I don't like these crowded events. It makes me uncomfortable. A ball is also another level of danger. You get a dress, then you gotta wear it all day, you have to get a date with a girl, you gotta dance. Its all just pointless. Useless. Just why do we even have stuff like this.

"ROSE SAID SHE'LL THINK ABOUT ITTTT!!!!!!" Scorpius came screaming in the slytherin common room. "She's just making you run around, I think she already likes you." I said least interested in the topic. "Who are you going with anyways?" Scorpius asked. "Who's your lucky girl?" Scorpius teased. "I'm going with no one. Its over Scorpius. I don't want to talk about."I said annoyed. "Al, you can't be alone and the ball! It'll be fun! I promise!"Scorpius said. "I'm not going, if you want you go alone, stop persuding me please."I said and got up away. Scorpius has honestly became a pain these days always talking about quidditch, relationships and girls. He wasn't like this before. He still is great at academics but still. I miss that scorpius who used to be my friend and not the jerk stalking Rose and trynna constantly impress her. I feel lonely. Honestly even sometimes depressed. I'm too scared to tell anyone that I need medical help or they'll be extra kind and stuff and that's weird and makes me feel sick.

1 Month Later:

It was the day of the ball, scorpius was getting ready with his black silky dress robes. "Do I look good? Omg! Is my hair ok? I think the side is messed up. Oh no where is that powder!!!! My shoes, My shoes!!! Wait. Al, you were serious? You're not going?"  Scorpius said perplexed. "You thought I was Lying?" I asked in a questioning tone. "Do I look good?" He asked. "You look good enough for a average like Rose." I said boringly. "DON'T DARE INSULT MY ROSIE!!!!!!!!" Scorpius screamed. "I'm telling the truth, I'm sorry if you can't accept it, there are way better girls than Rose, Example : Polly Chapman, Micheala Stone, Lily Potter, Charlotte Hopkins... "I said, "For me only Rose is the most beautiful girl" Scorpius said. "Come to reality. What do you do after Rose accepts you, don't dare talk to me after that Malfoy... I'll be honest the past few months you jus obsessed over Rose and you were using me to get to her, what will you do after that huh? Look Malfoy, I'll be honest... You're no longer my friend." I said and went out of the dorm as scorpius screamed "AL! WAIT I DID-".

I walked to the astronomy tower and stared at the evening sky. I took my Runes book and started studying. It felt nice to tell Scorpius how I really felt. I feel quite bad for leaving him hanging though. Then I wondered... In this big world wasn't there not a single soul who actually likes or understands me...If you are there. Where are you if you are there? Why can't I find you? I need you. I'll be searching for you... But you please take efforts too... I'm waiting

I DON'T KNOW BUT I FEEL THIS IS HELL CUTE!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHO TO SHIP ALBUS WITH...

I'LL BE HONEST, ALBUS REMINDS ME OF ME.

EVEN I WONDER IF I'LL EVER FIND A PERSON WHO UNDERSTANDS ME...

I LOVE YALL SO MUCH

LOVE YALL SEE YA IN THE OTHER SIDEEEEE!!!!!

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