviour at your workplace. But to think that you applied to your own and only son, that's terrible, dad."
"Ha! I don't need any defected product. He is incapable to make this company run smoothly, I can assure you that."
Apa yang dia kisah hanyalah prosperity dia dan syarikat dia.
"I care less, dad. Nia tak nak dengar ayah kutuk abang lagi lepas ni," kataku kecewa.
"Hahaha," ketawanya dengan nada mengejek.
Aku mematikan telefon bimbitku. Ah, penat menghadap orang tua yang begini. Menyakitkan hati, memeningkan kepala. Thanks to his kesempurnaan, keluarga ini berpecah-belah. Itulah satu sikap yang aku tak suka pasal ayah aku, kesempurnaan.
Aku mengeluh panjang. Disebabkan perangai dia, hubungan aku dengan abang agak teruk. Aku memang rasa sangat bersalah kerana dilahirkan dengan keadaan yang serba lengkap.
Ha... that's why I need a help from him. I hope, one day, he will save me.