𝑪 𝑯 𝑨 𝑷 𝑻 𝑬 𝑹 𝑭 𝑶 𝑹 𝑻 𝒀 𝑶 𝑵 𝑬

JIMIN WAS THE WORST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD, IT'S OFFICIAL. Or at least, in his mind, he's the worst. Already, Yoongi and Hoseok we're trying so hard for him. Yoongi made him his favorite dinner and Hoseok went out shopping with him, all in celebration of Jimin getting a job at the Mocha House.

With the man he was cheating on them with.

Fuck, he hated himself for it. Because he loved his boyfriends beyond reason, but Jungkook was beginning to grow on him as well. He was growing fond of his smile and how he put energy and passion into everything he ever did. He was such a joy to be around, even when they weren't having sex.

The thought lingered in the back of his mind of what Venus suggested. To bring Jungkook into their relationship. Would they even want to entertain the idea knowing what he'd done? This could shatter their entire relationship. The thought of not having them in his life. He wouldn't know what to do with himself.

He had to tell them. If he didn't, he would be just as bad as them when he was being neglected. Even if their relationship crumbled because of it, at least he would have been honest and told them the truth. There were supposed to be no secrets between them. They were always upfront and honest with each other. That was the grounds for any relationship.

Yoongi and Hoseok took the entire day off just for him, to do whatever he wanted. Yoongi had made him breakfast, kissing his head when he set the plate down in front of him, but Jimin was too nervous to speak. His stomach twisted so tight that everything looked unimaginably disgusting. They were both right here, Hoseok washing the dishes while Yoongi was setting down other plates for the two of them.

He had to tell them. Even if it would ruin everything.

It came out of him like a fire hydrant. "I have to talk to you two." He spoke quietly, rubbing his hands together to soothe his anxieties. Yoongi perked up, looking at him through messy, stray strands of blonde hair while Hoseok cut off the water to the sink and dried his hands. "What's up?" For a moment, they were scared that they were still doing something wrong. The opposite actually. They're doing great, Jimin was the one in the wrong.

He chewed on his bottom lip, shifting her eyes. Jimin had the guilt capacity of a peanut which meant absolutely none, any amount of guilt and he'll start sobbing like a baby and spilling his guts over everything he's ever felt guilty about, from cheating to when he stole a deck of Pokémon cards from the convenience store when he was 9.

He started rubbing the back of his hand a bit faster, sometimes scratching his neck, a tell-tale sign that he was about to cry. The way he suddenly burst into tears was always something that gave them whiplash. One second Jimin would look completely fine and the next he would be snotty-nosed, flushed face, and teary-eyed. But pretty, always pretty.

Within seconds, Jimin was crying. Tears streaked his face and the apples of his cheeks turned red. "I'm sorry, I'm so, so-" He hiccuped, "sorry. I-I'm such a horrible boy *hic* friend and if I tell you this, you'll...hate me but I have to because I l-love you guys!" He was simply going on and on, running around the main topic at hand.

Hoseok and Yoongi looked at each other. "Chim, just...calm down and breathe." Hoseok attempted to soothe him. "Babe, you have to tell us what's wrong. Why are you apologizing?" They were both beyond confused. They thought everything was going well.

Finally, Jimin just came out with it. There was no point in delaying the inevitable.

"I'm cheating on you two." He admitted shamefully, sobbing even harder if it was possible. "I'm cheating and I feel horrible about it and I should. I'm sorry"

Hoseok and Yoongi were silent. Hoseok stood up straight with his fingers pinching his lips while turning away to compose himself. Yoongi simply stared at the breakfast he had just made for everyone. He had expected this all to go very differently.

Jimin continued. "I was just so lonely and I found comfort in someone else. I know it's not an excuse because I'm still doing it, but I didn't expect to grow attached to him and he sorta kinda works at the same cafe Venus works at."

"The one you got hired at?"

He nodded with his head low. "He isn't the reason I applied though." As if that fact would make him more innocent. Jimin attempted to wipe away his tears frantically. "I really like him, but I'll end it with him if that's what you want me to do. I love you two with everything I have and I'm sorry if I ruined it over something stupid." He truly did love them and would probably be heartbroken for the rest of his life if they decided to end it, but it wouldn't be undeserved.

Hoseok was still circling the kitchen while Yoongi was rubbing his temples. They were both silent, terrifyingly so. At some point they huddled together, whispering to each other to figure out what they were meant to do about this. Jimin was terrified of what was to come next. They would hate him forever and he'd be alone and waste away into nothingness.

Eventually, after a frantic back and forth, the two of them turned back to face Jimin with rather serious, grim expressions on their faces. Hoseok, who was the usual talker of the two of them, Yoongi was usually the one to just let shit ride until he simply had to interject.

"Though we are admittedly...upset," upset was putting it lightly, they were distraught, devastated, crushed, "we do understand why it happened and we're also sorry that we pushed you to that point." Again, they looked at each other to confirm that they were on the same page. "You said you liked him?"

Jimin nodded once more. "He's very sweet to me. Shy. Cute." He whispered, the smallest hint of a smile forming on his lips. "He makes me happy." And Jimin's happiness was all that they wanted. They knew he still loved them, that much would never change. Jimin's heart was big and he was awfully loving. He may have room for all of them. It would also give him someone to be with when the two of them got busy.

"You can keep him," Yoongi spoke up. Though they weren't upper enthusiastic about it, they haven't met the guy yet, maybe that'll change. Hoseok added on. "Only-" He said quickly. "If we meet him first. I don't want you being in with some sketchy weirdo." Yoongi slapped his chest at that. "What? He's my baby boy. I want him to be treated right."

Jimin could almost weep for joy. He let out a desperate sigh of relief and slumped against the table. He did end up crying again with his head against the table, a blubbering messy of "thank you"s and "I love you"s. Hoseok and Yoongi came over and sat beside him. Immediately, Jimin leaped into their arms and kissed the two of them. "Thank you and I'm sorry." He murmured, burying his face into the crook of Yoongi's neck.

"Jimin," Hoseok's voice became devastatingly grim. Jimin sat up with attention. "If you cheat on us again, you don't get a third chance. We may be poly but this is still a relationship." He gently gripped Jimin's jaw. "Do you understand?"

He knew he fucked up and he was incredibly lucky that they were so understanding of what happened. This could have ended a lot differently. "Of course."

"I just want to know why you didn't tell us sooner?" They were already communicating before. It was the perfect time to tell them about what was happening. Jimin scoffed at the idea. "And drop a wrecking ball on the glass house that was our relationship? I couldn't. I was scared that you'd leave me." and they would have been well within their right to do so. Jimin isn't trying to justify his infidelity by any means.

It was a fair point. It probably would have burned everything to the ground. They trusted Jimin even still. As stated before, he quite literally had the guilt capacity of a rock. He either didn't feel guilt at all or felt it so intensely that he couldn't possibly keep it to himself. He had to tell someone about it.

"Let's bring him in our date this weekend." Hoseok suggested. It would give them time to get to know him, test his character and make sure he was good enough for Jimin. Maybe they would leave that night liking him as well.

Jimin kissed Hoseok and then Yoongi. "I love you both, more than anything. Even with another person, that will never change." He could come to love Jungkook with time, as all love requires time. And even with that one, additional person, he'd still have all the love in the world to give, too much for any one person to handle on their own.

"Come on, let's eat breakfast. It's getting cold."

*.✧ Kᴀʏs Eɴᴅɪɴɢ Nᴏᴛᴇs

Yayyyy Jungkook is getting added to the relationship. I'm so excited. For those who didn't read the last version of S&S, Jimin ended up breaking things off with Jungkook.

I kinda want to write a threesome between Jimin, Venus, and Taehyung, but at the same time, a foursome between Jimin, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Jungkook would be hot two.

JSA of the Day:
"I feel as though I've made it seem like I find vaginas atrociously disgusting, I don't, it's just a reproductive organ. I simply am mostly (there are a few exceptions) not attracted to them. I have eaten a woman out before, odd experience for sure but it wasn't impossible for me to do. She was really hot and dominant so I was down for it. For me, I like to think what matters more for me is personality and as cringy as it is to say this, their vibe.

With that being said, I want to sleep with Venus. Not to say I have a crush on her like Taehyung, I've just had sex with all my friends. I've found that it causes for some fun stories and better bonding.

Maybe one day..."
-Jimin

Thank you all for reading. I hope you guys enjoyed and I wish you all a wonderful day/night.

사랑해

~Kay o((*^▽^*))o