Kartik's pov

It's been 2weeks since we are working with each other. We are at ease in working. I love working with her!!...I love when she makes a cute face when she is confused. I love when she gets frustrated and throws pages here and there blabbering to herself. Actually,I love her!!
I love her so much!!

I have never spent this much time with her which I spent in these days and every second when I see her,feel her.. I fall for  her more!!

It was night and like every other night,I was thinking about her.. not just thinking but living her. When I think about her, everything becomes so calm ,so peaceful,so beautiful. She is my beautiful dream. I love her goddamn much. I can't even describe how much!!

She lives in me!!

And Now I have Decided that I will tell her what do I feel about her?
That I have fallen for her !!
That I want her to the first person I wake up to and want her the last person when I sleep.
I want to spend every day, every hour, every min and every sec with her.

I am very happy and nervous too!!

What will be her answer?
Does she also feel the same for me?
What if she doesn't?

After these thoughts,Naira's eyes came into my mind. I visualised her beautiful eyes which were full of love and adoration for me.

I just can't keep this in my heart for long. I have to tell her. I every time stop myself from speaking those three magical words-'I love you' but tomorrow I will tell her. I will pour my heart out in front of her!!

The decision will be hers but my love won't get affected by her answer. I will still love her irrespective of the decision.

But still my heart pained!
What if she says no!!
That thought crossed  my mind and I don't know how to console myself!
If it will happen then Idk what will I gonna do!!

Can't I think a little positive. I avoided that question. I just don't want to think about that.

I was going through mixed feelings of excitement, happiness and a lot of nervousness!!

Many thoughts were hovering in my mind and there was no end of it but the thought that I am going to confess my love to her was giving me so many butterflies in my stomach!!

Finally,I will tell her that I love her.
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Next morning,I woke up early and started doing preparations.

I was so happy. Once I did preparations. I came to dress up.

I stood in front of mirror and started rehearsing how to propose her!!

I wanted it to be natural but the thing is what if I won't be able to say what I want to say and stood there like a dumb,A statue or would stutter so to prevent that I was rehearsing!

Man!..I am nervous like anything!!

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Naira's pov!

It was Sunday,
So I was in my room thinking about none other than kartik and as usual struck between the fight of heart and mind!

Just then a beep of notification interrupted me.

It was kartik's message!

Great!!

K-Hey Naira, actually I want you at my hotel now. I have some very urgent work. Please do come. Please!!

Why does he want me there?
What's the urgent work?

Oh god!
My heart said I should go!!
I agreed before there was another battle between my heart and mind!!

I left from my home and went to his hotel!!
I saw this hotel after damn 5 years. It was my only way of earning.

I felt nostalgic seeing it after 5 years.

Then I entered inside and saw it  decorated beautifully but there was no one!!

I walked forward that my eyes caught his. I saw him dressed in a black tuxedo looking as charming as ever!!

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Kartik's pov

I was checking everything again. I was nervous is an understatement I was hell nervous!!

Then,My heart started beating faster which told me that the love of my life is near me.

Dhak dhak
dhak dhak!!

I could hear my heartbeats!!

Just then my eyes caught hers... Oh!!..her beautiful eyes!!!!

I was just looking in her eyes ..I could stare in her eyes for my whole life but she broke the eye contact. Oh! I wanted to look in her eyes more but  Then I saw her dressed in a crop top and jeans. She was looking so beautiful in that
The thing is
She always looks this beautiful..!

Now, I was very nervous!
But still I took small steps towards her and held her hand with warmth. She looked perplexed.

"Umm...First I think,We should have some food!"

"Then I have to tell you something"

She just nodded and then I took her to a table with two chairs opposite to it and pulled a chair for her. I made her sit and then we have the dinner in silence.

"Naira, wait a second!!"

She nodded perplexed!!

Then,Its a black out and then spotlight fell on her.

"Kartik" she said couldn't able to understand

I went towards her!

"Naira"I called with all the love I had for her!!

"Please listen to me carefully"

She was bewildered!!

I took her soft hands in mine

"Naira,I wanted to tell you this since long"

Maine tumhe jab  pehli baar dekha tha na,I was attracted towards you but I thought it was just an infatuation but jab tumhara accident hua. I realized that day that
(Then I knelt down on my knees)

I have fallen for you!!
I really really love you Naira,Mai tumse bahut pyaar krta h..
Aur humesha krta rhunga!.. Till my last breath..
I want to live my whole life with you Naira
Pta nhi ye sab kaise hua..kab hua ...pr ye jaanta hu ki bas ho gya ..
Or m chahkr bhi isse kam nhi kr skta!!
Pta h ..jab tumhari ankho main pain dekhta hu na to My heart pains. I can't tolerate tears in your eyes.
I want you to smile.. by heart.
I know jo tum ye smile krti ho..You don't smile by heart. Uske piche pain mujhe saaf saaf dikhta h!!
I want to be the reason of your smile..your actual smile..
I just can't  tell you how much I love you..
You live in me Naira!!
Har jagah ab sirf tum hi dikhti ho..
Ankhe kholu to tum ..band kru to tum..
I love you so much!!
Uss waqt jab tumhara accident hua tha toh..
Mai tut gya tha...
Mujh se dekha nhi jaa rha tha naira.
Aisa lg rha tha maano someone is taking my breath away...
Uske baad wo 5 saal naira...wo 5 saal ..har roz iss hope m uthta tha ki aaj tumse milunga...
Pr aisa kuch nhi hota tha..
Phir waapis raat ko yhi soch kr so jata tha
Ye 5 saal main jee nhi rha tha
I was not myself anymore...
Pr ab jab tum waapis aa gyi ho.
To ab m tumhe apne se door kabhi nhi jaane dunga..or itne time k liye to bilkul bhi nhi...
Mere har sapne m tum ho.. meri har saans m tum ho .. infact meri har cheez m tum hi ho...
I love you Naira.
I have fallen so hard  for you
I have fallen for you!!
Only you!!

Do you also love me?
Do you also feel the same about me?
Please tell me Naira..
Please!!

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