🌸ڿڰۣ-P̠O̠V̠ P̠a̠t̠r̠i̠c̠e̠

When I answered my phone my voice was shaky and I had to clear my throat before I answered.

"Mummy yuh alright?"

The concern in Deenie's voice caused me to look at my reflection. In all honesty, I looked thoroughly fucked. I reach up to use my free hand to button the undone buttons of the bodice of my dress.

I was quite a sight. My eyes were looking wild, my lips were swollen from the hungry kisses that Medz subjected them to and my face was flushed red. I gave up on the buttons and tried to smooth in the flyaways of my high-top ponytail. My dress was showing more wrinkles than I cared for.

The woman who had after arriving at Maleek's parents and had taken the time to bathe, style her hair and do her make-up was gone, in her place stood a total emotional mess.

I gave up on fixing my hair as well and answered. "Yes baby, yuh good?"

"Yes mommy," she replied. "Mama and I going over to Miss Murlene dead yaad."

I was surprised at this. I would have thought Mama would have stayed away as our families were at odds with each other.

"Ok, just the two of yuh?" I ask turning away from the mirror.

"Yeah, mommy. Aunty Patrice seh she and Jae not coming," she answered. "I'm going now, just calling to check up on you."

"Ok hun," I told her smiling. "Love you, baby."

"Love you too mommy," she returned and said to my surprise. "Tell your friend hi for mi."

Before I could say anything she hang up. I lean against the face basin and stared down on the white tiles then down at my black double-buckled studded ankle strap push-toe slippers.

What have I walked into with Maleek? Were my desires far more than just an affair and having a meaningful relationship ever going to manifest because it was constantly clouded by deep sexual attraction to him? Was it all about the sex?

I sighed and ran my hands across my face. I felt like I just wanted to lock myself away and hide but I wanted that to stop being my solution as it never got me what I wanted and only brought forth more problems to straighten out.

A knock on the door startled me out of my deep thoughts and I look towards the door as another knock sounded.

I open the door to see Medz standing there he walked in and clothes the door behind him after handing me the clean underwear. I smiled at him liking the fact that he remembers I disliked wearing cum soaked undies.

"Want help?" he asks leaning on the door and staring at me.

"Sure," I smile thinking how such a small space was going to constitute him helping me but I was up for the challenge.

He moved away from where he stood and said, "Ease up mek mi tek off yuh panty."

I moved slightly away from the washstand which caused our bodies to press into each other and the spicey earthy scent that cling to the aqua blue hoody he wore had me once again salivating for him.

I willed myself to be calm as he pulled up my dress to my waist and then hook his finger into the flimsy elastic bands that nestled against my waist.

"Yuh know seh a mi a di only man fi a tek off yuh panty," he said against the side of my head his warm breath making the loose flyaways fan against my temple and my cheek.

I did not respond and his fingers tighten the hold of the elastic bands causing the lace to press into my center. I trembled.

"Yuh ere weh mi seh?"

This was not some weird foreplay shit he was freaking serious. This was Maleek telling me that there would be no running away or hiding. What we had was the starting of something that was going to comprise him being the only dominant male. He was not going to let another come between us.

"Yuh av a nex man Pat?"

I knew he wanted me to come clean about Odean. I swallowed and shook my head negatively.

"Mi nuh roll certain way enuh wah a fi mi a fi," he said his voice low and firm like his grip on my undies. "Mi nuh tek man ooman but know if di bwoy weh yuh mek put e han inna mi face a fuck yuh mi naah guh share. Suh as of tonight yuh know seh all ties cut wid him."

I open my mouth to speak but the feel of my panty sliding over my hips and down my thighs with the warm grazing of his fingers made speech impossible all I did was stand there reveling in the tranquil feel of his fingers sliding on my bare thighs.

"Yuh shouldn't tear down the walls yuh put up between us Patrice if yuh nuh plan fi av mi up inna yuh life completely," he told me, "I've waited too long for the opportunity to enter into your life and now that I am here I won't be taking second place."

My underwear was now pooled at my ankles and the tips of his fingers were brushing my thighs with feather-like strokes.

"Mi nuh inna no joke ting and now that yuh tek tings pan e level weh mi always want e mi naah guh back down."

There was a note in his voice that spoke clearly of the seriousness of that which he was bringing across to me. I gulped in a much-needed breath of air because never had I felt so close to becoming undone.

Did I have it in me to make what we now have permanent? Was I able to walk away from Odean completely? What was it that I wanted?

He had reached for one of the wash rags on the narrow space saver and with a dollop of hand wash followed by wetting it under the pipe, he proceeded to get me cleaned up.

I was now gripping the edge of the sink my knuckles losing color at the brutal hold I had on it. I could not believe that laying your all down could be a seduction.

I was being seduced by wanting more than what I bargained for with Medz. I was enticed by his authority and the prominence on which he valued what he felt for me.

I was both sexually and mentally transfixed by the man that was tenderly cleaning away the remnants of our lovemaking. I ran to Medz when I could have waited on OD as I did for almost nine years and I was still running to him.

I could have refused his invitation but I wanted to share more than just sexual escapades with him. I wanted to part take in his life and make discoveries about him, know the things and people that he held dear, and deep down I wanted him to know about mine.

I watch as he took my hand that had the clean underwear loosing both it and my death grip on the sink. He made no effort to get me in it instead he tilted my head up and look down into my face.

"Everything yuh want yuh a guh get it with mi. Mi nuh care wah yuh n him did av are share are what him a tell yuh seh.

It obvious a nuh nothing fi hold yuh are yuh wouldn't deh here with me, mi know yuh like dat Patrice.

Yuh might even a carry mi child an dat is another bigger game changer."

Fuck I had forgotten about that!

Seriously goodie?

For all time for my crosses' inner voice to appear it's now. I groaned inwardly and look at Medz his face serious but his eyes brimming with emotion.

"There are things we need to discuss but for now, I want you to reflect on what I've said."

His finger caressed my lips and the hard lines in his expression softened as he leaned in to gently kiss my lips. I return the kiss as a feeling of contentment filled my insides with a warm sense of security.

"Come mek mi help yuh put on weh mi alone fi a tek off."

I couldn't help but smile as without hesitation he bent and gently remove the panty nestled around my ankles.

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