𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝗹𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗵'𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

odd. the idea that i'm now seeing the person who's been my crush for a very long time. i know i'm repeating myself for the hundredth time but, if this isn't a manifestation.

currently we're in cuddling mode, he has snuck me into his house.

"rafe how are we suppose to not get caught wheezie comes in here every five minutes. lucky sarah is willing to cover for you even though she must think you're pleasuring yourself"

he giggles as his face lands in his sheets to muffle his full out laugh.

"no she doesn't" he chuckles more.

"didn't you say and i quote personal things are being handled so distract wheezie for a few hours" my volume low since we don't want anyone to hear us. or at least me.

multiple secret rendezvous have been happening from behind the wreck, the marsh at the edge of town, the spot we discovered after our first date, our first kiss cove.

"could i tell you about how i've been feeling of late?" rafe's voice is soft and small.

"go ahead," i'm watching his facial expression as he says "my struggle is with wanting to do this" he shows me the baggie of cocaine he pulled from his desk drawer.

"yes but don't you have to sell this. it's a huge bag" giving him my best unfazed look.

catching me by surprise he kisses my nose "fuck lilith why are you so smart"

"born this way babe" i continue "do we like babe or prince or rara" his laugh almost gets us caught covering his mouth.

"rara please no, i can get around prince, i call you princess, babe is meh. honey, love, or prince works for me"

"back to our original convo how do i sell when i always dip in my supply" his runs his hands through his hair which makes me focus on his biceps, the pinky ring, his soft hair. wanting those fingers in other places. focus li! focus!

"what if i take it off your hands, sell for you so your handler doesn't hunt you down for payment"

"you'd do that" the concern on his face is evident through the curiosity. "you know somewhere to sell"

nodding "an old spot where my mom would score she took me a few times, it was not too far from the outskirts of town"

"how are you getting there?"

"taking either my dads car or my brothers car"

"are you sure about this?"

"yes, love i'm sure i don't want a relapse my condition was clean and sober i don't want to deal with that shit again" my stern expression startles him a little.

but to seal the deal we kiss and i put the contraband in my purse, looking at the time i realize i'm about to be late for this night out my dad had planned with all of us and vivian.

"rafe i have to leave shit! i'll be beyond late if i don't go now" kissing him i leave the same way we came in his window.

where the fuck are you dad's worried!

lili come on answer

comingggg right now, how mad is he?

they won't seat us until you get here so hurry. we have other things planned remember so this is a time crunch.

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"shit! girls you guys are so lovely, you to ivor" vivian spoke as we are all at this arcade before we go to the movie theater. you know the blind pick a card to make the decisions for the day or date. well we did that but she included us sibs, so the one pick from us four if majority chose thats what we do.

"you gotta step up your game viv i'm beating you" my dad is laughing as the hoop dreams he let die come to life as the race against the clock.

"lu come on look at me i win by default" they kiss quick and continue their race.

me, ivor, and harley are all smiles as we are witnessing our dad have fun, have a smile on his face, fall for someone new when he's been in heartache with loving someone from a distance. someone who didn't love him enough to stay and work.

ivor and i battle in dance dance revolution and i win.

harley versus dad in an air hockey he schools her, there's a few carnival games we all go. ones shooting darts at balloons. the other is water in the mouth of the clown. 2 out of 2 vivian schools us all. getting me and harley stuffed bears big enough to be bean bag chairs for our rooms.

funnel cake, fried golden oreos four jarritos later we head to our next destination.

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our night turning out to be a hit amongst us all, its the next day and i'm driving to the part of town my mom used to take me to distribute the contraband i bagged and separated all with the help of youtube and amazon.

turning off the car, i prepare my energies for the trek and my resting bitch face so no one tries to get one over on me.

"whatcha got?" a woman asks as i reach a decent spot to stand. she's picking at her skin "i got coke, it's $10"

"here" she hands me the money giving her the baggie she goes on her way. "tell people please, trying to get these sold"

nodding she says, "alright"

for almost three hours of my saturday i sell most of my supply. only have at least 40 little baggies left.

looking around i see other dealers on various corners, and spots in the street selling different drugs. many of the people purchasing live in the abandoned apartment building in front of me. it looks like it has history maybe even haunted.

"you're new here" this woman with a cigarette in her mouth is talking to me her curly hair picking up in the wind she adds, "you owe someone money kook"

i scoff before answering "someone i know has a debt to pay i'm only here for one day, not coming back"

"sure, prissy the names gretchen see you around?"

"lizzie"

"nice to meet ya" she hands a person a vial of liquid that looks green.

one more hour then i'm outta here thinking to myself as i stretch. my phones in the car as i'm imaging the missed calls and texts.

"hey ma, got anything good for me"

"coke"

"how much?"

"$10"

"only got 7"

"here"

"thanks"

time files and next thing i know i'm driving to barry's trailer.

knocking on the door waiting for him to come "hey ugh i think you got the wrong house sweetheart"

"nope i'm dropping off the money rafe owes you for the lastest re-up"

"country club, sent his girl here and your not blonde or blue-eyed. who would've thought!" let me get my fancy counter "come in to my humble a bode"

"need interior designing but its not to bad for a bachelor pad"

"oh baby i got a significant other, you're good to go pretty thing"

"pleasure doing business which you, rafe won't be collecting for awhile"

"we'll see about that sweetheart because once he's held you the grips inescapable" he winks as i leave him in his living room.

the drive home was easy my music kept me company. escaping dads interrogation i get to my room to find rafe there.

"what the hell?! you scared the shit outta me" my whisper shouting makes him laugh.

"sorry princess i was missing you and decided to come see you this late afternoon. that okay?"

"of course" opening my arms i jump on him landing gracefully in the straddle position. he lays down so we can get comfortable.

"did you ever finish that book in class?" my mind going back to our first conversation pertaining to my name.

"we did, satisfying end"

"what do you wanna do?"

"well i do have a movie we could watch if you're up for it"

"what movie?" my interest peaked, taking in rafe's smile that mischievous smile i know and hate sometimes.

"you'll have to wait and see it's queued and ready on your television"

looking at my tv sure enough a movies up at its start point. smiling i ask "how'd you do that without the noise"

"mute, love, mute. plus i'm a ninja" i giggle into his chest because only he could come up with corny ass lines.

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after 30 minutes in the amount of jumps my body has done. placing my face into rafe's chest the opening scene alone i couldn't even turn away no matter how hard i wanted to.

if i don't distract myself nightmares will ensue tonight i thought to myself. so i take it upon several quick pep talks in my head to steer his attention to me, at first i kiss by his jaw moving along until i can tell his eyes are on me.

giving him a nice hickey, unbuttoning the preppy look he swears by too much.

his full attention has been grabbed as i kiss his chest going further and further. "nuh ugh you" he smiling at me i point to myself.

"mmhmm" kissing me he flips us over so now i'm under him. he doesn't take his time he's kissing me where he knows gives me immense pleasure. biting my lip to stop from moaning out loud.

the idea of getting caught just makes it even more fun. teasing my panty line does the trick, burying my face in my sheets i muffle my moan.

"let me take this off" his whispering tone.

"i haven't even shaved down there" i spoke in a shy tone.

"so"

"really?" he doesn't even wait his mouth is where my
body has craved it. expert attentiveness his hands pushing my legs apart. his tongue perusing my clit, his devotion to please me. threatening to purge my body of all its stress.

the intense foreplay just moves along in slow motion. as i hold onto my screams covering my mouth, now it's all breathe play as i'm on top.

he laughs as he enjoys the movement of my hips. which edges me closer to my release. "please do that again" soft is my voice as he laughs once more.

my release was taken by him pulling all he could as well as liquid wetting his face as he kisses my breast a few more times.

the movie long forgotten had ended. i am giggling as i ask "what movie was that anyway?"

"sinister 2012 i know horror isn't your thing but i want you to get into it. so could we watch it now" his lopsided smile makes me nod.

"sure i'll sit through it this time"

"gonna get snacks okay"

he nods as we fix ourselves to get more comfortable. i go put on some pjs. rafe gets cleaned up then gets in my bed. "if you got ginger ale bring me some" whispering.

"i will"

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"are you upstairs with someone?"

my fathers inquiry makes me laugh "how'd you figure?"

"an hour ago i heard him sneak in upstairs through my jazz music"

"wow dad you're good"

"i know, are harley and ivor home yet?"

"no harley came and went for a run, ivor is on a date"

"are you seeing vivian today?"

"actually in 20 minutes"

"you're wearing that?" my hands full of snacks "i look ok right"

"maybe lose the tie, open the shirt a bit let loose"

"ok i can do that thank you lili"

"welcome dad have a good time"

"i'll text you once i leave"

"thank you dad" i go hug him quick then take my leave to head upstairs.

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✎𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗃𝖾𝗐𝖾𝗅☀︎︎ 𝗍𝗒𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗀 ．．．

I'm having a lot of fun writing this one. it's insane 🤎 praying you'll enjoy it. you're probably 'like in the chapter after their first kiss we get this' (times passed by since the kiss)

anything you guys want to see between lilith and rafe ➭

eventually rafe will meet liliths dad, her family and she meets ward.

✩ 𝖣𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝖽𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗌, 𝗏𝗈𝗍𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 ✩