I missed the funeral since I was out cold

Things weren't falling into what I thought was love and kindness that day when I got home from school. The apartment that I once shared with Greenland was bear, she was gone. My phone went off. It was a text message from her. I sighed knowing that she's fine but the message after her hello wasn't very loving

(The text

Greenland: hey!

Me: hey how come your not a home love?

Greenland: sorry Persephone.. but I think it's best if we broke up.. I'm with Japan now

Me:oh ok..)

I never felt so alone in this world of mine .. I didn't know what I'm gonna do anymore. Was it me or maybe I wasn't good enough for her. I had no clue. I was too hurt to talk or play music anymore..

I felt as if I had died inside..

I never actually knew how to love someone until I was shown by Greenland. Ill never forget the way she used to love my music and sing along to it, or how we used to cuddle and kiss..

This is the path that was fallen on me, a dark void that I'm free falling in..

I don't think I should go out anymore..

( a/n to shinyumberon1 *Hetalia_North_Pole please show this to your sister* : I know you may seem mad at me but.. can we at least be a couple?  I know this is stupid that I can't ask you out loud but here.. I seem relaxed to ask this.. )